S.O.S.

arhh.
U gt 2 help me man.
Pls tag me 2 tel me ure reply.
I've been tinkin.
Shld i go for australlia or de advance course?
Advance Course means a lot 2 me.
A LOT.
I dont wana stay 2 CPL for 2 yrs.
Maybe when u read dis. u might tink i'm stupid.
I feel very inferior when i'm lik. a CPL for so long.
I duno wat makes me feel tt way.
I jz feel very sad.
If i choose dis, i cnt go aus wif my family.
Or i wil burden dem, thus makin dem nt go as wel.
I dont wana do tt
Or shld i choose australlia?
If i go aus, i'm gona hav lots of fun.
But when i cme bac, i would face 1 mre yr of inferior-reality
I dont wan it again
HELP ME. WHAT SHLD I CHOOSE?
Jeffrey told me 2dae tt i mus learn 2 accept others, critsizin me.
N i noe i shld.
Oni 2 ppl hav reli gav me tt kinda advice, wantin me 2 chng.
Jeffrey n angie.
Others tel me stuf 2 cheer me up.
Which i reli appreciate a lot.
But i would lik 2 noe de real truth bout me.
Not some fake lies 2 make me happy.
At first i tot angie was rather unreasonable.
But nw tt i tot of it. I reli wana thank her a lot.
2dae jeffrey sclded me over de phone.
Cos i was nt reli myself 2dae.
I woke up on de wrong side of bed.
Well, he kinda pushed me 2 de rite side?
he sclded me -.-
Den i quite pek cek. den scld him bac.
I very rude hor?
Well, dis is de end of my post.
Hope 2 get a reply on de Advance course/Australlia thingy
De most replies, i would go for it (:
Thanks ppl (: