I'm feeling so mixed up now, so confused.
I really don't know whats right.
I got a stupid Edusave award.
I thought I should be feeling happy for getting that award.
Its my first time getting an Edusave award.
But, I feel nothing now.
There is no point getting happy over it anymore.
I'm going to try to start on my holiday assignments tommorow.
Hope I would get something done.
I always say this but in the end, nothing is done.
I feel like seeing you tommorow.
I want to talk to you, chat with you, have fun with you.
Feeling so bad now.
Feeling so bad for showing off to you.
I did not mean it the way you took it.
Blog until here, bye.