Ellusion-

2009-07-01T21:50:00.002+08:00

Hullo everyone.
I have no idea why this blog is screwed.
Something went wrong with the template and everything just became shit.
So, I've made a new blog.
Actually I made one long ago.
But anyway, back to topic.
New templates don't work on this blog as well.
So this is as good as crap.

Welcome my new blog.
It may be a bit act cute, but its still my blog (;

http://omgzhblog.blogspot.com :D
See you there.
Relink me if you care. ><

2009-06-30T23:17:00.002+08:00

Transformers was a blast ! xD

Wonder whats wrong with my blog.
The old one.

2009-06-29T21:11:00.003+08:00

I haven't blogged in 4 days ;o
Happy belated birthday Shenghao.
-.-
You ass, sorry didn't get you a present.
Have fun... loving Peiying.

ITAB MST today.
It turned out pretty easy, even though I didn't finish the paper.
So I'm happy happy happy.
Yaye.

GGT tomorrow.
jy.

read my private blog if you really wana know...

2009-06-25T23:40:00.004+08:00

I don't know whats this feeling now.
Its kinda like frustration plus feeling down.
I think my friends have had it with me.
I wished I was less annoying. );

Haven't been updating recently.
I know, been a lazy ass who can't lift my butt off the couch.

So, yesterday, I joined the intermediate competition in Audition.
I can't believe I made it all the way to the finals la.
And the best thing, I got overall 3rd.
This is so loved.
2nd was craziebaby, played by Ven.
I was 3rd playing AutumnMists.
So you see, 2 people in xDANTE top 3 leh.
FOOYO, DANTE HUAT FOREVER LA.
We earned like 200+ FAM points in the process.

Okay, so back to life.
Gossipers didn't watch movie this holiday.
Everyone's so busy, so hard to go out );
I want to watch movie with ya'll la.

I don't want a reason to call you.
Can I? X_X.

Alright, sorry if I don't respond to the tagboard.
Not really in the mood ;o
Okay taaaa.

And happy birthday sister.

I still miss you as much, or even more );

2009-06-21T22:24:00.002+08:00

;o, I haven't blogged in like 3 days!
Thats very common for a blogger freak like me okay.
Oh did I mention I'm so in love with the ;o smiley?
It comes out in like 90% of the things i say.

Back to the main topic.
I feel so exhausted today.
Its not that I don't feel like doing anything.
Thats emotionally exhausted.
I woke up at like 10 today, acceptable right.
And I went for work.
So after 1 hour of work, I was dying already.
I felt so tired that I felt my whole body slopping.
Okay, wrong use of words(is that even a word), but you get what I mean (;
Yeah, I feel like doing so many things now.
But I really don't have the energy to do so.
Shit );

Don't laugh at me when I'm not cracking a joke or doing something stupid.
I hate it, especially when I don't know whats so funny.
This girl came up to me to give me something to weigh.
And then I smiled at her, like sincerely.
Then she started giggling.
ZZZ, WHAT SO FUNNY.
I know I'm geeky la, but don't need to giggle in my face right -.-
No, it wasn't a nice giggle at all.
Stupid girl, curse that you step on dog poo at home !
Hmph );<

Is being sensitive a good or a bad thing ;o
See the smiley face came out again.
OMG, SO DARN CUTE.

Okay shall get going.
I hope I'm not in the situation where I care about nobody but myself.
If I am, tell me please.
Okay byee. (;

2009-06-19T00:51:00.003+08:00

And maybe it isn't the things we do that make a difference.
Maybe things aren't meant to be changed if its set one way.
I'm not god, I can change nothing.
I should just live life the way it should be.
Accept how things are and stop being so grouchy over it.
Maybe then, I'd be a better person.
And maybe then, it'd be better tomorrow.

Yes it will.
I won't spoil the day tomorrow.
I'd try my best.
And when I'm at wits end, I'd fake a smile so you won't see.
Sound familiar? ;o

Good night.

2009-06-18T23:43:00.002+08:00

Went to Fizzy to the clinic today.
Yeah, he was going to take injections.
I so heard you scream la Fizzy.
And I so saw you push the nurse away as she pokes the needle into your flesh ;o
Theres a war going on in there.

After that, went out with the Anties, Ben, Alvin, Weeliam, and FIZZY.
Okay la, fizzy left at like 3.
So we ended up going to lan.
I so wanted to watch movie! @(&*$(&%
Okay zh, don't complain.
Overall it was okay.
Alvin stop pestering me to accept, you know I'm not the final decision maker.
It still felt different.
Empty.
I felt like puking all the way through, so I didn't really eat much for the steamboat.
But damn, it was delicious la.
Waste my money.
Nevermind, thank you very much Ben for paying part of it for me (;

Fizzy's birthday celebration tomorrow.
Shit, I've got bad news.
Fizzy will kill me tomorrow, confirm.
Please don't fizzy.
Don't kill Sylvia too, you'd understand why tomorrow.
But I may be leaving after lunch or so, so yeah, ;o
I'd torture you in the morning then !

Theres too much air in my stomach.
Really vomitting soon ;o
Shall go lie down.
Byebyeee.
The urge just to see you, ><

2009-06-17T21:55:00.003+08:00

I don't know whats wrong with me.
I was so high at the last hour of work.
But right after work, I don't feel like doing what I wanted to do.
I don't want to do anything now.
The old problem's back.
Zh, stop it, stop it, stop it.

If this causes a conflict, I'd strongly object to them joining the clan.
Whats the point of adding more and more people.
Its like, we're supposed to be a close clan.
And there would be people asking, whos that, I've never seem him before.
And if you still insist that they join the clan, I really have nothing to say.
If you want to be segregated, then fine.
Its either them or me, you choose.
I'd leave if I have to.
Don't blame me for being such a childish and pampered brat.

Okay forget that.
Work was okay today.
I was just standing around and cleaning stuff.
Yaye free money ;D
And I almost broke like 100 trays of eggs.
PHEW !
And I was clearing up some dust infested room.
Sneezing like there was no tomorrow ;o

I feel my privacy so invaded as my brother watches me blog ._.
SHOO LA JIAHONG.

Okay la, shall get going.
Byee.

I'm starting to find myself annoying. T_T.
But I really really...
Ah nevermind. X_X.

2009-06-17T10:27:00.003+08:00

Hihi everybody.
Good morning !
Its a brand new day.
And I'm going to start it positively (;

WORK LATER !
IMMA HAVE LOADS OF FUN !
Okay, this is sounds so fake, but yeah, new day !
Looking on the bright side...
I don't have to go to work tomorrow ! ;P
Yes, its torture.
And and...
Okay theres no other bright side that anyone else should know of ;o

Okay, so why am I blogging.
Wanted to show you something funny.
Err wait, need to take a picture of it and upload it ;x

Hope you can see it, or it'd be no fun.
Okay read !
/random : my sister's camera is damn clear right ! (snap of my phone's sms btw)
This sms is from my class chairperson, yeah please don't kill me for this Ameer.
But it really is funny ><
Its supposed to be spelt as bucks, not bugs X_X.
And if you read on, notice the $7.50 thingy?
My school is giving $7.50 per person to fund class outings. ;o
Even though its not much but still, woah, the school damn rich can.
Okay sorry Ameer.

---------- HUIWEN; WoYaoJianFei! Jy.says:
HI ZHENGHUIYU.
Ur drawng dam nice.
z h . says:
hihi.
and whats with the yu D:
---------- HUIWEN; WoYaoJianFei! Jy.says:
^^

Shes calling me that, as usual T_T.
Sam told you you can be some graphic designer le ;P
Shes talking about my dp btw.

About last night.
I don't know what to say but thanks thanks thanks.
Still I hope I don't scare you.
Yah la, zh stop thinking that way.
Okay positive day yeah ! ;D
Thanks again (;

Wait.
Again.
Nothing !

2009-06-16T23:08:00.003+08:00

Ah, I'm tired and don't really feel like blogging.
But since, I'm sitting at the computer, hihi :D

Work wasn't that bad like how I expected.
Even though I was all alone, I found entertainment for myself.
Err, I was, talking to Mdm Angela Thong !
yes, her, I saw her today ;o
She was like, I don't recognise you.
(Uh, cause you never taught me before) X_X.

I will be myself again.
I will not be your worry.
I will be a better person.

SINCE WHEN CHICKEN RICE IS EATEN WITH LETTUCE?!
HUH, HUH, HUH.

;o I'm tired.
Shall go offline already.
Byebyeee (;

2009-06-16T11:34:00.003+08:00

I feel unnaturally weird with 5 girls rampaging my house.
I woke up 11am in the morning and to my surprise, I heard girls chatting in my house O.O.
Okay, ugly hairstyle, ugly clothes, ugly ugly ugly.
My cousin brought her friends over.
Okay, I feel super unglamourous and not to mention ugly. ;o

I hope.
I hope.
I hope.
That everything stays the same );

ISMY.
ISMY.
@_@.

Oh em gee.
zh zh.
Stupid phone, stop tempting me.
Ah, come on, I can resist this temptation.
T_T.

2009-06-15T21:51:00.002+08:00

Hihi.
I've a feeling that someone's scolding me behind my back.
I'm sneezing like 3 times a minute.
Or is it that I'm catching a cold -.-

Alright, I can be labelled no life already.
I wake up at like 11 everyday.
I head for work at like 1.
And when I get home, I blog, and I sleep after that.
And the cycle continues.
YEAH, NO LIFE.

Work was pretty okay today.
Just felt like some substitute worker who takes all the unwanted shifts -.-
And that I kept thinking about what I said last night ><

Oh em gee.
School work.
School work.
School work.

Ah tomorrow's a special day for someone.
Some person who doesn't think I'm sincere when I'm returning him money.
-mumbles-, Fizzywandy.

Okay la, enough of crap, shall get going.
Byee.
I seriously hope I didn't scare you. ohemgee TT

2009-06-14T23:05:00.002+08:00

I'm tired.
Not just tired, tired.
I don't feel like doing anything tomorrow, or the day after.
I'm seriously exhausted.

Okay, lets not have attention seeking behavior today.
Let me tell you about my amazing stomach.
If you do not know, Soybean has to be drunk within 3 days of contamination to air.
So on Thursday evening, I opened the Soybean and drank it.
On friday evening, I drank it as usual.
But yesterday, I attempted to finish it by drinking for the carton itself.
It tasted funny, and I thought to myself, "only the 3rd day what, why does it taste like that?"
And i peeked at the expiry date and got the shock of my life.
8th June 2009.
Okay, so my point is, my stomach is awesome, I didn't even get stomachache whatsoever after drinking the expired shit for 2days continuous.
Okay, I rule.

I seriously am neglecting my studies.
And I always have to be put down, isn't that right?
I had this nightmare last night, and maybe it was hinting me, born to fail.
Born to fail.
Born to fail.

Yonghan bought me 2 chocolate bars today ;o
Thank you very much.
And so I ate those 2 bars for dinner, oh em gee.
Shocking thing was that I was bloated after the first bar O_O".
Okay, maybe my stomach ain't that amazing after all.

Theres work again tomorrow, shit.
And sometimes I have no idea why I'm doing this.
At least I do hope my inspiration would be existent.
So many birthdays coming up, jiayou !
Do it for more money, jiayou !
Do it for someone, jiayou !
I know I can do this, I know I can.

Okay, enough of the bored stuff.
Byebyeeee.
Gosh I'm tired.
Someone cheer me up );<
그리고 나는 사랑에 고민하는 나가 지금 느끼는 얼마나, 그리고 그것의 불가능한지 어떻게 아무도가 이해할 것이라는 점을 알고 있다.
And there is no use trying.

2009-06-13T00:06:00.005+08:00

Oh I feel so hungry now, haven't ate anything today.
Wait, have I?
I remember eating Korean food with the salmon and the fish and the...
No wait, that was yesterday! ;O
LOL.

Went to Changi Airport with Sam, Vincent, Cheryl and Ven to send Benjamin Peh off to Bangkok today.
Aiyo, that Ven ah, tsktsk, epic fail, LOL.
Since someone has so many unglam shots of me, I spend most of the time in the airport snapping unglam photos.
Oh yes, I sure got many ;o.
Even you hugging Mr Macdonals, HAHAHAHA.
Shall post the pictures some other day.
So lazy to upload now ah X_X.

Got nothing much to blog about actually.
Just that I was in a fairly good mood today.
Heh, byee. (;

I think I'm starting to feel awkward after saying all those things. ><
And sometimes, I do feel disappointed that I'm not worth much no matter how much I've done.

2009-06-12T00:27:00.003+08:00

Today was a pretty bad day.
It wasn't the fact that I met SJAB gang to study today.
It wasn't the fact that I went out with 5/6 brothers today.
It was horrible, because of the past.
It was horrible, because of the future.

Tell you what.
My bag got stolen by some sort of a snatch theif today.
And I never got my bag back.
I lost many things.
My handphone charger, I can no longer charge my phone.
The bag itself, my pencil case + calculator.
My geography notes.
My brother's swim stuff.
My jacket that means a lot.
And MY GREEN TEA.
I'm just trying to add some humour here to make it less dull, but obviously I'm failing.
At least my valubles weren't stolen.

But no, I cannot afford to be upset today.
I'm the happy apple and no, I cannot be.
It'd be better tomorrow, yes it would.
But I really cannot get over the past.

Come on, cheer up.
Don't been like this.
The world needs you.
And I'd continue self reassuring.

Can someone hug me?
Can I hug someone?
Stop acting girly, tsk.

Okay byee.
All I used to do was cry.
Crying just made me feel better.
But today, everything just feels so uncureable.
Crying is not going to work.
Stop being a weakling.
You're a man, a guy !
NOT A SISSY THAT THE GIRLS USED TO CALL YOU !

2009-06-08T21:09:00.002+08:00

Hihi.
Was in a pretty bad mood at the start of the day.
Was grouchy the moment I woke up
So sorry if I seemed seriously -random obscenity- today
But after going out with the guys, felt better.

Shit, I skipped statistics today.
);

Went to catch monsters vs aliens 3D with Sam, Alvin, Cheryl and Lewis today !
The movie was pretty funny.
But at parts, it was really really lame that I wanted to just slam my head on the wall
I wonder how Sam and Cheryl felt watching the movie twice already.
The 3D glasses were pretty annoying
It just made me feel uncomfortable.
It kept dropping like no one else's business la.
Watching without the glasses would be a waste of 4 dollars.

