Sometimes I think you should have some basic respect (:

Okay...
That was rather random la.
Not talking about anyone, really. ._.

You've got so many friends.
So many people to sms you when you like it.
So if I don't reply your sms, does it make a difference?
I'm not SOMEONE that makes a difference.
I'm NO ONE.
To you I'm just some random spare tyre.
When you've got no one else, then you talk to me.
When you're through and your friends come back to your side, then byebye.
Come on, you think its nothing.
Selfish people.
Go to hell.

...
No, I'm not angry :D

SONG :
I think its POSH.
.___. what am I saying.
Press play to listen, if you don't want to, then don't press it.
Fergie (ft.Ludacris) - Glamorous.




If you ain't got no money take your broke ass home
You say: If you ain't got no money take your broke ass home
G-L-A-M-O-R-O-U-S, yeah G-L-A-M-O-R-O-U-S

[B-Section:]
We flying the first class
Up in the sky
Poppin' champagne
Livin' the life
In the fast lane
And I wont change
By the Glamorous, oh the flossy flossy

[chorus:]
The glamorous,
The glamorous, glamorous (the glamorous life)
By the Glamorous, oh the flossy flossy

[Verse:]
Wear them gold and diamonds rings
All them things don't mean a thing
Chaperons and limousines
Shopping for expensive things
I be on the movie screens
Magazines and boogie scenes
I'm not clean, I'm not pristine
I'm no queen, I'm no machine
I still go to Taco Bell
Drive through, Ross, Hell

I don't care, I'm still real
No matter how many records I sell
After the show or after the Grammies
I like to go cool out with the family
Sippin', reminiscing on days when I had a Mustang
And now I'm in...

[B-section then chorus]

[Ludacris:]
I'm talking Champagne wishes, caviar dreams
You deserve nothing but all the finer things
Now this whole world has no clue what to do with us
I've got enough money in the bank for the two of us
Plus I gotta keep enough lettuce
To support your shoe fetish
Lifestyles so rich and famous
Robin Leach will get jealous
Half a million for the stones
Taking trips from here to Rome
So If you ain't got no money take your broke ass home
G-L-A-M-O-R-O-U-S, yeah G-L-A-M-O-R-O-U-S

[B-section + chorus x2]

[Verse:]
I got problems up to here
I've got people in my ear
Telling me these crazy things
That I don't want to know (FUCK Y'ALL)
I've got money in the bank
And I'd really like to thank
All the fans, I'd like to thank
Thank you really though
Cause I remember yesterday
When I dreamt about the days
When I'd rock on MTV, that be really dope
Damn, It's been a long road
And the industry is cold
I'm glad my daddy told me so, he let his daughter know. [x3]

Lyrics by http://elyrics.net.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THAHIRA.

Tagged by the SosohSohya bean.
1. The person who last tag you is: Benjamin Soh Ya Bean.
2. your relationship with him/her is : Beanbag.
3. Your five impression of him/her is : Act cool, Act cute, Wise, Old, Teek-o-Peh.
4. the most memorable thing he/she had done for u : Letting me throw vulgarities.
5. the most memorable thing he/she had said to u : O_O", don't know.
6. If he/she become your lover: Like no.
7. If he/she become your lover, this he/she has to improve on will be: His gender.
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: Kick him and put his head in the toilet bowl, he better not.
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: He becomes a stupid Teek-O-Peh.
10. The most desire thing u want to do for him/her is: Don't know.
11. your overall impression of him/her is: ZOMG, si emo kuku. -.-
-deleted this section-

Went to RP library today.
Studied.
Quite progressive I think, because I finished 1 SBQ and POA paper 1.
Yekai, who happened to be the most hardworking, played Quadrapop all the way after finishing POA .__.
That was rare la.
And Patricia was like mug mug mug. -.-
Fizzy keeps combing his hair.
Nono, WIG. (;
Haha, joking.

After went to Banquet to eat TomYum.
...
It was like so spicy and Fizzy sweated like ... rain.
Patricia was dying.
Yekai looked okay but the speed he ate at was... amazingly slow -.-
I was also dying.
Went to Popular.
There was this promotion on pens and we could write our wishes for this year.
I wrote," L1R4 >10, L1R5 > 15, for 'O' levels!"
I mixed up <>.
Yekai was laughing like ... ... ...
Everyone makes mistakes la.
I bought clips and my "POST IT!"
I bought stickers because the real thing was like $5.80 ._.

Ok, lala, whatever.
Went home and tidied up abit.

PIGGY so ...
Words can't describe.
Pinch pinch tomato. :D
Random.

Alright.
Push him, push him till he falls la.
He doesn't deserve to stand.
Fall down dummy.

Sick sick pervert.
Please.
I looked because you were too noisy.
You think too much, desperate?
I don't know.
Whatever, ._____.

Went to Patricia's house today to play Majong.
Then we got hungry by 12 and wanted to go for lunch.
There were many delays la, Fizzy wanted to watch movie on Pat's laptop.
Yekai and I were playing finger Dance Mania.
Then ate KFC at causeway.

Aiya, lazy.
I feel like closing down my blog.
Don't know why.

Thats what friends are for.
Thanks ah.
...

