haiz

2dae..
got 2 and half hr of free period..
1.5 is maths and 1 hr is chinese..
Sian Sian..
2dae aft sch had a SJAB meetin..
Den so pek cek..
de meetin so long.. drag n drag..
a lot of shootin here n dere..
Den i tink i gt get shoot a lil ba..
irritatin lo..
but better shut up.. if nt ltr get shoot by other ppl agn..
actually wanted 2 go cosway wif jeff..
but de ting ended at 5.10 den dam it lo..
end so late..
JUS BECOS OF DE SEC1s WE STAYED BAC FOR U..
SO TUA PAI MAN!
Den jeff gt scld by his dad..
So nvm le..
Aiya.. wonder hw is he nw..
Hope he is alrite..
I jz nw fell asleep on my bed..
Very tired ma..
But my parents came bac early.. so could't slp long..
Haiz.. tmr is de last dae of sch le..
Hope it turns out well..
=)

Today some conflicts happened..
But it soon wil b ok..
forgiv urself n u shal b forgiven o.o
O.. nvm.. i zi high..
Anw.. i chng my opinion on swee teng le..
Last tim.. ya..
nw ok.. but she lik gona faint anytim tt kind..
LOLS!
Fizzy sae Seng Eng peep at him in toilet 2dae..
Lik so dam eeww LO!
PERVERT!
DA LAO SE BIAN LANG!.. [to be continued by fizzy]
2dae at last parade jeff shout so fierce..
LOL..
den yk sae de power is xian gu giv de =="
LAME SHIT LA!
bleahs.. go do math le..
bye bye

Sry

The purpose of this post is to apologize to the ppl i offended ytd..
I tot bout it and i felt tt.. I was reli sucky last night..
Duno wat got into me but i jus went crazy n hurt evryones feelings..
Even though u all tried so hard to help me..
But i took you all for granted..
I'm sorry and i promise i'll never do it again..
Maybe u al r tinkin tt i jz sae it for de sake of sayin it..
I noe sayin smth is easy than doin it..
But i wil prove it with my actions..
I'm not sayin it jz for fun..
I WILL.
Anyways..
Bac to what happened today..
Today went to cosway wif pat n jeff..
Then we saw this toy..
Den pat its cute or smth..
dun reli rmb..
Den me n jeff sae de eyes as small as hers..
We said it together..
Thats de funny part..
HAHAHA..
Alrite.. Not funny..
Aye..
I've been tinkin.. i shld startin sparin a tot for others..
Think b4 i do things..
So i wont hurt others..
Trust me.. I wont lie again and i hav changed..
Gimme another chance..
When time comes..
We shall comprehend we blunders
And we will learn to transmute
But will we be given an additional opportunity?
Try to get the meanin =D
Heh.. 1st time writin somethin chim.
Duno chim or not..
I use al de vocab brains i hav le..
bleahs. my language sux..

I reli on frenz a lot..
Without frenz.. i dun feel lik livin le..
Since sec2 .. i was lik pulled out frm de "emo" world.
By my good friends.
But when u do something. U have the right to reverse it..
So my friends can put me back into the "emo" world..
I dont know whether i should go bac to tt dis lonely and cold world.
The thought of friends makes me cry.
For wat they hav done for me is priceless.
Its too significant.
I always need friends to help me with stuffs.
A person without friends would die..
Lik wat my "friends" compo said..
They are too important..
I jz cnt let my friends go.
I wil do anythin for de sake of a good friend..
A best friend or a brother/sister.

nw alone at hme..
Very bored.
Dun feel lik auditionin.
Ahhhhh..
Sian sian sian..
Feel lik goin 2 bed.
aye aye aye..
tmr gettin bac my humans and POA.
Maybe no POA.
Hope i pass my humans..
Wish me good luck.
Nthin 2 post le..
I'll go tink bout hw 2 b a better person in life..
so.. byebye..