LOL, shush, I'm not cheapo ><

Sorry if I made your moods collapse today.

Shall get going.
Will end off with a random picture.

LOL.
Okay byeee.

2009-06-07T23:56:00.002+08:00

What is wrong with you la Auntie.
I cannot stand the way you're treating your daughter.
And it really ticks me off that you said she needs counselling.
Which mum says something like that.
Seriously, relfect, you're just overreacting.
You do not go around smacking your daughter's hair.
I seriously despise that cause my dad treats/treated me this way too.
And worst of all, you do not pick up your daughter's phone call and scream at her friends who are talking to her.
I seriously cannot stand talking to someone like that, especially someone I don't know.
If its a debate you want, its a debate you'll get.
Looks like you've a lot to learn before you can be a better mum.
I so conclude that I so love my mum.
<3s>

Went for SJAB campfire today.
AND I WON LUCKY DRAW !
I think I overreacted a bit when I got the lucky draw, LOL.
Everyone was staring at me la, so embarrassing.
But overall, its was really nice to see Patricia, Zhixian and the rest again.
People said I've changed, have I?
its just that my hair's longer, way longer ;O
At first I thought Shenghao's changed for the better.
But hes still as AA as ever, LOL, HAHAHAHA.
Benjamin is still ask cheekopeh as ever, but still, the only one who's filled.
Patricia was so nice to do that book for us la, thank you very much (;
Zhixian, as SIAN as ever.

I seriously felt annoyed that my opinions weren't asked for.
And I wasn't even considered.
Pretty disappointed.
But I have to stop bearing grudges of the past.
Sheesh, that'd make me so much of a better person.

It will not end today.

Jeano be proud of me. (;
I even won Exalted 5 - 0.
I'm 3rdbrother btw.
Look at scoreboard ! ;x

Okay byeeee. (;

2009-06-06T00:32:00.000+08:00

Oh my gosh.
So my idol.

2009-06-05T12:22:00.002+08:00

Hihihi.
I'm so damn bored that I'm blogging in school now.
School only ends at 5 and I have like a 2 hour break now.
And so whats my class doing?
They're the my school's KBOX, HAHAHA.
And you know I'm oh so shy and dare not sing infront of my classmates );
Yeah thats why I'm blogging.

In a relatively high mood today.
Cause till now there hasn't been a thing that pissed me off.
Except for the fact that I've another freaking headache.
Cannot wait till tomorrow (;
Even though everything seems pretty not planned yet.

Shenwei why you not replying me );
Harmful Haiza why you not replying me );
Ellusion-'s dead already X_X.

I actually wanted to post the picture that I promised like 2 days ago.
But I realised that I'm in school and I don't have that freaking thing to put the pictures into my computer !

My class is now contemplating to skip statistics lecture.
HAHAHAHAHA.

Okay this post getting really pointless.
Ah byebyeeee.

2009-06-04T23:41:00.003+08:00

First day of work was okay I guess.
Cause ahbao didn't come, hahahaha.
But my holidays are going to suck.
Stupid cashier, show me something thats right la woman.

Bleeding isn't necessarily bad.
It removes the toxins from your body, yes !
I don't know why this random comment.
Shush, I'm not emo.

RWPS had last minute test today !
Damn, luckily I went and didn't skip.
Its like 15% of the entire module, oh what the sheet !
And I was like so not prepared at all la.
We were supposed to write an essay on how good/bad our team is.
There was 10mins discussion time with my group.
And then we were like, oh, we are QUITE passionate, QUITE efficient, QUITE hardworking, LOL.
And then we were like, we are optimistic (because we can smile while saying forward module (retain that certain subject)).
My group seriously is funny la, and even though we don't get the job done like 90% of the time, you ares rock.
Melvin was so pissed that the girls kept laughing today though.
The teacher only remembered that there was a test today.
Super ticked me off.

So today was one of the thinking days again, thanks to the 6 hours of continuous standing at the damn weighing machine today.
Seriously was boring.
So my mind started thing of things again.
Sadly bad things.
I was thinking of how the day would be better tomorrow.
I was thinking how I'd be treated better tomorrow.
Then this came to my mind.
If someone doesn't treat you well today, what makes you think that tomorrow will be better?
Once someone starts being cold to you, it will never warm again, right A? ); All the best at camp thou.
Yeah most likely.
But still I do hope that tomorrow's going to be a better day.

It'd never be easy to understand somethings or someone.
But I'd try try try my hardest.
If this fails, I really won't want to try again.

I so miss G club right now.
P.S. the above doesn't refer to you guys.
I haven't talked to you guys for like ages already.
Shall we catch a movie on this coming thursday?
But everyone's so busy, X_X.

2009-06-03T23:38:00.002+08:00

I'm exhausted, like seriously.
Yeah, physically exhausted.
I'm thinking of skipping GGT tomorrow so I'd only have to go to school at 11.
I still have work from 4 - 10 tomorrow.
Oh damn, holidays, they're kinda gone thanks to work.
I wonder why I even accepted to go work there.
For money I guess.
Money, money, money, all the way ah.
My first week of holidays are free, who wants me ? (;

Don't think I've the energy to blog on.
Shall pop off to bed.
Will post a picture that I'm so proud of tomorrow or so.

I actually don't mind.

Okay get going !
Byeee (;

2009-06-02T17:53:00.006+08:00

School was as long as I expected.
Dozed off in economics.
Dozed off in statistics.
But when I woke up from statistics, there was this pain in my head.
-.-
No appetite during lunch.
THe chicken seriously tasted like crap today. ;O

The guys of the class finally got names for ourselves.
Keith - Act pretty.
Melvin - Act Ahbeng.
Nigel - Act cool.
Linus - Act good boy.
We didn't give Tony and Ameer names, cause they weren't around when the 5 of us were crapping.
Guess mine?
Its the usual.
Yeah, so clever, act cute.

Yeah, and so I'm back home.
Doing the usual things.

I guss I don't deserve all of it.
Maybe that does.
I get all these grouchy jealous attacks often.
Just when I thought it was better, I was proven wrong.
What if there was one choice to make.
I doubt it'd be me, I've never been worthy of it.
And like I said, I don't know that person, and I won't want to.
What else can I do but complain.
Just helpless and uesless.
Its hopeless.

CHEEEEEEEEEER UPPPPPPPPPPPP.
We don't blame you.

Its like the 5th time I'm editing this.
But I still don't know what I want to express here.

Shall get going.
Ciao.
I'm a failure.
And I'm acting so weakly.

2009-06-01T23:41:00.002+08:00

School lessons as per normal today.
ITB made me feel exceptionally smart.
PACC was rather horrible, I was like all shut during the lesson.
And EC, was the best lesson of the day la.
We were supposed to use our phones in class.
HAHAHA, damn funny la.
Especially the role play of Red Riding Hood.

And then there comes the rest of the day.
Fengwei asked if I wanted to go to Bishan or not.
Some festival, huh?
Till now, I have no idea whats going on.
The rest of them went I guess.

And so, I went to Yishun for certain reasons that shall not be revealed.
On the train was the most horrible journey ever la.
I just stared at my phone.
And there was this horrible pain, gastric pain of some sort.
So I had to keep squatting down.
Peiying said that I looked wrong, or something to that extent, LOL.

Maybe someday, my importance would shirk.
Maybe tomorrow.
I guess that day has to come.
And when its all over, I'm not going to try again.
Cause I know, I was never meant to.
And no matter how hard I tried, I'm never going to find what I'm looking for.
Forget it zh, just give up.

I'd never look upon him as my friend.
And I don't think he deserves to.

What a random post of the day.
Tsk.
I have a long day at school tomorrow.
Crappy-O.

I'm sorry patricia for giving you such a late reply for the Ms Ong card.
Was quite busy, so yeah, sorry.
Don't be upset okay?
I'd buy you bubbletea next time ! ;P

Okay byee.
I hope this change isn't permanent.
How I miss the old friend.

2009-05-31T21:06:00.003+08:00

I see the lights beaming down.
It looks really beautiful.
But why would lights stream down for no reason?

Tomorrow's 'O' level mother tongue paper if I'm not wrong.
All the best to everyone, especially the SJAB people.
And especially especially patricia, for not being able to make it for G club jogging.
You must get an A !

Today was better.
At least, better than yesterday.
And sometimes I wonder why I do the things I do.
Sometimes I'm like a selfish ass and sometimes I'm the opposite.
I suspect myself of split personailty, rofl.

I met a bunch of idiots on the MRT.
One guy was pulling the other girl's hair.
And when an old lady wanted to stand against the wall.
He was like, stupid old lady, out loud.
HELLO, LEARN SOME BASIC MANNERS YOU RUDE BOY.

Shenghao, don't read what you're not supposed to.
-smacks-

Byeeeee.

2009-05-31T00:50:00.002+08:00

And the thing I hate most is to be alone.
It just feels so empty.
So lonely.
Makes my thoughts run wild.
And I can't think properly.

And I hated that kinda joke.
The joke which wasn't funny.
The joke that lied.
The joke that made me feel so fooled.
Its a lie, I knew it, but you had to force it upon me.
And now that I found out the real truth.
It justs makes me wonder.
When I feel this way, does it make you feel happier?
I don't like to entertain, especially when its at the expense of me.

I had a nightmare last night.
And it really scared me.
It was nothing much.
Really nothing much.
But it just mattered to me.
I woke up in the middle of the night, just sitting there, wondering.
And the fact that I had school then after made me fall asleep again.
I'm afraid that one day that'd happen.
I can't do much, but cross my fingers, and just hope.

I don't even dare say sorry like how I used to.
And its all thanks to you.
Sorry doesn't matter if I haven't learnt anything from it.
And I were to commit the same mistake again, what for say sorry?
Thats what you said.
And I never dared say sorry again when I know I'm going to make the same mistake.
I just can't forget all the horrible things you said.
I'm not one who forgets the past easily.
I still remember Chua Eileen, and Victoria, and what they said to me.
Its just like a living nightmare, when I'm alone and I start thinking about crazy stuff.

What right do I have?
Maybe I should just give up.
For fear that some may find out one day.
Wheres the one?
Maybe its all part of retribution.

I shall not crap everyone else's mood.
Good night...
I just feel wrong troubling you whenever I have a problem.
Thats why I no longer talk to you.
Cause I'm not a good friend.
BSJY.

2009-05-29T22:58:00.002+08:00

I'm exhuasted.
Like, seriously.
But, I'm alive, yes I am.

Jeanette, I'd give you your birthday present when I remember to bring it to school okay (;

2009-05-28T21:52:00.002+08:00

Cheers to those who wore their caps with me today !
I called them Cappers the whole day.
HAHAHA.
We even took a picture which looks super cool.
Will post it once Melvin sends me.

I can't believe I actually completed the introduction part of RWPS.
Yeah.

I breathed in so much second hand smoke today.
I feel myself weakened.
Feels as though my life has been shortened by a year already !
I think my asthma's coming back from breathing in too much smoke.
I always feel dizzy after just smelling the smoke.
I don't think I've mentioned that I have asthma, did I?
But it was like, I stopped having attacks at the age of 7 or so.
So I'm like considered, no asthma already.
Yeah, but now I seriously have difficulty breathing everytime I walk outside the school.
Its not the smell that makes me choke.
Its a different feeling...
Ah whatever.

Went to catch Terminator Salvation with Sam today !
Yeah, I haven't watched a movie for like 341345485 years already.
The previous movie I watched was Street Fighter, or Push, I forgot which came first.
And that was like ages ago la.
And so Terminator Salvation.
It was overall, okay la.
The action was nice.
But idiots like me, who take like 10 years to understand the story plot, found it boring at the start.
I was really blur on what was going on la.
Especially when the annoying couple was kicking me from behind on my chair.
Sheesh, what losers.
Oh, and before that, we went to arcade to play basketball.
HAHAHA, Sam's score was like 2x of mine la.
400+ to 200+.
DON'T CALL ME NOOB D:

Ah thats all for today.
I seriously am exhautsed );
Exhausted from carrying that kick-ass statistics textbook around.
Byeeeee (;

2009-05-27T23:04:00.002+08:00

-coughs-
I'm still waiting.
Waiting for my information !
-headdesk-
I'm quite impressed with my RWPS report.
I still can't believe I wrote that report myself.
Oh my god ! ;D

I'm starting to get busy.
Shall blog again or something tomorrow.
Byebye.

2009-05-26T20:38:00.005+08:00

That post wasn't supposed to be emotional.
Really.

Back to school today.
And it was okay.
Nothing really ticked me off, whatsoever.
Thank you for asking.

Actually I don't really have anything to say.
O.O why am I here?

For the fear your caused me.
I shall never forget.
You may even forget me now.
What you've done, all the shit you said.
Is forever etched in my mind, and I will never forgive.
Damn you.
I never.
Never.
Took it as a joke.
To you it was, that changed me.

And yeah la.
I'm small.
And I'm unfriendly.
I'm grouchy.
I'm angry.
I am full of hatred.
And I'm just a petty whore.

Okay la.
Bye already.
Stop being so funny Fizzy.
It makes me seem like a looney whenever you sms me.

2009-05-25T19:29:00.005+08:00

Its not like its my responsibility.

Its not like I want to do this.
I have to print the notes.
I don't even get a word of thanks.
Nevermind that, I get blamed for missing some questions out.
I'm not like some super robot who gets things done perfectly.
Ya, I know its my fault.
But what the heck, I don't even get any help for printing the notes.
Its not like I'm some rich kid who can pay every single time the notes have to be printed.
Ah, I'm pissed, really.

Pftt, that really spoiled my day.

The people don't like you.
I will not too for another reason.
Your attitude will get you no where.
Why did I even sympathise in the first place.
What an ego. -.-

Has anyone seen the new reserved seats in the MRT?
Yeah, its no longer called "Priority Seat"
It is now the reserved seat.
I went into the MRT today and I saw that no one even dare sit on the reserved seats.
RESERVED is too strong of a word to be used.
Its like no one else can sit there except those who need it.
I think this new system is plain crap.
To me, I think this thing is just for show.
Singapore has the best transport system, yea, really.
Then I overheard this boy saying, "No, its reserved, we can't sit there"
Its not only me who thinks that way.

This post is getting incoherent.
Yes, very.

I read Weihao's blog.
And I found this interesting.
http://www.freerice.com/
Go there when you're free.
You can earn rice for the poor by answering simple vocabulary questions.
I don't know if its true or not.
But I've earned 1000 grains of rice for the poor already.
Yay (;

I've got lots to share.
Lots and lots.
Who wants to listen to me complain? @_@.

