I remember Patricia asking me, ''What if one day, I become a nerd, would you still be my friend?"
I told her, I have many nerd friends already, so I don't mind.
HAHAHA, I was joking la Patricia.
Of course I'd still be your friend.
What matters is inside.
Hey, you were there to help me when I needed it.
So I'd standby, stay your friend, no matter how nerd you become, no matter how ugly your spectacles are, no matter what qualities of a nerd you have.
Hey who knows, I may be super nerdy too, and we can be nerdy-O best friends, LOL.
But coming back to the main point, I doubt you'll become a nerd, you're so damn cool !
HAHAHAHAH.

I've decided, I shall not waste anymore of my precious time.
I need to study hard, cause I want to make it to a university.
I need to drop computer games and study, (goodbye Audition and Blogger).
I need to drop television programmes, (goodbye -inserts a long list of shows-).
In other words, I may become a nerd !
I need to sacrifice stuff to achieve what I want.
And I'm going to do it.
That includes not getting myself into any relationships.
I hope this is going to be easy, and I think it should, I have no mood for spending my time on girls.
Not that I'm saying that people would fall for a geek like me.
No offence to girls out there, seriously.

Speaking of nerds, I was heading back home from enrolment today.
I saw two guys talking, no, actually I heard, actually I was eavesdropping.
Fine, I admit I do that all the time.
Okay, moving on to the point.
I think their conversation is full of crap, stuff that I would never elaborate on so much in life.
See this and you'd know what I mean.
Guy A: I keep telling her my secrets!
Guy B: You should learn to control yourself.
Guy A: Shes scary, she makes me tell her my secrets!
Guy B: I think you can control yourself if you try.
The conversation continues aimlessly.
If I was any of them, I'd just say HAHAHAHAHA(shut the fuck up).
I mean what the heck, how are normal people going to continue talking in this conversation.
The nerdy topics just freak me out.
I compare them with Weihao, and I'm like, be more like weihao can?
He's way cooler yet he does better.
You guys suck, LOL.
I always think cool people can't do well.
Crappy logic, I know.
And Weihao, if you're reading this, you'd be like, how did I get into this topic?
Well, cause you're the coolest JC person I could think of.

Okay, I think my topics are getting more and more pointless.
Shall end here.
Ciao peepos.
-Runs away like a nerd-
I'm don't feel confident, my self esteem beaker seems empty.
You know, ever since that happened, I think I'm seriously lousy.
Primary school...