No, that post can't be my last post!
I need to let off some steam.
Just now, Miss Ong said I'm weak.
I feel so angry now.
I believe I'm stronger than some of them there.
Its not as though I've never carried a stretcher before.
Just now, I was panting like mad when carrying the stretcher.
You want to know why?
I ran from the third floor to the first, then from the first to the seventh and back to the first and then to the second, just to look for the casualty.
And I wasn't thanked at all.
Instead, I was commented for being weak.
And, yes, I know I'm just a coporal.
I'm not of much importance or significance in St. John.
I know it alright, right and clear!
I feel so discriminated.
I feel like I'm just the standard of Chin Hee, nothing else.
Wait, of perhaps I'm way more useless than him.
Sorry dude.
Its just feels so ******.
Sorry I had to use a censored vulgarity.
I've been feeling that inferior for so long.
I thought it was over, but here it comes again.
I just want to give St. John up, not bothering anymore.

Anyway, thank you Sheng Hao and Benjamin for waiting for me just now.
I keep saying thank you because no one ever waited till so late just for me.
I know i was very irritating in persuading you to wait for me.
Yea, so thank you, thank you and thank you LOTS.