Shall get going.
Have to start on GGT.
Byee.

2009-05-24T21:46:00.002+08:00

I've gotten back my W910!
However, the fact that I can't make phone calls pisses me off.
Actually I can, but I won't be able to hear anything.
Which actually means, I CAN'T CALL .___.
I'd have to go back to Bishan to get it fixed again.
-spams obscenities-

GGT group came over to do RWPS.
Peifen, Huiru, Isabella, Melvin and I.
In the end, we spent the 3 - 4 hours talking crap and doing crap.
We were deciding which country and what to do for that amount of time.
In the end end end, we were discussing PACC.
We're like so off topic, hahaha.
And Isabella said something really stupid when we were in the MRT.
"Eh, why this CABINET so full of guys?"
LOL, first, what cabinet.
And also, why so prejudiced against guys?
Isabella's damn funny and blur can.

Oh, and damn it.
Ven doesn't have school tomorrow and the rest of the week.
-slams head on table-
VEN KHOO. (omg, I so made this up).
WHY NO SCHOOL LA?!
I have a long week ahead T_T.
And I'm so looking forward to the next weekend.
I'll walk up to Ven and smack him if I see him eating at SP food court.
I'm so damn jealous that he's so free next week.

She scares me.

... do it right.
And I wish that I was looking into your eyes,

2009-05-24T00:16:00.002+08:00

I'm so sorry Jeanette.
I wanted to blog about it but I came home a little too late already.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEANO BURENO KINDER JOYOO OH SO CHEENO. ;D
You're 17, at last !
Thats a good thing right?
And I'm so sorry that the Japanese man failed to appear at your door.
I swear I ordered him already, the delivery truck met with an accident, so yeah.
No more Japanese man T_T.
Don't be upset okay, I'll get one for you next year !

I actually want to post a picture of you and I.
But the picture looks kinda unglam.
So, I know you will kill me if I really do post it.
So I shan't, unless you want me to? ;x

Project tomorrow !
But the meeting time and details seem so vague.
I'm not sure if the project discussion would really happen or not.

Went to...
ERA today with Sam, Fengwei, Alvin, and Ven.
Oh my gosh, I finally talked to holykun today.
MY IDOL, -faints-
Jeanette would scold me for this.
I wanted to gather all of the guys to your house.
And all of us to wear Ven's cap.
HAHAHAHA, Japanese man what.
Okay, maybe thats not so funny.
Oh my gosh, I'm so on form today, hahahaha.
I got 1m for songs I've never done well in.
And Alvin got really angry today T_T.
He has got ven-oh-symptoms.
And I seriously am stunned by the face that ven threw his watch at the comupter screen and made a big crack in it.
I didn't take a picture of it though.
Will do when I go there the next time.

Oh and lastly, freaky, this is for you.
Yeah, cheryl freaky.

Left click to see a larger version.
I owned this renamer and he said that I was using hack.
._____________.
Cheryl, you own (;

Shall get going, byeee :D
And I'm so sorry my phone screwed up again.
I cannot reply your sms sam.

And jogging session tomorrow, G club? (;

2009-05-22T21:29:00.002+08:00

Its been a long week.
But hey, the week's over !
Weekends already, oh em gee.
-screams and hits head on table-
I know I'm overreacting ._.
The week really sucked la );

There was PACC lecture today.
Nah, even though there's lots to rant on, I shall not.
No point doing so, it doesn't make me less annoyed.
Moving to my point, suspense account was taught.
And I can't believe I already understood before he taught it.
I'm a born genius right, HAHAHAH, I know.

Eh, whats wrong with the new blogger.
I can't even edit my posts properly now.
Eh woman in charge of this thing, fix it now la.
So annoying.

Played pool for my first time today !
Shush, I know I sound like some suaku.
No comments please.
Played with Sam at ... Idk what place.
And omg I seemed like some awkward idiot at the start of the game.
Cause I really didn't know how to hit the ball.
And my pool stick went flying in all directions.
So embarassing.
And not to forget the fact that I got owned like, woooo.
Samuel's like damn pro la, ;O

Oh, my boss asked me to get work again.
I was thinking, should I?
I really want more more more money !
But still, studies come first.
So yeah, I don't know.

Someone's special day tomorrow.
-coughsjeanoburenomeanojeano-
You'll get a surprise at your doorstep tomorrow.
AH.

I don't want to console myself all the time.
My mind's getting me nowhere.
Especially when paranoia comes in.
It just sucks.

Go away, don't talk to me. );
I'm just, disappointed.

2009-05-21T13:24:00.006+08:00

~~Do you even care?~~

So you do care (;

Went to fix my Sony phone at Bishan today.
And I'm happy happy happy.
Cause my Nokia phone's like dying soon, really soon.

I didn't go for RWPS class today.
And I made Sokling angry.
-headdesk-
I'm sorry Sokling.
I know I promised to go for all the classes.
But yeah, I had something on, so sorry yeah.
Don't angry lah Ahyi );<

Isabella told me that Ms Jeanette mistook me for Tianwei.
Oh em gee.
-headdesk-
And the RWPS project went horribly wrong.
Now we must redo everything.
-jumps down building-
And they want to research during the weekends );
DAMNNNN.

SAMMMMM.
Cheer up okay buddy. ;]
And Fizzy, you too !

Shall end here.
Byebyeeeee.

2009-05-20T18:32:00.002+08:00

My alarm didn't sound today.
Sheesh, and my brother work me at 6.45 and I was like, huh?!
Made me so grouchy first thing in the morning );<
Stupid phone.

Took the ITB test today.
Guess how much I scored?
90/100, I seriously was stunned when I saw my score.
If I told my class I didn't study at all, they'd castrate me.
That rather cheered my day up.
AND WHO SAID THERE WAS EXCEL?!
-smacks-
Even though this was just a freaking test, I'm motivated to study harder?
I don't know.
GPA 4 all the way ! X_X.
HAHAHAHA, fizzy I know you want to say dream on right? ;P

Now, I was seriously pissed during the X lecture.
There were 3 lectures today, so happy guessing !
The damn lecturer was picking on me that I almost walked out of the lecture hall.
First, the lecturer was like, why are you playing? If you want to play, get out and play, so that I won't lessen your fun.
Yes, the lecturer said the last part which made me seriously go -.-
After that, he went, you are not supposed to sms in class ah, -stares at me-
Hello, I only do this cause I understand already.
HAHAHA, you know which lecture already right.
THERE ARE SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE DOING THE SAME THING AS I AM, WHY ME .____.
He keeps looking at my direction la, makes me feel so raped.
And he did many many random things today.
He started talking without the microphone.
And his reason was, since you guys don't want to listen, it doesn't make a difference not using the microphone, you all can't hear either.
The whole lecture hall was like, ... especially the people behind my class.
I'm still sore over that matter.
Sheeesh.
You can't even teach properly.
-mumbles on-

I woke up in a paranoid mood today.
Which really spoiled the day );
Even the way I sms or talk to you people will make me sound, so not zhenghui.
I think that someone is sabotage me.
I think that someone finds me irritating when they do not.
I think that someone wants me to shut up even when they are no where near wanting that.
Thats why I did and said what I did and said today.
I'm sorry.
Paranoia does you good when you're in no good.
Paranoia also does you bad when you're in no bad at all.
And today, it really...
Ah, siannnn.
Please don't hate me for what I did today. );

Shall get going.
Byebyeeeee.

2009-05-19T21:52:00.002+08:00

I don't know why, but I still don't feel like blogging.
But for my friend's sake, I shall do it.
YES AH-DY, YOU.
You had better see this or I'd stab you a million times the next time I see you.
Nope, not DYDY wendy, the guy AH-DY.

My friend Ah-dy is in a project group of people who you don't want to be with.
They slack.
They play.
They dump all the work to you when they don't feel like doing it.
Now, why am I saying this?
I don't know.
Cause Ah-Dy wants me to say a few words for him.
Here you go.
For the group who doesn't want to freaking do anything.
You can just leave the work there.
Get a zero.
My friend doesn't have to slog his guts just to get you an A that you don't deserve.
So do what you're supposed to do, don't be such a loser.
Happy now Ah-Dy?
-mumbles-
Better treat me like your best friend now );<

I seriously couldn't get up this morning.
And its only Tuesday.
I'm not going to survive the rest of the week, really.
I was pretty alive during Economics Tutorial.
I was semi-dead in Statistics Tutorial.
I was asleep in Economics Lecture.
Sheesh.
Oh and there's ITB test tomorrow.
GOOD GAME (;

Its not that I don't have trust.
Its just that history always repeats itself.
And I don't want it to happen.
But if you were to know.
I guess you'd think otherwise.
Who wouldn't?

I've lost motivation.
Someone, something, please get it back for me.

2009-05-17T23:10:00.003+08:00

I've so much to complain about Singaporeans.
Actually not so much about Singaporeans.
Just my horrible experience with some people on the MRT today.
Really horrible ._.

Okay first up, looney.
There was this looney guy on the train.
He was hopping around and shouting Why Jay.
He went towards 2 girls and said Why Jay, Why Jay !
Then the girls were staring at him.
And at around Toa Payoh, the girls went down and he followed.
I pity the two girls, really.
Sorry but I wasn't in the mood to save anyone from being sexually harassed.

Moving on, I was sitting on the train.
And I smelt this, really funny smell.
Someone farted.
Hell you, go to the toilet if you need to.
Don't release your toxic gas in an air conditioned area and shorten our lifespan by 34475945 seconds you skunk.
Pfft, obi moron.

Next next, when I reached City Hall.
This woman was behind me.
And she was like, "Excuse me, excuse me" -shoves her way out and steps on feet-
Lady, what is wrong with you?
Can't you see that like 80% of the people there are leaving the train?
Is there a damn need for you to go around stepping on feet, especially on those with slippers?
I was really about to say that to her there and then.
But I then decided to shove her away with my body instead.
Shut up, I'm not mean, shes just too irritating already ;x

And then there was this guy...
Who didn't zip up his pants.
And he was standing right infront of me. (I was seated)
Okay, don't need to further elaborate.
.___________________.

Since G club jogging was cancelled.
I went to Era with Sam again.
Shush, don't complain.
I still finished my PACC tutorials okay ><
And ITB test tomorrow.
Better study like heck.
Yay and we owned in Left 4 Dead today.
Played Audition after that.
And then went for dinner.
After that bus-ed to Pasir Ris and took the train homeeeee.
My phone's giving me problems.
So spare me if I reply late, don't reply or don't pick up your call.

Stop worrying so much you worrywart.
-smacks-
Is that how that's spelled?
Ah, just ignore the stupid spelling.

I hope the class pays me for the statistics notes soon.
I'm out of money.

2009-05-17T01:53:00.003+08:00

I know, its almost 2 and I shouldn't be blogging.
I should be sleeping instead.
But I just came back from cyberera.
(I know I should be studying for the ITB test on monday, shush.)
It was a long day, but a fun one too.

I bought Student train concession today.
Yes, at last.
I hate topping up my EZ link card every 3 days.
Its such a waste of money.

Then went to Suntec City with Alvin and Samuel to get Cheryl's gifts.
And also to get back my NRIC number.
The taking back of NRIC number was seriously scary.
Stupid Alvin.
So we took like 34549626 years to decide on the gift.
Alvin was like, she doesn't like soft toys.
Samuel was like, no pink, she doesn't like pink.
Then he was like, get chocolates!
Not kit kat bars though.
I almost fainted, you know I'm not a decisive person.
Ask Patricia and Fizzy why they may hate shopping with me, LOL.

Do note, any further rant below is not targetted at any of my brothers.
Tyvm.

Took this bus.
With loads of noisy and irritating girls.
I really wished I could turn around and told them to shut up.
But no, I didn't, cause I'm a scaredy cat.
Plus they were so scary la.
So I had to just bear with the singing and screaming.

I don't get whats with the, "I want to meet him!"
It kinda annoys me.
No offence, really.
I just don't like it.
Ever thought how others would feel?
Nah, I doubt you'll ever think that way.

And no, I seriously don't think jokes like that are funny.
Really really not funny.
Damn it.

And I think I'm really going to barf soon.
Shall get going.
Byeeee.

Sometimes I do wonder what I'm doing.
And I really don't know.
Somethings are wrong.
Really wrong.
Whats there to amend?
Its useless, no matter how hard I try.
I give up.
just leave me alone. );

2009-05-15T21:08:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry Shannon, Weilin, Sokling and Keith.
Sorry that I ran from ONOW.
Next lesson I'd make it up by contributing more kay? ><
Thank you Sokling for forgiving me though.
I hope the other 3 are not angry?

Idk what to blog about.
ROFL.

2009-05-14T21:04:00.005+08:00

Today is the day that marks the 2 years.
2 years of fun, joy and laughter.
2 years of marriage in Audition.
Happy 2 year anniversary Jeano Bureno Kinder Joyoo ;D

Yeah, I know I promised to post pictures.
But I can't really find many.
So I shall only post like, 5?
Since its our 2 year anniversary today, I shall start with the first picture, our couple registration license :D

I know, Ellusion-'s dead.
I logged into Ellinix just to take this picture.
Forever will be, you and me (;

3 of the 6 brothers !
3,5 and 6, Sam, zh and Alvin. :D
I think my face looks like its saying, "Hi, my Patricia Ng Bei En".
Sam's like, "You want to fight ah?", LOL.

I'm so in love with this picture.
It just looks really nice, I don't know why.
Look at patricia's face, it looks somewhat like the second picture right !

Don't complain that I double post pictures, -smacks-
This has been posted sometime last year.
But yea, G CLUB HUAT AH :D

Today's a rather happy happy day?
Cause I ended at 10.
-prods the number 10-
Isabella was laughing like some crazy ahlian during GGT presentation.
She kept turning back to us to giggle.
ROFL.

Everyone in class went out after school.
To KBox, Pool, Bowl, Gym and etc.
Only I went straight home.
And I can't believe I fell asleep on the sofa with my socks still on.
Yes, I'm that exhausted.
Tomorrow's the last day of the week (yay), and I'm happy happy happy !
I'm going crazy. ._.

The war's starting.
I know it.

I'll never be a petty person like you.

-edit-
It's 11.14.
I'm starting to get grumpy.
Grouchy.
School till 5 tomorrow, I can vomit from it-
Crap.

