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I havent found my EZ link card.
I reli rmb de last tim i saw it was at pizza hut!
I din take it bac frm de lady.
Did jeff help me take not?
Haiz.
Since jeff n pat were gone, So lonely.
No 1 reli 2 tok 2 bout my probs n stuff.
Mus keep it al inside n nt let it out.
Nw pat is bac.
But, guess shes tired. Dun wana disturb her le.
Haiz.
Stil waitin 4 jef 2 cal.
Duno he wil or nt?
But i reli wish my EZ link card was bac beside me.
WHRE R U?! T_T
N jeffrey would cme bac soon.
Tmr is another lonely day.
All alone.
Stuffed at hme.
if any1 wana meet me outside, i wont mind.
Jz gimme a cal n cn meet u tmr.
Aye. I jz wan sme1 2 spil my heart out 2.
N to gimme advice or reassurance.
Ppl lik jeff n pat n maybe angie?
Aye. I dun reli tel others bout my private stufs oso.
O ya. Lam Bei Bei oso. N sylvia. [who jz listen]
Aye. i'm reli lucky 2 hav such gt frenz.
But i'm reli very lonely nw.
I dun even hav an EZ link card to look at.
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My parents dun understand me
Dey duno wat i wan. wat i nid.
I feel so xtra lo.
I told dem b4.
compare my mum wif jeff's mum.
Shes talks a lot wif jeff.
But my mum dun tok 2 me at al.
SHE SCOLDS N SCREAMS.
jeff's mum understands him.
Does my mum even put in de effort 2 do so?
I feel so dam it xtra.
I talked 2 her b4 bout dis.
She stil dun get it.
I hav no mood 2 tel it 2 her again
I cn oni tel my probs 2 my frenz.
Haiz
Gona cry again.
Mus ren! x(