cnt stand it anymre..

I reli cnt stand it anymre lo.
-Juniors nt givin me any freakin respect.
-Always get diaoed by juniors.
-Mum doesnt believe me.
-quarrels wif frenz. [AGAIN?!]
-Etc.
Its reli irritating man.
Juniors dun give me respect.
jus bcos of 2dae..
Sylvia keep makin a fool of herself buy "dancin" in the room..
She oso sae byebye 2 the juniors n jump in front of dem.
Al i told her was sylvia.. does our seniors sae gd bye 2 us?
Den she n fizzy purposedly go sae.. 'BYE SEC 1S!'
wadda hel man.
damn irritated.
Den.. Today durin the camp briefin, gt boys tok ma.
damn it. Sheng hao diaoed me.
wateva man.
Den 2dae at cosway, Tiffany was bein rather 'rude' 2 me.
i din reli lik it la.
Den i quite angry, den i jus sae.. go hme lo!
Den the sec 1s dun seem 2 lik the coporals.
dey seem 2 b 1 of the lousiest in the batch.
But oni 1 person has proven dem wrong [fizzy]
the sec 1s reli dun treat us [coporals] lik hw dey treat the SGTS.
Hw do i sae dis?
I'm JEALOUS.
Haiiz. i reli duno hw 2 phrase it.
St John was n stil is bout 80% of my life. i duno.
Dis was my dream when i was in sec 1. [ST JOHN]
1. To be 1 of the best cadets [obviously nt nw]
2. Becmin at least SSGT [din go advance course, FORGET IT]
3. Gain respect frm juniors frm juniors lik hw gavin gets it [does the above look lik respect?]
4. Survive in annual camp [did it (:]
Den cos of de above, Me syl n fizz quarreled.
I stil rmbed tt time gavin asked who din tink i had attitude.
Fizzy raise his hand.
I very regretful nw. VERY SAD.
My mood totally chnged 2dae when i saw dem.
But i told others i wanted 2 act serious -.-"
I jus wana gain sum respect. is tt hard?
haiz.
I jus hate juniors showin me disrespect.
Showin me S.H.I.T.
-screams-