2009-05-14T00:22:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone.
I've regained my energy !
Because I know that...
I end school at 10am tomorrow (;
Oh em gee.
Do take note, I'm trying to make you jealous, so just get jealous for goodness sake.
LOL, this is so Mrs Bureno style.

Went to BBQ chicken for dinner today.
No wait, I don't exactly know what the name of the place is.
But yea, FISH AND CHIPSSS.
I was thinking, why in the flying displacement velocity acceleration did I order FISH in a chicken restaurant.
And while I was eating, I recalled the beef incident at Shahidah's house, which was pretty hilarious.
Okay, I think I'm over high already.
-Calms down-

I'd be posting peektures tomorrow.
Thats if I get it though.
-Glares at Alvin-

Ciaooo (;

2009-05-12T22:50:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday flower girl. (;
Even though you're a big pervert, you're still our no.2 brother.
LOL, please don't scold me.
-patpat-, don't get angry so easily yea.
Ya, and still, have a great year ahead.
I have no idea what to write already. -.-

Went to celebrate Ven's birthday.
His classmates gave him a pekan tart.
Which was pretty, funny?
We ended up going to era.
Yea, just Ven, Sam and I.
We saw blood there, which seriously looked like curry.
And birthday flower kept insisting it was blood.
-smacks-
Don't scare us la.

Its all in my head.
My paranoia has caused me nothing but trouble.
I doubt too much.
I don't trust.
Its no one else's fault, but mine.
And I shouldn't blame anyone for this.

And I cannot sleep.
I'm tired, but I won't sleep.

Glaciers melting in the dead of night.
And the superstars get sucked into the supermassive.

2009-05-11T20:42:00.003+08:00

I have no idea why I feel so moodless all of a sudden.
What is wrong with me la.
Maybe my time of the month's coming soon.
HAHAHA.

I really have no mood to do anything now.
I still have my economics and statistics tutorials undone.
Its just piling up beside me.
I don't want to do anything but just stare at it.
I know theres some SPSS homework or something.
But I don't know what to do at all.
Oh my god, I'm getting stressed already la.
And very moody as well. );

Yes Yekai, Tammy and Victor won The Amazing Race.
Halfway through the race, I seriously thought that Margie and Luke were going to win.
Jaime and Cara were hopeless la, so shall skill their part.
Till the roadblock, Luke became frustrated and Victor overtook him, soaring to the 1 million dollar finish.
Barbeque pork on rocks.
-randoms-

T___________T.
Someone talk to me.

Perhaps I'm just exhausted.

2009-05-10T21:00:00.002+08:00

Today, was some what horrible.
First thing that made me extremely guilty.
I cancelled the G club jogging last minute after discussion with Patricia.
Cause of the reason that today's mothers' day.
And Fizzy told me earlier on that he couldn't make it.
So I thought, okay, cancelled.
And I forgot to inform yekai.
At 5pm, he smsed me and said he reached already.
Then he went to jog alone.
I'm so sorry yekai, really really sorry.

My asiasoft account got suspended.
In other words, Ellusion- is some what dead.
Yes, Ellusion- from xDANTE, oh em gee.
I attempted to log into asiasoft.
I was told to change my password and 6 digit pin.
So I changed it and I was told to log in again.
I logged in with my new password but my access was denied.
I tried my old password, it was wrong as well.
So I pressed the reset password button.
The password was sent to me.
I typed it and it was wrong as well.
I reached the quoto of wrong passwords and got suspended.
I had to get the reactivation code.
And it needed my 6 digit pin.
I typed my 6 digit pins, old and new.
Both were denied.
I was seriously pissed la, so I just tried my last time.
Now I have to pay 5 dollars to redeem my account.
And I need the NRIC owner's help.
If this is how asiasoft earns money, I'd make sure I hack into your system and crash all asiasoft games.
Damn it.

Harmful Haiza.
Yes you, Haiza from 4/8 2008.
Where are you?
I need your help please );<

And I was with brother no. 5 just now when that happened.
So I don't know if i vented my frustrations on him or not );
I'm so sorry if I did, really sorry.
Sometimes I find myself so selfish.
Oh em gee.

Happy mothers' day.
Supermassive Black Hole.

2009-05-10T00:24:00.003+08:00

I shall blog about my day tomorrow. (;

Meanwhile, Jean, this is fot you !
-waves-
Mrs Bureno is extraordinary.
Yes, she is.
Very strict as well. T_T. (cause I've been made to sleep in the room everyday). LOL.
One fact about me.
The way I talk, the font I use is like 75% copied from Mrs Bureno.
Like, HULLO !
-headdesk-
Yes, many more examples that I have energy to type out.
And yea, she sleeps in a cave and eats lion meat );
Mrs Bureno is also a bimbo cause I remember her shouting bimbo at Shannon when her dad was there, HAHAHA.
In conclusion, Mrs Bureno Kinder Joyoo is amazing.

Wait, whos my favourite girl?
MEHHHHHH.

No, you don't care, do you?

2009-05-08T22:11:00.002+08:00

I'm disappointed.
Sad.
Upset.
Unhappy.
Do I have to give up once again?
I haven't even started.

Today's my father's birthday.
I really don't feel like telling him happy birthday.
Our cold war has lasted for 1 month.
And I really don't know what to do.
When I saw him make his birthday wish before blowing out the candles just now.
I felt like shit.
I know he doesn't want to have a cold war with me.
But now, I find it really hard to talk to him.
I have nothing to say.
I've failed as a person.
Worse off, I failed as his son, someone he would need to rely on in the future.
I'm sorry dad, I just have nothing to say.
The angry you just scares me too much.

Skipped PACC lecture today.
Cause I thought it was not going to help me at all.
I didn't know Melvin, Linus and Keith skipped as well.
And guess what they did?
They went to Moberly to K-box.
When I went back to school after that long 4 hour break where I was late.
I saw a stampede of DTRM 04 people running towards MLT 10.
The scene was classic la, seriously.

I'm tired as hell.
I can't help but think and worry.
Would you care?
Hopefully...

Ciao.

2009-05-07T22:16:00.002+08:00

I think DTRM/04 can be named the Korean Fan Club class.
Like at least 50% of them are like talking about korean singers which I do not know.
And I used to think I was korean crazy, hahaha.

Can you believe I joined Red Cross as my CCA?
Yea, I did.
And I'm for real.
I joined with Faizah who was from St John also.
we shall get in the red cross exco (if there's one) !
I intend to Join SP bowlers as well.
YESSSSS, bowling ;D
Oh em gee la, I get so excited when people talk about bowling (even though I suck at it).

Ten facts about the amazing classmates I have.
1. Melvin, has an extremely high IQ but an average EQ. (He went to the CCA booth to ask if the pen placed there was free, which was pretty funny la.)
2. Rachel, dislikes chinese as much as I do, yes, finally an anti-chinese buddy !
3. Linus, loves Muay Thai, Tennis, Soccer, doing pull ups and playing peace by the river, oh and yes, my toilet buddy (;
4. Isabella, an Ah lian who says I'm Ah Beng when she has a baby dragon tattoo on her tummy ! (LOL).
5. Keith, loves to buy 4 nuggets and 1 cheese hot dog to consume during lessons and my GGT sleeping buddy ;D
6. Faizah, comes late for class like 80% of the time ;x, and is my official Red Cross exco buddy !
7. Ameer, class chair, comes late some of the time, loves to do pull ups and more pull ups.
8. Peiying, tourist who gets lost in school and has like 834783765385 different ever changing facial expressions.
9. Tony, likes to talk to girls and is very scary when hes grouchy/sleepy. ;x
10. Pei Fen, who doesn't like to be called Pui Fun and belongs to -coughs-.
Sorry if I missed you out ><

Facts about G Club.
1. Fizzy, is crazy crazy crazy, is ever late, has 389473957395 faces as well and extremely funny.
2. Patricia, our one and only female, who has an extremely high EQ and complains that our EQ is low );, LOL.
3. Yekai, lame as ever, treats fizzy as download site (LOL) and extremely busy with school.

Facts about 5 brothers.
1. Ven, flower buy, buys things when he doesn't even know what they mean.
2. Shenwei, ever so busy and inactive, -smacks- and very dangerous.
3. Samuel, ever so patient when teaching me dota even when I feed like hell.
4. Alvin, super loves to act cute, has a pretty short attention span and coolest among us.

Facts about xDANTE.
Oh em gee.
Imma die, shall do it some other time.
I shall blog about you if you tell me to. (;

2009-05-06T23:11:00.002+08:00

I'm tired.
But I shall let you guys know I'm alive and I didn't die from swine flu, too much homework or the pathetic jokes made by lecturers in school.
Yes, I'm alive.

PACC was rather horrible today.
I don't get his mood today.
There really wasn't a need to get so snappy.
And Linus, just eat that damn nugget, LOL.
And I still smell black pepper hot dog. );<

I've actually been thinking, what Hazel said to me before school started, is it all true?
I've been noticing.
And I'm starting to dislike some of them.
Its not that I can't take jokes.
Fine, maybe it is.
But this really reminds me of when I was in primary school.
It reminds me of Wee Sin.
The guy who told me, "I hate new comers." in my face.
The guy who made life horrible.
Yes, I still remember.
And it sucks just to get reminded of it.
Luckily hazel told me beforehand.

I'm seriously tired after the long day.
I fell asleep for the first time of the week during Geography.
Tomorrow would be worse.
My energy has been sapped.
And I need to rest in a cave.
A cave where its quiet, one where I can sleep comfortably in.

This sounds like an emo post again.
Pfftt, I'm not emo !
-Acts high-

I really hope you guys would do well.
So, jiayou jiayou.
Go go go !
All the best. ;]

I'm sitting on my couch.
Typing...
Dozing off...
Falling asleep...
Falling asleep...
Falling asleep...

2009-05-04T20:46:00.003+08:00

After 3465843524 years, I talked to Benjamin Soh once again.

There was this part of the conversation where we did this.
Its like so damn cool right?
I hope it can be seen? O.O
Don't complain about the small font! -smacks-

I'm relatively happy today !
When Zheng Hui is happy, he hops around !
Okay, disgusting, stop it.

The final 3 of The Amazing Race is out.
Tammy & Victor came in first.
And the Margie & Luke came in second.
While Jaime & Cara came in a few seconds right before Kisha and Jen.
Jen had to go use the toilet which resulted in the last place finish, quite pathetic actually, meow.
Allied 3 in final 3 !
I'm betting that Tammy & Victor would win, cause they're asians !
HAHAHAHA, I'm just joking.
But I think they'd win. ;D

Oh then theres survivor.
Rather disappointed that Tyson got eliminated.
Stupid Taj, get on home la.
Abnormal mental woman, tsk.

Eating toast in the morning is so random, and actually rather funny.
HAHAHAHA.
Oh em gee, ROFL.

A super sian day tomorrow.
But theres a 3 hour break in between.
Guess where the class would be going?
The guys would be going to Clementi's VirtualLand to game, LOL.
And the girls would be going shopping/looking and cute guys(as usual).
-coughs-
I think my class is super slack la, HAHAHA.
And I shall volunteer to do my group's first part of the Geography project.
I'd seriously need help.
Anyone who knows geography and is willing to help me?

I saw something really obscene in the MRT today.
Aye, sensitive topic.
Shall not elaborate.
I shiver when I even think about it.
._.

Shall end here, ciao.

I want nobody, nobody but chiu!
I really do.

2009-05-03T19:23:00.005+08:00

Went jogging with G Club today.
Fizzy gave up so fast.
-smacks-

Was actually pretty happy today.
But after listening to the story, it set me thinking.
Whats life all about?
What were we born to do?
I know, all these kind of stupid questions.
But I was just thinking, thinking and thinking.
And my mood just swooped down.
I can't even think straight now.
Everything in my mind is like, in a whirl?
Life's seriously short.
Who knows, I may die of swine flu tomorrow.

And darn it, I don't even have a thermometer for tomorrow's temperature check.
I lost my thermometer already.
I hate temperature checks -.-
Always gets me into trouble.

Kind of pleased that I've completed my tutorials.

I'm going to fail again.
I'm already sick and tired of this.
The attitude.
Everything's so unpleasant.
Pfft.
What the flying fox );<

Ah, oh em gee.
X_______________________________X

2009-05-02T20:42:00.002+08:00

Just came home from the library. -coughs-
And I'm feeling sweaty, sticky and disgusting.
Especially in this shirt with an extremely hairy texture.
Meow.

-stares at tutorials-
-goes hysterical-
Yes, I'm nowhere near completion.

Oh, isn't that bear at the side of my blog looking so cute?
Yea, feel like kicking it right.
Shut up, I'm not sadist.

Ah, another one of those days where I don't know where my post is going.
Pfft.

Shall blog about yesterday !
Have I blogged about yesterday?
-alt+tab-
No I haven't -.-

Oh, so yesterday !
Met Alvin at Khatib MRT then we proceeded to Downtown East.
We were supposed to go to East Coast, but change of plans, so yea.
/random -smacks ven-
And so, we reached Pasir Ris MRT early so we went to Macdonalds for food while waiting for the others.
Yes, I eat when I'm bored, not when I'm hungry.
I then received an SMS from Samuel that he was behind us.
I turned behind and I saw Ven, and I was like O.O
(I think the way I phrase my sentences are very weird).
And then Samuel came along.
So we went to Downtown.
Our original intention was to bowl, but it was a public holiday, so there was like, 20 people in the waiting list?
Wanted to play pool, but only Ven and I could enter.
-tears signboard with the rules on it-
So, we walked around like 4 ahbengs (quoted by ven, but actually we were more like, lost people).
What ahbeng la flower girl, LOLOLOLOL.
And then we decided to go CyberEra cause there really wasn't anything to do.
Played like crazy. (points to Left 4 Dead)
And yea, after playing, we went to KFC for dinner.
There was where we started calling Ven Flower Girl.
Yes you shall be flower girl, no denying it.
Then went home after dinner.
I was seriously stunned when I found out that Alvin and Ven stayed overnight at CyberEra.
Bad boys, tsktsktsk.
And so yea, that was what happened yesterday.
Great day, great day.

And wheres the fifth brother.
-smacks insanely-.
Grrrr. );<

Shall get going.
Desperate need to bathe.
Ciao.

2009-05-02T00:56:00.002+08:00

I don't want to go. );<

So many tutorials undone.
And I don't even know when I'm going to do it.
Someone give me a bottle of chicken essence please.
I keep thinking, what if I still fall asleep on monday's tutorials?
ZZZ, damn.