Feelin so empty nw..
Not happy.
Not sad.
Not angry.
What feelin is this?
Haiz..
2dae very tiring.
Whole dae so hot summore..
Almost fainted when climbin 'balestier hill'
Tt yekai dun wan support me.
I gt headache.
But after parade, jz plain tired.
2dae offended good frenz agn.
I shld reli b careful of wat i do
wat i sae n stufs.
Hope my fren forgives me.
Very lonely~
T_T

Ahh..
Thx evry1 for ur comfortin..
These few days pass very slow..
I also duno y..
Evrytim feel sianess..
Hope it would turn bac 2 normal spd n tim..
2dae at class.. i was bein pin pointed at..
Math teacher sae.. those who suppose 2 do wel.. din do wel at al..
Den he look at me ><
Ahhhhh..
So stress..
What cn i do?
And then.. This is de highlight of de post..
Some1 took out his underwear. Yes.. u din read wrong..
His UNDERWEAR..
N gav Joel..
Den joel started throwin at gals..
He Haiza scream lik nobody business lik tt.
Den joel use de underwear smack my face T_T
Some1 help me~

I'm scared..
I'm scared of death..
Whenever i tink of it i wil go mad..
I wil cry uncontrollably..
I'm really scared now..
I reli duno who to go to ><
I look at my family and photos of my frenz..
I cry even worse..
I'm really scared.
What if 1 day i really hav lost evrythin i've got
What if 1 day..
I'm dead..
I really am scared..
I want some1 to lean on..
I really duno who..
Had a nightmare..
I was cryin on my mum when she disappeared..
I m really scared ><
AHHHHHHH~
I'm goin mad le..
I dun wana die..
Wat happens after tt?
I dun wana noe ><
Please help me T_T
I jz cnt stop cryin..
haiz..
I need some1..
Death..
Death..
Death..
Death..
Haiz..
I know.. someday i'll be gone..
I'll lose evrythin i hav.. TT

Friends

This Is a compo i wana write bout..
Its a bit dumb..
But i wana write it jz for fun =D
Hope you enjoy readin it.. xD

Friends : People to lean on

This topic is very common in life. What are friends? They are people to lean on. To me, I cannot live without friends, because they are the most important to me. I lean on friends a lot. Some people think that they can survive without friends, but the truth is, no one can. One will feel very lonely if they have nobody to tell their problems to or to share their feelings with. That's when best friends do come in.

Best friends are those whom you really pour out to or who lend their shoulders for you to cry on. However, sometimes, when the bond between best friends becomes close, they would prefer to be each other's god brother or sister. There is when the really close bonding starts.

Sometimes, we cannot take friends for granted. We, human are like that. We take people for granted and would only regret when that person leaves you. If someone treats you well, you should NEVER NEVER take it for granted. Or everything shall end.

My friends are my inspirational heros. They motivate me to do my homework, to work hard for the coming exams. We motivate each other by peer pressure. We force each other to work hard. To me, my friends are the best i've ever hard. May god bless them.

Ahh..

Ytd..
I wanted to tell jeff my xin shi..
This is wat i said :
I'm nt well liked by de ppl in SJAB.
I sometimes feel a bit xtra when dey r havin fun
N i'm not included..
I gav an eg..
Ppl always fight over smth rite..
But i'm nv de smth..
I got fite wif others over frenz lik jeff, pat n etc..
Den dis is wat he told me..
He told me 2 stop bein so negative..
Well.. mayeb i jz went mad ytd..
But I promised him 2 b positive al thru my life o.o
N i'll do it.. heeeee xD
ytd was rather enjoyable..
Had lots of fun..
hehe..
But heres a qn 2 de ppl who read dis..
M i an irritatin guy? [Always]

NDP

Tmr's the big day.
I hope i dun faint..
But 2dae..
I got scolded by BENSON CHONG
he sae my mistake so many
Not fair lo!
I bet al de escorts rifle drill [basics] are better than his
He chng so mch of our old stuff den expect us 2 folo.
T shape is not wat we learn lo!
Anyhw teach......
But tmrs de big day..
Den thurs..
hopefully.. i goin wif jeff 2 bugis..
Buy a nice bag.
or maybe i buy 2..
1 sch 1 go out..
If i hav enuf $ tt is..
cnt wait..
Hope tmr wil b fun..
hehe =)