I'm feeling so complicated now.
I'm so confused.
I feel so sick and tired.
I'll just go to sleep and everything would be alright tommorow, I hope.
How naive of me to think that way.
I so have no right to say those three words.
I have no right, no right at all.
Maybe I'll just leave everything as it is.
Things always change.
Nothing stays the same always.
Its almost impossible for some things to stay the same forever.
I just can't do it.
Its too cruel.
I really cant do it.
Doing that is no different from murder.
I don't like hurting others and "killing" others.
Its just not me.
I'm not myself. ><