My dad's really scary today.
He sent me a very touching sms.
It made me seem as though I'm going to abandon this family and whatever.
Made me feel so guilty can.
And when I came home, he made this piping hot wonton noodle soon for me la.
And I was like, I felt like I was in the wrong to not talk to him for around 2 weeks.
Fine, maybe I was.
But sometimes, I really do feel trapped here in this house.
I need permission to go out and stuff.
I know I can't talk to you or reason with you dad.
Cause you won't listen.
For the past 17 years, i've been trying to talk to you, but i've failed.
Only when I got into really deep trouble, then I would get your attention.
If it wasn't for me being so timid and some great friends I have, I'd be rebeling and commiting crimes like those kids on TV already, just to get your attention, just to talk to you.
Shutup, I don't watch too much TV.
I've already lost the wanting to talk to my dad already, cause I just feel that it won't get me anywhere.

My cousin once told me, at least you don't have a dad like mine.
A dad who gambles the whole family's money away.
A dad who hits his kids.
Shes right, I don't.
But still...
I don't know what to say ._.

Animosity today was high.
And we didn't really have much fun as we expected.
But still, had fun la.
Especially when flower girl wore a flower girl cap.
Actually crapping with them was fun enough already.

Aye, shall get going already.
Ciao.

I don't like being ignored. D;

2009-04-30T23:43:00.002+08:00

Nothing's going right );
Wrong, wrong, wrong, all wrong.
I seriously find it harder to express myself now.
Where are you la pao.
-headdesk-

I'm about to commit murder.

I'm extremely ticked off by the fact that my PACC (Principles of ACCounts -.-) lecturer said that Purchases Returns are a kind of expense.
I was like, huh? What the heck?
You return something you bought, you paying more meh?
Again, what the heck?
Tsk, he doesn't make sense.
And it seems like everything he teaches is wrong.
So annoyed.
Mr wong, can I go back to Riverside for consultation? T_T.
I'm stressed in school, seriously, especially when I doze off uncontrollably.
I tell myself, no, don't sleep.
Something just knocks me out );
I can't control this feeling, and shit, I'm leaving bad impressions on lots of lecturers.
TSK.

Going East Coast Park tomorrow.
And I've a feeling its going to be a dreadful day.
Yes, super negative now );
It better not rain or I'd be cursing the daylights out of my couch ! (WTH).

I'm simply annoyed by my own life.
Still, i emphasize I'm not emotional.
I just feel irritated that things are going a certain way, a way thats not in my favour.
Crap.

Attitude problem.
Pffft.
What big deal do you think you are?
Tsk.

Ah, pissed off my so much.
Shall stop ranting here, byee.

2009-04-29T23:24:00.002+08:00

I know you're not as simple as you seem.
Don't freaking act innocent and the reason is simple, you're not.
It really irks me when I even think about it.
I'd make sure you get nothing out of whatever you're doing.
I swear.
All the crap you're saying, oh-so-disgusting.
I'm on the verge of vomitting already ._.
Gosh.

Oh em gee.
I've been dozing off like crazy in class.
In lectures, in tutorials, everything.
Simple ridiculous.
I can't believe I dozed off in Economics today.
Crappo, I need chicken essence of something.
I cannot afford sleeping in class like that.
It'd cost me, big time.
I'm just not used to waking up at 6 );
I could even wake up at 1pm during the 6 months vacation la.
I need more sleep );

Tomorrow's the last day of the week !
THREE CHEERS !
Yea, I'm seriously looking forward to the weekend.
I need to catch some sleep );

5 hours of bloody long tutorials tomorrow, god damn it.

And thank you sam for dinner.
I feel guilty for not making you unable to reach home till now.
Tsk.

I realised, the friends I have now are going to be my friends for life.
Its unlike in primary school.
My friends keep changing.
One moment, I'm your friend, the other, I'm not.
How childish I was in primary school, hahaha.
I'm a lousy friend manager.
And I really wish to keep my nice friends I have now, for life.
Yes, even if I do move to the United States.

Alright, its getting late.

Shall get going, ciao.

2009-04-28T19:29:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FENG SHAN.

Is this a war?
I thought that it was supposed to be friendship?
Instead, its been like a war.
A war where we see whos better.
You've changed.
And I really don't know what to do.

Met Merrick, Bernice and Tony for food today.
It has been like 4836842 years since we last met up and talked la.
It was pretty akward though.
I can't believe I'm spending 10 dollars a day.
ALL ON FOOD.
Meow, I'm eating so much la.
And I'm becoming broke, seriously broke.
I'm not even saving any money now.
My mum hasn't gave me money for the textbooks.
And the statistics notes.
Meow.

I want nobody, nobody but choo !
Ohyea.

I seriously am worried.
Ah, what can I do.
I'm not anybody significant.
I want to help, but just how?

2009-04-27T20:11:00.002+08:00

Jeanette finally met Ven today.
Like after 2376482 years already.
But I guess the first meet turned out to be rather akward and weird?
It just felt extremely unnatural la.
-coughs-.

There are extremely few guys who blog daily.
Yea, and sadly I'm one of them.
I don't know what are the different reasons for blogging.
I blog not cause I'm attention seeking can.
Meow.
Okay, perhaps only a little.
Shut up, no more than a little.
Wait, why am I even including this paragraph.
Its totally pointless.
-headdesk-

I hope I get paid for the statistics notes.
I'm like extremely broke already.
Oh em gee.

I may think I'm really unlucky, unfortunate, whatever?
But hey, there are millions with lives worse than mine.
I don't want to live a life with half a body.
I don't want to live a life where I'm born with aids.
I don't want to be paralysed from pelvis down from birth.
-re-reads paragraph-
I think it sounds damn childish.
But still, its hard for others to understand.
And I know you'd never understand.
If only you'd want to understand.
Imma be the happiest person on earth.

Ya whatever, I think no point carrying on.
My points are becoming damn crap.
Ciao.

2009-04-27T00:01:00.002+08:00

I sincerly am sorry.
No, I didn't say a word.
But what can I deny here?
It may partially be my fault.
Okay fine, it is.
Its not you we're talking about, its her.
But shit, what the heck, it doesn't make a difference anyways.
I don't know what to do but say sorry.

Went to Kallang for dinner today.
i'm so sorry Gossipers that I didn't go jogging with you guys.
I'd run 12 rounds next Sunday okay.
Sorry.
And why the flying heck do I keep saying sorry.
);
Oh my goosh.

I doubt you care.
Or maybe, I don't mean much to you.

Ah shit, its supposed to be happy today.
But crap, this post is like freaking emo.
Maybe I'd decide to delete it one day.

Ciao.

2009-04-24T23:39:00.002+08:00

Sorry Alvin that I lost your keys. T_T.

And so, today's the last day of the week, and probably the best one. (;
Went to Singapore Polytechnic Graduates' Guild to pass our 2 hour break today.
So there was Shannon, Weilin, Weili, Crosby and the guys excluding Ameer.
They wanted to pool at first, but the tables were fully booked.
So in the end, we went bowling.
Seriously it was fun la.
Linus was PROFESSIONAL OMG.
Shannon also.
Nigel, Weilin, Weili and I were like throwing drains, hahahaha.
Overall, laughed like crazy and yea.

Theres this Global Geography in Tourism module and we've decided our groups.
I think my group is the worst off one la.
None of us know what to do for the project, like seriously.
HAHAHA.

The people in school are really fun la.
The lectures are hard to understand, thats all.
Especially statistics.
I was totally lost T_T.

Saw Meyer at KFC today and I was like,"Eh, what you doing here?"
She was like, I live here !
-stunned-, I thought she lived in Hougang.
She moved to Ang Mo Kio already, hahaha.
Okay, not funny.
But it was rather weird to see her there, especially in super ugly clothes.
Meow. -.-

Okay, quite done here, ciao.
And Linus, Wendy, Peiying, dont drip saliva over that guy with weird pants !
Especially you Linus !
Your best friend somemore, tsk.

2009-04-23T21:48:00.004+08:00

I feel so sticky and sweaty.
The effect of global warming is taking a toll on me.
Sweat, sweat, sweat, sweat and sweat like crazy.
Tsk, extremely annoyed.

Fourth day of class.
And I have a feeling that some classmates are starting to find me irritating.
Yea, so sad right.
LOL.
I hope I won't be the black sheep of the class, or whatever you call it.

I just watched the music video of Katy Perry's Thinking Of You.
Its really sad la.
But the song's damn nice.
Nope, i'm not emo.
Oh my gosh.
I'm addicted to the song. -.-

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed

You said move on, where do I go?
I guess second best is all I will know

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer in the middle of winter
Like a hard candy with a surprise center
How do I get better once I've had the best?
You said there's tons of fish in the water, so the waters I will test

He kissed my lips, I taste your mouth, oh!
(Taste your mouth)
He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into

You're the best, and yes, I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now, now the lesson's learned
I touched it, I was burned
Oh, I think you should know!

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your, your eyes
Looking into your eyes, looking into your eyes

Oh, won't you walk through?
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay...

Lyrics by elyrics.net.

Yay I love this song.

2009-04-22T22:17:00.002+08:00

I'm like stalking everyone in class la.
-google blogsearches-
HAHAHA.
Jeanette will say, you stalkerrrrr.

Today was the third day of school?
Kinda okay la.
Economics was superb, as in, really, doesn't suck.
POA kinda sucks. (I seriously don't get the monotonous teacher)
IT in Business was, I'm speechless -.-
I got statistics subject rep, meow.
Geography was fun buy boring );
Yea, so far only these lessons.
Theres some essay writing thingy tomorrow.
Better be fun.

I'm like so happy people offer to sell give me their textbooks.
I bought my ITB textbook already and Hazel was like, ); cannot earn money.
HAHAHA.
Yong Han's passing me his statistics textbook.
So, thank you very much everyoneee.

Alright, enough about school.
So what about life?
Oh, we played Wahjong in class by the way, HAHAHA.
Okay stop it, meow ._.
I called Jiaqi Ahlian today and her classmates all stared at me.
So scary T_T.
Oi, I thought I was going to stop? ._.

I'm seriously jealous.
That you actually...
Shall not mention.
I'm rather disappointed actually.
Damnnnnn.

2009-04-20T09:32:00.002+08:00

I thought I was someone.
Then again, who did I think I was?
I'm not significant.
It doesn't make a difference, does it?
Shut up.

School later.
I'm looking forward to it.

Ciao.

2009-04-19T14:34:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I find it really hard to believe.
Very hard to tell.
Very hard to differentiate.
Cause it's always so different.
Its crazy, yes.
But I really can't do anything about it.
Even Mr Ahmad Khamal Bin Abdul Said can't help.
.______."
Ah well.

Went jogging with Yekai just now.
I ran 2.4km and got a timing of 12.25.
My best time yet !
Ohyea, like damn happy la.
Yekai also improved his timing tremendously la.
So the both of us were like, oh yay.
-munches on cheese fries-

I feel it growing distant.
I'm beginning to lose myself.
And I blame only myself.
How I wish things could just turn out my way.

No, I won't say stupid stuff to ruin the beautiful friendship.
Its better this way.
I'd regret it, even though the urge to get it off my chest is killing me.
It shall remain a secret, one that'd never be told.

Ah );

Okay ciao.
Note : I posted this at 11.36pm, but its written as 2.34 as I drafted it at that time.

2009-04-18T20:33:00.004+08:00

I had a huge hiccup just now.
Just 1 hiccup.
And I felt a sudden pain in my chest.
It wasn't really a pain la, more of a sting.
It felt as though my lungs had cramp and were sticking to each other.
LOL, but it felt like heart attack la, just that it wasn't at my heart area.
I think aomething is seriously wrong with my body la.
Oh my god.

-Sniffles-

Farewell party today.
And I got wet );.
So I went into Macdonalds, wet.
-headdesk-

Anyway, give me 1 tourism clap !
-clap-
TOURISM !
OMG ;D

There is only one way, two(to) say, those three words, thats what I'll do.
I love youuuuu.

2009-04-17T22:06:00.002+08:00

I feel so much better.
Yea, the 3 hour talk was seriously undescribable.
I was shivering like crazy and then I got fever.
went to see the doctor and she said that I may have dengue fever.
I was ready to point my middle finger there and then.
Fortunately, after 20 long hours of lying on the bed, I feel so much better.

The medicine was really killing me.
I could hardly keep my eyes open for more than 10 minutes.
Yes, I slept for more than 20 hours thanks to the medicine.
Pfft.
Doctor's trying to kill me );

Laughter really is the best medicine.
Not a forced smile.
But real genuine laughter.

Thank you everyone who told me to take care whatsoever when I was sick.
Yea yea.

Farewell party tomorrow.
I'm going to gobble the buffet down.
HAHAHAHA.
Shut up, I'm not cheapo.
Hope we're going to have fun tomorrow.
But still, I don't know whos going and whos not ._.
Ahahahaha. whatever.

Ciao.

2009-04-15T08:53:00.002+08:00

I'm effing sick right now.
And theres said to be an important 3 hour talk in school later.
Sick shit.
And I can't find any panadol.
Ohmygodohmygodohmygod.

Tsk.

2009-04-13T23:16:00.002+08:00

I'm jealous.
Like seriously.
...
Awwwww );

What does it really mean?
I can no long sense what little actions mean.
One moment I think its something.
The other moment, I think otherwise.
Sometimes you make me smile.
Sometimes, I just don't know what to say.

Freshman Orientation Programme today.
I met my class of 21 people.
And yea, there were specific people I remember.
DTRM students have to stick with their classes for 3 years.
However, we were told that some of us may get a change of class.
Holy, then I don't see a point of having an ice breaking session today when it may not be your real class.
Seriously, I find the system stupid.
So theres still girl Wendy, who was oh-so-nice to lend me her laptop when mine didn't work.
Did I mention that it had to fail me right then? ._.
I already know Tony, Shannon and Weilin. (yesh, super stalker).
And oh, Tian Wei who felt full after eating less than half of her food.
Melvin, who was the emo emo guy sitting beside me );
Nigel and Keith who were lookalikes.
Will get to know more of them tomorrow (;

Ah, I'm sleepy.
And I keep thinking.
Pffft, good night.

2009-04-11T12:50:00.002+08:00

You're not even fit to be my father.
I don't need the fucking money you give me.
What I want is to talk.
I speak to you and you totally ignore me.
Money doesn't mean everything okay.
I'm not that money minded.

Set a good example.
Bloody hell.

I remember you once told me, " I'd kill you and jump down from this building, trust me I will "
I have an oh-so-GREAT father.
Pfft.

