T_T number 3

Haiz.
Mum jz called me.
Den she jz sclded at me.
Den i very angry. I was alredy in a bad mood.
Den i screamed bac at her.
She reli dun understand me.
y iz tt so? cn u pls tel me?
She called me idiot.
U noe hw mch tt reli means 2 me?
U called me an idiot on the phone.
So loud tt i tink ure collegues cn hear.
Al my confidence gone alredy.
Fine. I'm an idiot.
And wat cn i do bout it? SINCE I'M ALREDY AN IDIOT.
Cn u understand hw i feel?
NO. obviously nt.
She sae i scream at her. Den i told her u tot me dis.
U cme hme screamin evrydae.
U noe we cn do nthin but jz fear u?
Are mums supposed 2 b feared?
I suppose not.
Mums giv their children courage n inspiration.
I told my mum. if she wanted respect. she shld oso giv us de respect we nid
Wat does my mum do?
She doesnt giv me al those.
She gives me fear. I no longer feel de luv, wat i hav felt when is was ~7
Once she steps into de hse. She screams. [maybe a lil exaggerating]
My dad? OK.
Maybe no better
He cmes hme. quiet quiet al de tim.
As though smthin bad had happened.
Evrydae same kinda face.
Black black 1. as though we commited a mistake
My dad dun take de initiative 2 tok 2 us.
We tok 2 him. he jz answer once n kinda leaves de conversation.
Feel as though i'm very irritating.
Rmb once in sec 1 or sec 2.
My dad cme hme n saw me plyin comp
I told him i asked mum alredy.
Den he jz came over n grabbed my shirt.
He also threathened 2 punch me.
Do parents do tt 2 their children?
VIOLENCE?!
Aft he went away. I cld jz lay on my bed n cry.
I reli cn do nthin nw. i'm weak n vulnerable.
I dun hav any close frenz 2 rely on.
Cnt my parents b lik other parents?
I dun wan u 2 buy me anythin.
Tts nt wat al 3 of us want.
I wan u to be...
Easy to talk to.
Listen 2 ours probs.
Stop screamin at us as though we hav no life.
givin us respect.
Understand us more.
Haiz.. Feel reli lousy nw.
I wan some1 2 tok 2.
Jeff! Quickly cme bac ):
Ltr goin out wif pat. Hope she cheers me up.
Haiz. T_____T
Mus ren. cannot cry again.