2009-04-10T23:07:00.003+08:00

You two never know or consider the consequences of your actions.
All you think about is your side.
Have you ever thought what if could do to us?
I guess not.
You just make rules and make us abide by them.
Unreasonable rules.
Rules that make things go your way and only your way.
No reason.
You just do it your way.
And I seriously hate that.
Give me a reason why I should obey the rules.
And a reasonable one, and I shall obey them with no complaints.
If not, I don't care.

If you're still not going to give me a valid reason by tomorrow, or still allow me to go, I'd leave.
I don't care what you're going to do.
I am going to go.
Stop me, call me on my phone, you're not going to get me.
You never know what you've done.

I'm angry.
No one call me on my phone tomorrow please.
Thank you.

This feeling really SUCKS.
Bah.

I really need time to think.
Hmph );

2009-04-08T17:06:00.002+08:00

To the fucking hag who's already 50 years old.
Stop being oh-so-childish, spreading rumours which ain't true at all.
You started this war.
And when you're losing, is this all you can do?
Pfft, pathetic.
To think that you're already 50 years old.
Come on, your mentality is worse than my baby cousin.
Are you just plain bored, plain random or both?
If my last day of work isn't enough to make you stop, trust me, I can do more.
Ya, whatever, spread rumours about me.
''Oh, that boy is oh-so-evil.''
''That boy called you slow.''
''That boy complained and suggested that you get fired.''
HAHAHAHA, trust me, even my baby cousin won't believe your nonsense.
You're just disgusting.
PUI.
Oh wait, do you need me to count with my toes and my fingers how many other people feel the same way about you?
Wait, thats not enough, I think I'd be needing leaves from around 100 trees?
Ah whatever.
I can't sound profound in literature ._.

I'm really sorry Patricia.
I'd make it up to you the next time you need my help okay? ><

Ciao.

2009-04-07T19:51:00.002+08:00

Has there been anything you've wanted but can never have?
So many things.
Yea, yea, whatever,

I wanted to change my blog's URL, but I still can't figure out what I should change it to.

You know I say -headdesk- sometimes?
Yea, I copied Jeanette.
And then now right, got more people saying it, hahahha.
-headchair-
-headwall-
-headsomeone-
:D

Okay, pointless post ._.
Ciao.

2009-04-05T18:47:00.006+08:00

I did it.
But I guess you failed. );

Back from holy School of Business camp.
Shall blog about it.
On Friday, met up with Changhong to go to school together.
Got so pissed on that day cause he lied to me.
But nevermind, Changhong, I forgive you for lying to me ;x

When we got to SP, we had to submit our idemnity form and they split us into our groups.
I was in group 7, Mortuus cluster, Saga the witch.
So, I had to walk to the seats and settle down.
I was the last to arrive in my group by the way, -coughs in ch's face-, LOL.
I got seated beside this girl, Amanda, from Presbyterian high, from DAC, Diploma in Accountancy.
She was really friendly la, and slowly I mixed with other people of the group of 12 people.
Luckily, Taufiq and Qiqin from 4/8 was in the same group and it made me more, comfortable?
Okay, let me post a picture of the whole group to cut down on the crap.

I hurt my toenail when walking up the hill, so pardon my facial expression.
Top row, from the left.
Felicia, from Kuo Chuan Presbytarian, Girl Guides, Diploma in Business Adminstration, easily communicable?

Amanda, from Presbytarian, Choir, Diploma in Accountancy, very socialble !

Qiqin, same school, Diploma in Business Adminstration, shes actually very nice to be with, I should mix more in class ._.

Chin Chang, from I forgot what school -.-, Diploma in Business Adminstation, likes to play with flies. O.O

Tony, from I forgot what school again, Diploma in Tourism and Resort Management !, looks very leader @@.

Me.

And Taufiq, same school, he took Diploma in Accountancy.

Bottom row...
Jiaqi, from Presbyterian, Diploma in Tourism and Resort Management, she said she hopes to be in the same class as I am so that she can be my good friend and bully me, LOL.

Bernice ERH !, from I forgot what school, Diploma in Huamn Resource and Psychology, super high.
Why Bernice ERH? During introduction, we couldn't hear her name properly, then she said Bernice, ERH !, okay lame.
Shimah, our team facilitator.

Merrick, forgot what school, Diploma in Accountency, is super addicted to panadol when hes sick and super emo. );

Zaki !, -.-, Diploma in Business Adminstration, SHEMALE ! LOL.
Theres still Yvonne, DTRM but she fell really sick, so yea.

Wait, I shall post a picture of my poor toe, just click the link to see it (;
It isn't really painful now, but looking at it just makes me think,'' YUCK, so disgusting, is that my toe?"
http://i260.photobucket.com/albums/ii30/materny92/DSC00240.jpg.
Click to see.

Oh, last thing that was oh-so-memorable about the camp.
The night walk !
At around 12am, they gathered us in a room and played the movie "The Eye".
They then told us ghost stories about the school, which were pretty fake.
She was stammering like she didn't know how to lie.
So whats this night walk?
They turned off most of the lights in school and we had to walk around, in groups of 4, following green lightsticks placed on the floor.
And then our facilitators would act as ghosts to scare us.
Trust me, its not as lame as you think.
Their costumes are not just 1 sheet of cloth, they put make up and etc.
So at around 2am, I grouped with Amanda, Felicia and Taufiq and left the waiting room.
Sadly, I had to walk infront, so whatever was about to come out from any corner would scare me or Amanda first.
Felicia kept screaming cause the 'Ghosts' kept grabbing her feet, LOL.
After like a quarter of the school, we got used to the scares.
Amanda and I would say things like, " you left, I right, okay, right safe, left got 1, shes going to scream''
LOL, and the thing became a laugh all the way through when we started doing that.
Someone said that the ghost's baby looked ugly ._.

Overall the camp was great la.
I only got 6 - 7 hours of sleep for the whole camp.
-faints-

Shall get going.
Ciao.

2009-04-02T22:16:00.001+08:00

Going to Business camp tomorrow.
Hiatus of 3 days till Sunday.

Would you all miss me?
HAHAHAHA, sound like an emotional bitch.
I'd certainly miss you.

WALAO, I'm really turning into an emotional bitch.
Oh my god la.
So cute.
I'm dying of exhaustion already.
._.

Nope. packing not done.
HAHHAA.

Kinda a random post.
Pffft.
Ciao.

It seems so long, I don't wan to go for the camp T_T.

2009-04-01T11:08:00.003+08:00

CRAP.
CRAP.
SHIT.
DAMN IT.
I'm so frustrated -.-.

My poor memory has been failing me.
I didn't remember that there was business camp on Friday, Saturday and Sunday.
And it only just occured to me in the morning that I made so many empty promises.
T_T.
I'm so pissed la.
Crap.

I have a big decision to make now.
Should I go for the camp or should I skip it?
I made so many promises in the weekends, and I really don't want to upset them.
I even promised my boss to work on the very-tight-scheduled-saturday.
And I don't want to leave my job before teaching the auntie a lesson about her bloody attitude.
No, this is not the only thing I promised.
My saturday night out T_T.
And you know, I hate breaking promises.
And worse, I hate people getting angry at me.
Crap.

Then why should I go for the camp?
Because I promised Changhong that I'd accompany him there. ._.
And I guess Jean would be upset too?
I paid FIFTEEN DOLLARS for it still. (Money's not the problem actually, not that I'm saying I'm rich)
Crap.

Thank you memory for failing me, ONCE AGAIN. );
Bah, what the hell should I do .___________.

2009-03-31T23:21:00.002+08:00

Guess where I went today?
The gym, yay !
It was my first time there and it turned out, fun !
To those who have been there a million times, shhhh, don't be a wet blanket.
I think the running machine was crap.
I just had to jump on the same spot to stay on the machine.
And when I got down, I felt so damn dizzy.
I think my first time there was pretty funny.
I made loud sounds and contributed to the spoilages of the machines.
HAHAHHAHA.

Okay, moving on.
My meal routine was pure crap.
I didn't take breakfast.
I had curry puff for lunch.
And I ate duck rice for like the meal between dinner and lunch? O.O
And I just finished my dinner like, 30 minutes ago -.-
I'd die sooner or later, hahhaa.

My legs feel super weak now.
Crappo, went to work today still -.-

Speaking of work, I was asked to officially resign.
Which means, I'm fired, HAHAHA.
Nevermind.
My last day of work would be on Saturday.
And trust me, if you want to watch something exciting for free, come to NTUC Fairprice on Saturday.
I'd leave with a BANG.
Stupid auntie, still got prejudice against me when I freaking did nothing.
Faggot. ;O
I'm so looking forward to Saturday.

Oh saturday !
I'd not be sleeping at home !
But I haven't asked my parents yet.
I never stayed out before ;P.

Okay, quite done here, ciao.

2009-03-30T12:55:00.003+08:00

I know it may be insane.
But I really don't have another choice.
And its not that I can do something about it.
I can't.

I'm uber bored at home.
I'm kinda tired of Audition.
Bah.

The Amazing Race 14 !
Tammy and Victor own once again.
Actually, Mark and Michael would have been first.
But seriously, they didn't have to tamper with the tools.
Guess their hands were sort of itchy?
Margie got heat exhaustion and collapsed.
She didn't want to go to the hospital lor, what a noble mother.
And alas, the father and son duo got eliminated.
Kisha and Jen kick ass man.
I doubt Jamie and Cara would win even though they came in second after Tammy and Victor by a few seconds.
Mark and Michael's going to flunk the next leg, yes.
Be gone, gone.
I wonder why there aren't any Fast Forwards this season.

The possibility is too much, just too much.
Is there more, is there more?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really another crush.
I got fascinated by the song, for no apparent reason.

Ah shit, I've got work tomorrow.
Ah, quite done here.

Ciao.

2009-03-29T21:42:00.003+08:00

Thank you once again for a day that I got to live.

人找到另外一半时, 总是会变得.
听说过重色轻友吗?
而我又是一个不喜欢改变的人.

朋友, 你能永远不找另一半吗?
永远不变,永远当我的好朋友.
哈,优质的想法, 谁会为朋友那么牺牲.
笑话.

Oh shit, I'm not cheena, but I suddenly felt an urge to blog in chinese.
I haven't finished typing and I decided to give up.
Fizzy, if you want to know what I said, can ask me on MSN ya.

Are my friends more than just friends?
I don't know what I'm saying actually.
I know friends are going to just leave you alone once they've found someone to be with.
I've seen it lots of times.
Sometimes, I feel a close bond to my friends, and they do at times feel more than friends, they feel like family.
And thats exactly why I don't want my friends to change.
I don't want to feel unwanted.

Shit.
I feel, mushy, yuck.
Yea, I have ridiculous feelings.
To me, friends are more important than any girl, even if Ms Universe is my girlfriend.
I'm serious.

I know I have less than 2 years left.
Gah. );

I bumped into this song today.
Even though it isn't really a nice song, I felt the lyrics really nice.
It doesn't necessarily mean what a friend is, but aww, its sweet, just spend some time listening to it, it won't kill.
Pffftt, yea, whats with me and friends today?
Nope, I don't like miley cryus, she sucks.
But hell, why did the author give her this song ._.

[VERSE 1]
We sign our cards and letters BFF
You've got a million ways to make me laugh
You're lookin' out for me; you've got my back
It's so good to have you around

You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
Cause you keep my feet on the ground

[CHORUS 1]
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend

[VERSE 2]
You don't get angry when I change the plans
Somehow you're never out of second chances and
Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again
I'm so lucky that I found

[CHORUS 2]
A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again

[BRIDGE]
True friends will go to the ends of the earth
Till they find the things you need
Friends hang on through the ups and the downs
Cause they've got someone to believe in

[CHORUS 3]
A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
Don't need to pretend
ohh yeah
A true friend
You're here till the end(till the end)
(Your here till the end)
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend [3x]

Lyrics by http://www.metrolyrics.com/.

Okay, ciao.
Don't call me insane.

2009-03-28T22:58:00.003+08:00

Tell me about it.

Oh, great day today :D
I should thank god or whoever that gives me everyday to live.
Thank you.

Jogging session with EPP - 1 tomorrow.
Or perhaps only G club.
Bleh, don't try to understand what I'm saying if you don't.

Oh, while I was on the MRT today, I saw a couple making out.
What the...
Seriously, whats with people showing off their oh-so-strong (pui) relationships.
Hah, I swear I'd laugh if I see you in the headlines of The New Paper.
"Guy who made out with girl last night in a public train commited suicide after a devastating breakup."
HAH, in your face.
Nope, they weren't locals, no wonder they behaved that way. -.-

I hope it'd pay off.

Hazel told me once that some people in DTRM have motives in whatever they do.
Dangerous people.
Diploma in Tourism and Resort Management by the way.
And to tell the truth, I'm kinda one of them.
I realised I'm beginning to plan things maliciously before putting them into action.
Yes, I may be very dangerous.
Some criminal mastermind in the future.
Pfffft.

If you ever look closely at the sky at night, theres more to it that what you can usually see.
The clouds are especially beautiful at night.
Look carefully, you can see many stars, tiny stars.
Which comes to my next scientific theory.
Why the flying duck am I making scientific theories?
I have no flying idea.
I think the world isn't a perfect sphere.
Cause you can see huge stars in places like the United States.
And you can't see a flying shit at all in places in Asia, or perhaps you can if you look closely.
Thats how I derived at my theory.

Flying crap.
Why is everything flying?
I have no idea either.
-.-

I know, my post is especially random today.
But everything I said, is what I mean.

Ciao.

2009-03-27T20:49:00.002+08:00

Do you know how freaking pissed I am now?
Son of a bitch.
Don't freaking take me as a disposable.
No, I'm not the troublesome one.
You are.
Why should I be the one going in your direction?
It should be vice versa, I swear.

One more rant.
When you do something wrong.
Don't freaking push the blame.
Don't freaking make lame excuses, pretending that nothing happened at all.
Nope, I'm not bias.
You are at fault.
You always do something and shirk responsibility.
I've seen enough,
Couldn't be more stupid to have helped you last time.
Bah.

Oh, I'm tired.
Yes I am.
Went like all over Singapore today again.
Okay, just to IMM, I'm just trying to add more spice into my posts.

Ciao peepos.

2009-03-26T22:12:00.003+08:00

I'm going from site to site, wondering what I should do next.
I seriously have NOTHING to do.
Yes, I'm that bored.
I felt super lazy today and had no intention of blogging at all today.
But yea, since I've got nothing to do, I shall, blog.
Shit. -.-

Oh yes, to everyone whos reading my blog.
Fizzy's helping his friend manage a blogshop.
So help to spread the news, or whatever you call it okay.
http://girls-knick-knacks.blogspot.com/.
Thank you very much !

Lets see, oh, I went to Junction 8 to collect Fizzy's phone with him.
And there, he had a sudden urge of finding out how the band "Lollipop" looked like.
So we went from CD shop to random shop to Popular to other random shops.
FIZZYWANDY. LOL.
In the end, we didn't find any CDs with Lollipop's picture.
And since I had been mumbling and complaining because of my hunger (hungry people are angry people), Fizzy suggested we went for lunch.
The KFC at Junction 8 sucks by the way, never eat there. -.-

Oh and after lunch, we made an extremely stupid decision (yes it is VERY stupid) to go to Bugis.
LOL, yes, AGAIN?!
I went there last Thursday, last Sunday and now today, if you can recall.
Nope, I'm not at all a Bugis freak.
Fizzy said he wanted to buy a bag ! -points to Fizzywandy-

Took the train...
Choo choo !
Okay lame, get over it, I'm trying to make myself happy. -.-
And as usual, whoever got into our way, we critisized.
Yes, we critisized their appearance.
From girl giggling to herself to people with ugly nails.
PFFFTTT, I KNOW.
At bugis, we walked like 1894724 rounds and in the end, only I bought a belt.
SHUTUP, I DON'T HAVE A BELT FETISH.
Okay, fine, maybe I do.
I took Fizzy to see the bag I bought.
Oh, it went out of stock !
Cool la, meaning the bag is like damn popular.
There was only the other fugly color left.
Black's gone.
Fizzy said he liked it, but didn't love it (and as usual I made fun of that sentence the whole day).
The second time he came back, he admitted that he loved it.
HAH !

Oh, so this was the dumbest and maybe, only maybe the best part of the day.
Fizzy decided that we walked randomly out of Bugis.
So we did.
We walked to McNally street, LOL plaza and etc.
Yes, where the hell did we go to, Belgium?
Oh, more stupid stuff.
We decided to stalk caucasions.
What the hell.
No, you can't blame me, I wasn't in a very conscious state that time -.-
I even imitated their slang.
LOLLLLLL.
We saw this guy with spectacle hooks and I said, " Whats with him? Wearing spectacle hooks when hes not in St. John"
I TOLD YOU I WASN'T CONSCIOUS.
LOL, he turned around and stared and us.

End of Bugis crap.
Fate works in a strange way.
On the way back, we bumped into Yekai at Dhoby Ghaut station (I think).
What were the chances?
I don't know.
I felt very... mystical after meeting him coincidentally.
I know, wrong use of word ._.

Shall end here.
Ciao.

Most of the people that I have something to say to is offline.
Come online la, omg.
Okay, really bye.

Wow, most entertaining post I've ever done.
Yes Fizzy, WOW !
Well, at least it did entertain me.

2009-03-25T20:41:00.003+08:00

Went to Fairprice today to buy some stuff.
When I was making payment, the cashier threw a bag of mixed nuts into my stuff.
She said,"don't go back in, or else I'd be in trouble (in chinese)."
I felt... really happy?
Even though I don't eat nuts, (no offence to sarina, LOL), I still felt super happy la.
And I was like, thank you thank you.
HAHAHAHA, I know I'm over reacting. ._.

Ah, I wanted to continue on my original intention of my posting yesterday.
I think I kinda forgot everything already.
LOL.

-ponders on the right topic to blog on for 15 minutes-

Oh, so heres my schedule for the rest of the week !
Tomorrow, meet fizzy for lunch, make EZ link, collect Fizzy's phone.
Friday, free, who wants to ask me out? ;D
Saturday, tuition and...
Wait, I haven't decided if I should go on sports day or sleep at home.
Sunday, day out, tuition and sports with EPP (extra peculiar people) !
Ah, I don't know what to post already.

Shall end here.
Ciao.

2009-03-24T14:43:00.005+08:00

Imprisoned in my own thoughts.
And I cannot think straight.

Ah, just found out I have to work at 5 later, instead of the stated 3.
So, I shall take my time to blog about the things that suck.
I remember Denis and I always asked each other this question.
How's life.
Well. life sucks right now.
Not totally bad, but still, eighty percent of my days suck.

Oh, I want to blog about The Amazing Race.
So I shall skip the ranting first.
Tammy and Victor came in first, hurrah.
And Christie and Jodi, the blondes came up short.
If they didn't have a speed bump to do, the short men would be gone.
I hate the short asses.
I don't like the gay father and son as well.
I mean, the father is so weak, and they still came in second.
And that really sucked, crap.
Margie and Luke came in fourth.
Margie's going to faint in the next leg of the race because of the heat in Thailand.
Awwww, okay, moving along.

Zhixian and I once talked about us wanting to join Survivor and The Amazing Race.
I don't know if I ever blogged about this before.
I said I wanted to join The Amazing Race, but then again, I'm a road idiot. (directly translated from chinese).
Therefore, I would never join unless I had a super partner.
If I had to pick a partner, who would I pick then?
Cause I'm a huge idiot and can't tell left from right, and the sky from the ground, I'd pick Weihao as my Amazing Race partner.
He's oh-so-smart and he studies geography (which allows him to lead the way without us getting lost).
Weihao must be so honoured huh, LOL.

And then the funny part, we talked about Survivor.
Zhixian asked, what if our whole secondary 4 SJAB batch went to join Survivor and all of us got in, who would I send to exile island?
I said Yekai, cause I wanted him to find the immunity idol. LOL.
And who would I vote off first?
The first person who annoyed me during camp.
The second person I'd vote off would be Weihao (LOL, you again).
The reason is simple, hes a huge physical threat and hes oh-so-smart and can think his way through to the million dollar prize.
HAHAHAHAH, that was my first ever so exciting conversation with Zhixian.

I just realised I went way off what I wanted to blog about today.
But I think this would be enough.
Shall get going, bye !

2009-03-23T16:13:00.003+08:00

It blinds you, making you unaware of your surroundings.
Being blinded turns you vulnerable to any danger.
And then, you can never tell wrong from right.
You tend to make mistakes ignoring how others feel.
Its horrible at times.
But most of the time, if feels great.

I'm struggling.
I'm looking.
I'm trying.
I'm imagining.
I'm thinking.
Its not working out for me, at all.
Whats going to happen?

Its a hot day.
And I guess I'd get fever soon.

I heard from Uncle Beng that there was once this guy who was also a teen like me.
The afternoon auntie pissed him off so much that he scolded the auntie in public, out loud.
Hes my idol man.
Whoever you are, if you read my blog (if thats going to happen), tag me.
And then there was this once the auntie selling ham, scolded the afternoon auntie.
"We give people you help you, you chase them away."
"We don't give you people, you unhappy, what exactly do you want?"
And then the ham auntie quit.
Ham auntie, you rock.
I think I'd be one of them, thats when I quit officially.
Faggot, HAHAHAHAH.

Anyway...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONG HAN.
I didn't forget your birthday okay.
I couldn't be the first to wish you happy birthday, so I shall be the last, at 2359.
I guess you would think I forgot, but bah, wait for it ;P

DONE !
Ciao.
I'm not really happy, bah.

No, wait, I'm so sorry I forgot your birthday.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AISYAH.
I'm so so so sorry.

2009-03-22T22:02:00.003+08:00

Hello.
I just lost my USB device that connects my phone to the computer.
Super pissed D:.

Went to Bugis street again.
Yes, I know again.
Even so, I'm not a Bugis street freak okay. ._.
And so, I went with SW and Sky.
I didn't buy much though, just a Tee and my bag.
Went to meet Sky at AMK first cause SW was late.
Hmph, LOL.
Okay skip the boring parts, I only remember them complaining about XXX.
LOL.
Okay nevermind, I think blogging about the trip is pretty pointless.
Overall, it was enjoyable la.
Its over, LOL, Fizzy, OVERR OVERRRRRR.

You should read Fizzy's blog on F**** Secondary School.
It's FUNNY.

I think she would be complaining, aiyo, why can't Riverside people be more like -coughs-
They are so uncivilised.
Unlike -coughs-, so cute, so dazzling.
I love him SOOOO MUCH ! <33
YUCK, DISGUSTING, LOL.

Oh, I found my USB already.
Under my laptop.
RETARDED CAN.

Ah, work tomorrow.

I'm quite done here.
Ciao.

I'm clueless.
What is it exactly?

2009-03-21T22:00:00.003+08:00

Congratulations.

All the hardwork has been paid off.
And you guys won.

Ah, the weather's oh-so-cold.

And please, watch what you say.
Everyone is of equal importance.
Trust me, you won't get in next year.
Faggot.
_l_.

2009-03-20T18:26:00.003+08:00

All the best to every participating member tomorrow.

It doesn't matter if you win or lose, its what you learn out of the whole experience.

But hell, who doesn't want to win?

Back to the main point, go everyone!

Now, music video from Slumdog Millionaire!
I've been always wanting to watch the video.
But since it's said to be not really nice, I guess I'd give it a miss.
Okay now, PCD - Jai ho!
My brother says that the music sounds damn bollywood, but I think its rather catchy, okay just listen.

LOL.
Its a cool song right!

Okay, nevermind if you didn't watch it.
I went to catch Street Fighter, Legend of Chun Li today, with Fizzy and Benjamin.
I was impressed by the amount of actors they manage to pull in.
Neal McDonough (Edie's husband from Desperate Housewives).
Edmund Chen (Yes him, from Perfect Cut)
Kristin Kreuk (Lana Lang from Smallville)
Okay it seems like I get impressed easily.
Well, I loved to movie la.
But it was only rated 4.3/10.
Fuck those people who rated it.
Go make your own movie if you think you can do better.

Moving along, I feel really lazy to post a review la.
Neal McDonough was the secret society head or something of that sort.
Kristin Kreuk was Chun Li.
And Edmund Chen was Chun Li's father.
The thing that I found pretty lame was this.
Chun Li looked really chinese at 5 years old.
At 10 years old, she looked american.
And then she turned Chinese looking again.
In the end, she became american looking again.
One big LOL.

:D

2009-03-19T22:14:00.002+08:00

I know I can never express how I feel.
But I have no right to complain.
Life's what it is.
I have to accept it, get over it.
What can I say.

I remember having this chat with Patricia and Yekai.
We were talking about where we wanted to live in the future.
Patricia wanted to migrate to Japan.
The place is really beautiful, but its not really my kind of place.
Yekai told us he wanted to live in Australia.
He said he loved the lifestyle there.
So where do I want to go?
The United States, I believe I'd be happier there, really.
Living in Singapore is really stressful, and I cannot take the kind of stress we people are living in.
Maybe I'm being too naive.
However, I'd still want to live there.
Some people may not understand now, but I guess you would in the future.

We said something about the places we wanted to go.
Yekai said that Patricia would turn into a, I don't know what.
Patricia said, it doesn't mean if I go to Japan, I'd turn into a...?!
"That means you'd become a kangaroo la!"
Awww, my friends will always be my friends.

I still don't feel right.
Oh god.
D:

2009-03-18T18:48:00.002+08:00

I'm so pissed with Riverside's security system.
What I can say is that it is bloody inefficient, pathetic, troublesome and pointless.
In fact, besides the academic achievements, everything else sucks.
So this was what happened.
I had to stand at the god damn security post waiting for 15minutes before I could get in the school.
AND BESIDES THAT, I HAD TO GET SCREAMED AT BY THAT FAGGOT SECURITY GUARD.
I told that faggot that I was going in for St John.
He asked me to check the book if there was my name inside.
No, so I wasn't allowed to enter.
Even Yeexuan and Weihao's name wasn't there.
Then I said I wanted to also collect my 'O' level certificate, and that bloody asswipe became oh-so-angry.
I was like, what the hell, I want to do both, HELPING SJAB AND COLLECT MY O LEVEL CERTIFICATE.
And then he was like, first you want to help St John, now you want to collect your certificate, you lying?
At the moment of time, I really felt like showing him my big fat and oh-so-beautiful middle finger.
_l_.
What the hell is the point when you're already going to collect my EZ-link card.
If any chaos is created, you should know who to look for.
Asking me to call the teacher when I don't even have her number is plain ridiculous.
The system can kiss my ass.

Thats all I can say, the school was great when I entered.
Now I will definitely tell people, the school sucks, don't even think about leaving it as one of your choices.
They opened 2 NT classes now just to make sure they get better results for N levels.
God damn it, Riverside SUCKS and can forget about their autonomous status, cause the school is NEVER going to get it.

I know I'm going way off the security system topic.
But yea, I was super grumpy and I still am.

Oh, my cousin Jabez is going on TV later, at 7.30pm.
At least, thats what I heard.
If you're free, be sure to catch him on TV !
Only on channel 5.

Ah, that should be all for today.
Ciao.

So that you know, I'm still thinking.
And I cannot get it out of my mind.

2009-03-17T18:04:00.004+08:00

I actually don't care how freak I am la, so I shall blog about The Amazing Race again la.
Margie and Luke owned and came in first.
And Tammy & Victor came in 2nd.
The blondes came in last but didn't get eliminated.
Damn, wasted, the non-elimination leg should have been used on Amanda and Kris.

I want to grow bigger.
Sometimes, I feel small and inferior.
I don't mind being short.
I hate being small.

So, work today cause rather little manpower.
It was okay la.
Besides the fact that auntie showed me her attitude again, it was okay.
I have a feeling that shes actually afraid of me.
She doesn't scold me anymore.
Just that face that makes me oh-so-pissed.
She doesn't know how to pack stuff.
The stuff she packs has so much rot inside.
Hmph, and I had to clear it all up D:

Seriously, don't get pissed so easily.
Big shot?
More of petty pampered child.

Hmph, ciao.
I've accepted the fact and I know...
Its near impossible for life to be happy anymore.

2009-03-15T23:29:00.000+08:00

Don't ask if you don't mean nothing at all.

Dang.
I'm troubled.

2009-03-14T15:44:00.003+08:00

There are some people in this world. who have extraordinary gifts.
We don't ask to be special.
We're just born that way.

xDANTE barbeque tomorrow.
Something tells me it will not turn out as fun as expected.
I don't know.

Now I know who I shouldn't trust most.
I can't believe I fell for the pathetic acting skills.
Stop pretending.
Cause I've seen through that brick wall you built.
Go away.
Pretending you care is not going to work anymore.

A loooooooooooooooooooooooooooong day at work today.
Shit.
Well, at least there were people to talk to.

Oh yes, survivor yesterday.
Spencer got voted out from Jalapao.
Goodbye Spencer.
I don't like Taj, she laughs like an idiot.
And she was like, all of you kiss my ass.
Very stupid ._.
ROFL.
I think JT's a big fat sore loser.
Lose game only ma, no need to slam and scream.
Shall withdraw my support for him.
Support Joe and debbie !
I know I sound insane, get over it.
Boo.

Actually I don't really know what to post already.
(Happens all the time).

Okay, ciao.

2009-03-13T15:38:00.002+08:00

JEANETTE !
Don't emo la, sorry !
I shall blog about it now okay? :P

When was it?
Ah yes, tuesday, 10th March.
Went to SP for enrolment (at last).
It went quite smooth la, thanks to Jeanette.
If she wasn't there, I'd be sleeping at some random toilet in SP now.
So I met some of her DPA friends.
I only remember some, Shannon, Sara, Clare, JiunJia(correct not?) and Jiajia.
The first 2 were the really know ones.
I remember JiunJia and Jiajia because they're names are similar ;x
I said something really stupid on that day.
HAHAHAHA.
Didn't get to see HY look-a-like though.

Then Jeanette was so kind to follow me all the way to Orchard to collect my phone.
Ya, thank you and no living room please. D:
Jeanette got so amazed by the 2 storey escalator, which was pretty amusing to see.
Her amusment amused me, that is.
I really look forward to school, and really pray that all of us, RS-dians would be in the same class.

Anyway, bought my laptop today !
I have no idea why I didn't buy the value buy.
Instead I went for, ... I don't know called what.
I bought Acer one la.
Cause it seemed better than the Fujitsu one.
And this person named Huiqi said that Acer had been called back by SP for 5 years for roadshow already.
And Fujitsu and Lenovo were only having their first try, so I went for Acer.
Lenovo wasn't really interesting la.
I wanted the Fujitsu one, cause it looked so damn pretty.
Acer said, they can't beat us in technology, so they are using other tactics to win sales.
I was like, oh, okay, Acer ba !
And so, there you have it.
Sadly, I don't know how to operate it, can someone help me out?
Can't expect much from a computer idiot ._.

Long day of work tomorrow.
Sunday BBQ !
But not everyone confirmed yet, so... still waiting before we can go buy the food and etc.
Looking forward to it la.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HO JIA HONG YOU LOSER :D
Okay la, only on your birthday, you're a winner. X_X.

Pretty much done here.
Ciao.
Really disappointed that you didn't support my decision.

2009-03-10T23:47:00.005+08:00

I remember Patricia asking me, ''What if one day, I become a nerd, would you still be my friend?"
I told her, I have many nerd friends already, so I don't mind.
HAHAHA, I was joking la Patricia.
Of course I'd still be your friend.
What matters is inside.
Hey, you were there to help me when I needed it.
So I'd standby, stay your friend, no matter how nerd you become, no matter how ugly your spectacles are, no matter what qualities of a nerd you have.
Hey who knows, I may be super nerdy too, and we can be nerdy-O best friends, LOL.
But coming back to the main point, I doubt you'll become a nerd, you're so damn cool !
HAHAHAHAH.

I've decided, I shall not waste anymore of my precious time.
I need to study hard, cause I want to make it to a university.
I need to drop computer games and study, (goodbye Audition and Blogger).
I need to drop television programmes, (goodbye -inserts a long list of shows-).
In other words, I may become a nerd !
I need to sacrifice stuff to achieve what I want.
And I'm going to do it.
That includes not getting myself into any relationships.
I hope this is going to be easy, and I think it should, I have no mood for spending my time on girls.
Not that I'm saying that people would fall for a geek like me.
No offence to girls out there, seriously.

Speaking of nerds, I was heading back home from enrolment today.
I saw two guys talking, no, actually I heard, actually I was eavesdropping.
Fine, I admit I do that all the time.
Okay, moving on to the point.
I think their conversation is full of crap, stuff that I would never elaborate on so much in life.
See this and you'd know what I mean.
Guy A: I keep telling her my secrets!
Guy B: You should learn to control yourself.
Guy A: Shes scary, she makes me tell her my secrets!
Guy B: I think you can control yourself if you try.
The conversation continues aimlessly.
If I was any of them, I'd just say HAHAHAHAHA(shut the fuck up).
I mean what the heck, how are normal people going to continue talking in this conversation.
The nerdy topics just freak me out.
I compare them with Weihao, and I'm like, be more like weihao can?
He's way cooler yet he does better.
You guys suck, LOL.
I always think cool people can't do well.
Crappy logic, I know.
And Weihao, if you're reading this, you'd be like, how did I get into this topic?
Well, cause you're the coolest JC person I could think of.

Okay, I think my topics are getting more and more pointless.
Shall end here.
Ciao peepos.
-Runs away like a nerd-
I'm don't feel confident, my self esteem beaker seems empty.
You know, ever since that happened, I think I'm seriously lousy.
Primary school...

2009-03-09T10:43:00.002+08:00

AH, Amanda and Kris D:.
They're gone.
Margie and Luke took the Blind U-turn and U-turned Amanda and Kris, making them repeat the other detour.
So, they fell short.
I think Tammy and Victor are super smart.
They know whos Checkov (Russian Playwright).
I was like who the... is this?
Christie and Jodi came in first .__.
Tammy and Victor 3, Margie and Luke 4.
I think theres a possibility that an all female team may win this season for the first time.
I think Kisha and Jen may win.
MAY, LOL.
Okay, moving along.

Why did I even blog in the first place?
At home today, nothing much going to happen.
Ciao.

2009-03-08T21:58:00.002+08:00

Oh shiat.
This is what Gavin always says.
HAHAHA.
I'm left with my direct credit authorisation crappy thing and my GIRO form.
Almost done and enrolment's on tuesday :D
Great job.

So, went to town today with Fizzy and Patricia.
We ate Lang John Silver (Idk how to spell).
And then we went to catch a PUSH.
Before the movie, we were like going around to find stuff to eat la.
Fizzy decided to treat us to expensive donuts ! (I make you seem so nice, LOL.)
Then Patricia paid for the Famous Amos cookies we bought.
AWWWWW.
Yea, living the high life.

So, movie review on push !
A rather long winded movie la.
But it was better than an average movie.
Its another version of Heros.
But I think everyone there has power.
Theres the pushers (take over and control minds).
Watchers (Able to see the future).
Movers (Able to move things without touching them).
Any many more.
Aiya, you watch and you'd get it.
I rate it... 7/10.

Okay, moving along.
Actually, nothing to move on to.
We took pictures, should be at Patricia's blog.

Yea, thats all, ciao.

2009-03-05T11:28:00.002+08:00

Well, yesterday was payday.
I got an extremely high pay (compared to last month when I did 12 hours of work for almost 10 days).
So I was rather happy la.
The reason I didn't blog was cause something really stupid happened at work yesterday which made me, well, not so happy.
I didn't want to elaborate, but everytime I chose to blog, everything would spill.
So I refrained from blogging yesterday.
AH, I don't even know what the fag I'm saying.
Okay, moving along.

I just realised my health checkup is due today.
Today's 6th March right?
Ya, whatever.
So stupid la, cause I thought I can still do it next month ._.
Luckily curious Ho decided to read up the form AGAIN and realised it was today.
If not I'd be removed from the course D:
If the clinic is closed later, I'd go jump from the building, LOL.

Oh, received some "good" news today again.
Chang hong got into the same course and same school as me.
Hahaha, so who do we have now?
Jeano Bureno, Ying Ping and Playboy Phan Malulu.
The chance of getting into the same class as someone I know has increased.
Lonely no more, LOL.
So extremely happy today.

Okay, just came online to share my happiness. (POINTLESS)
And since I'm done, shall get going.
CIAO :D

2009-03-03T22:41:00.005+08:00

VIDEO TODAY :D
by Ryan Higa, taken from youtube (;

This video is super lame and hilarious can.
I seriously recommend you watch it.

It goes around why Chris Brown beat up Rihanna.
Really brightened up my day.
Feel down, WATCH IT.

I LIKE JESSE MCCARTNEY BETTER !
HAHAHAHA.

2009-03-02T21:26:00.003+08:00

Bah, I'm down with flu/fever/cough and etc.
Luckily I'm on leave tomorrow, or I'll die on the spot.
Come, let me weigh your tomatoes.
-faints-
LOL.
But since I'm such a nice person(coughs), I'd blog anyway.

Crazy woman, if you want me to do something for you, ask nicely.
I've had it with you.
If I wasn't such a not-so-in-promt-to person, I'd scold you on the spot already.
Trust me, I can do what I say.
Seriously, I think you're just one childish and insane looney.
Don't freaking spam vulgarities in Hokkien or whatever dialect and think I can't understand.
Frigging jackass bitch.

And so, the amazing race !
Tammy and Victor, what happened to you.
From 1st to 8th.
I think smart people cry easily.
Tammy was like freaking out during the roadblock which slowed her down like... wow!
And so, the stupid gays came in first.
Fag, if they ever win, I'd quit watching the show !
LOL.
Amanda and Kris 2, Margie and Luke , Tammy and Victor 8.
Poor Brad and Victoria got eliminated.
They were a pretty strong team, but heck la.
Hahaha.

Okay, ciao.

2009-02-26T23:45:00.008+08:00

Fizzy wants me to ''ton'' with him today.
It means staying awake till god knows what time.
So I shall keep myself occupied by blogging !(more of talking to myself).
I wonder if people would even bother to read this long and pointless post.
But still, blogging is a form of entertainment.
For whoever reads till the end, you rock.

Now I've only told a few people about this.
Zheewei, Fizzy and I don't think anyone else knows.
So I'll announce it here.
I've resigned.
But I'll be going back to help out when there is a need for manpower.
This way, I earn money and get my own free time.
Win-win situation right.
I felt so like a "caged-bird'' can.

Anyway right, i'll be going down to Riverside to help out on competition day.
Gel hair and stuff la.
HAHAHA, Fizzy and I was debating on whos hair to take.

HAHAHAH.
I think the day's going to be fun.
But I'm running from consoling people I tell you.
I suck at that.
I may even cry with you guys, so let me escape from the horror before you guys start crying.
LOL !

Fizzy says he wants to ''ton'', now he abandoned me for DVDs. D:
FIZZYWANY D:
Okay hes back.
Okay, I'm starting to talk to myself again.
Hello Zhenghui.
Hello.
Okay, meow, whatever.

I think I upset Hakim (Supervisor).
Feeling rather guilty about it.
Dang, all auntie's fault.
Blah.
Hmph, second pay coming up.
Wonder how much I'd get.
I hope its more than the first pay.
Then I can go on shopping spree.
Living the high life.
But I still owe people treats.
Shen wei, Patricia, Fizzy, who else?
I forgot. HAHAHA.

By the way, I went down to CPF at civic today to apply for singpass. (something to do with school fees and CPF)
I found the conversation with the woman extremely ridiculous.
I couldn't register online, so I went down.
Me : Hi, I'd like to register for singpass.
Random Lady : Okay. -types in random stuff into computer-
Me : -Waits impatiently-
Random Lady : Oh, you cannot apply for Singpass.
Me : -Waits for her to explain why-
Random Lady : -Stones-
Me : -Irritated that shes not giving me an explanation-, HOW COME?
Random Lady : They don't have your information in the system.
Me : -Waits for her to explain further, but yet again nothing came out-
...
We stoned there for like around 1 minute till she decided to call the HQ ._.
What in crazy tarnations.
Atfer a long chit chat with the HQ, she came back to me.
Random Lady : Okay, they'll call you by today and tell you what to do.
Me : -thinks that shes just trying to chase me away- Okay.
She then passed me a form and asked me to fill it up, just in case singpass doesn't work.
I still don't know what the shit to do.
So I'll just pay the random lady a visit tomorrow again.

I can consider myself really unlucky.
As a singaporean, you should be able to apply for Singpass.
I'm a true blue singaporean.
And only extremely rare cases would have their information missing from the CPF system.
AND I'M THE EXTREMELY RARE CASE.
Holy crap.
Now how do I settle my school fees.
Kiss my wall man.

SO DAMN FRUSTRATED.
That ends my post for the day.
Haven't been updating this long okay.
A great accomplishment.

Ciao.

2009-02-25T21:29:00.003+08:00

Went to Orchard today with Yong Han.
Yea, walked for like 5 hours and almost died.
I think the whole orchard road completed by us already ._.
But anyway, saw nice stuff la.
The prices were super ugly anyway, so, HAHAHAH.

-Gag-

I saw Teck Wai at some shop today (I forgot which).
And this conversation came up.
Teckwai : Hi, may I help you?
Me : EH, HELLO ! You working here ah?
Teckwai : Ya, haha, I thought I saw you but I don't know if it was you or not, you look really different in long hair.
Me : Oh really?
Teckwai : Ya, so where did you go?
Me : SP, you leh?
Teckwai : NYP.
Me : What course?
Teckwai : (blankpart, I forgot what course already). You?
Me : Tourism and resort management !
Teckwai : Oh, same course as Yingping.
Me : Hahaha, really?
Teckwai : Ya, SP also I think. Okay lar, I should get back to work, bye.
Me : Bye.
I didn't know why the conversation was so funny, but it was unexpected to find someone there. (Oh shit, this sentence doesn't make sense at all)
And yea, Ying Ping got into the same course as I did.
See you there !

Went back to have dinner with Patricia.
Talked about lots of stuff la.
Felt really outdated.
LOTS of stuff I didn't know.
But now I'm refreshed with it.
Okay, shall get going.

Ciao.

2009-02-23T22:10:00.003+08:00

Amazing Race :D
Tammy and Victor own.
Tammy & Victor 1, Amanda and Kris 3, Margie and Luke, 4.
And Linda and her husby (I have no idea who) got eliminated.
Their relationship reminds me of the song, Hilary Duff - Stranger.
Listen and you'd understand (;

HEY LISTEN UP.
YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO BARK AT ME.
CAUSE YOU DIDN'T HELP.
SO SHUT UP.
Thank you very much.

Ah, yay, morning shift tomorrow.
Its going to be super tiring, but I'm fine with it (;

I will leave with a big BANG, trust me.

Okay, short update will do.
Ciao.