This is a tribute to all the teachers whom I known have affected my life.
Lets start from Primary ONE.
Ms Lim, now Mrs Phua.
Heh, thank you thank you.
Primary 5, Mdm Zahra.
Thanks for scolding me back then and throwing me to a lousy class.
If not for that, I wouldn't have made it to this school.
陈老师.
For being 4 years my Chinese new year.
I still failed chinese now, even when I failed you, you didn't scold me.

Aiya, think this is lame. forget it.
Today's Physics focus was like...
There were only this amount of people ._.

LAUGH.

Yoshi ... Noya ._.
Lame.

Today, went out to study with Ahsoh.
Went to library.
After that went to look for some oil control face wash.
Then, went to eat lunch.
Then, went to the arcade.
Saw this crappy guy, who said hes some private investigator.
Judging from his attire, he looked like some shit eater ._.
He talked to me, because Benjamin was playing Daytona.
He asked many things about height.
How tall are you? If I'm in your class, will I be very tall?
I think hes gay or something ah?
He kept coming close, closer and even closer.
He kept spitting saliva which smelt like what he ate, rotten fish shit.
In the end, we realised hes crazy or something.
His card had no more value, and he said we spoilt his card and demanded us to pay.
So we ran off, like the flash or something.
LMAO!
Smelly crazy gay.

Ohya, this morning, I saw Shanice, at the Kopitiam.
You know, the winner of 1 minute of fame or something?
The girl in the Swensens Commercial.
Yes, her.
Her hair when she just woke up is not nice la ._.

I'll PLUCK your leg hair off, UGLYUGLY.

Okay, chow.

Hello.

Woke up at 8am today.
Then realised that it was going to rain.
ZZZ, then how was I supposed to go to RP library?
Don't care lah, in the end, after breakfast, the weather was alright again.
So, walked to RP library.
When I reached, they said, "you're late."
LOL, I was the last, so I'm late.
...
Studied with Fizzy, Patricia and Yekai.
Rather constructive la.

After that, went with Houjie and Kelly to study.
Chit chat a lot, but I still made progress.
I learnt 1 chapter in 1 day leh, thanks to my 152 IQ.
Rate of change.
Then we went to arcade to play the sweet thing.
Houjie wanted that Pooh, so he spent $80 to get it ._.
Rich people nowadays.
In the end, we got the pooh.
Saw one 10x bigger, costing $50.
LAUGH OUT LOUD.
End of today.

I didn't know I was just an ordinary person you see everyday.
I thought I was someone that can brighten up your life.
I'm not a good friend.
I'm not EVEN a friend.
I'm just a stranger.
Haiz...

Chow.

Take care.
Don't fall sick again.

明天会更好...
I hope...
Please...

Freaking humji kia.
I come le, run far far lo.
Lamer ._.

I don't mind you hating me.
I don't mind if you call me whatever.
I don't mind you insulting me.
I seriously don't mind.
Just don't ...

You don't know that your words kill.
You don't know how much it kills.
I believed so.

No comments.
Chow.

GET OVER IT.
Yup, I should.

Stop indulging yourself in self pity.
Whats the point?
It doesn't help.
So does slashing yourself.
Nono, I don't slash myself, someone else does, not get me wrong.

Come on la.
I'm taking so easy subjects like combined science and POA.
What gives me the right to fail?
I bet I have better IQ than many of the pure science people.
I CAN do better.
No offence la, my IQ is 152 la, its seriously high.
My subjects are so easy, why am I failing?
I seriously should put in more effort.
Start NOW.
I can even be outstanding riversidian. -.-
WAIT LONG.

Heres the countdown.
10 days to the end of 7th month.
17 days to a super special day.
31 days to another special day.
37 days to the end of school
47 days to another super special day.
52 days to 'O' levels.
NO MORE TIME TO WASTE.
GOGOGO!

Okay, I shall not go out anymore.
If you call me out, I may reject you.
However, there are exceptions.
Hee.
If I'm going out to study, then call me.
If you're my tuition teacher, call me out to STUDY.
And of course, there are also other exceptions. (;

Chow.

I'm tired.
I can't make myself move.
I can't make myself think.

I want to give up.
Haiz.

I've just realised that my brother is reading my blog.
HO JIA HONG, WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?
SHOO SHOO.

Okay, thanks for not supporting me, and complaining about my ambition.
Heh, I didn't top POA, happy that I didn't fufil my goal? (;
Diana did.
Congratulations to Diana, and as well as the 4/6-91% scorer.
.__________.
Anyway, who cares, I think I got third in the whole level, that can satisfy me.
I was browsing through the score sheets for POA, and I realised I got 2nd in class, hee.
When I got it at first, many people were scolding me because I was sad.
Because I beat them.
But I was so pissed off that all my mistakes were like, wrong date, wrong use of words.
ZZZ, that caused me my top, .___.

So, here are my results.
English P1, 35/60.
English P2, 24/50.
Overall English grade and score, C5, 57.4.
E maths P1, 64/80.
E maths P2, 72/80.
Overall E maths grade and score, A1, 75.5.
Chinese P1, 35/70. ._.
Chinese P2, 44/70. I'm happy okay.
Overall Chinese grade and score, C5, 56.4.
Physics, 47.5/100.
Chemistry, I still don't know/100.
Overall Science grade and score, D7, ._.
Social Studies, 28/50.
History, 23/50.
Overall Humanities grade and score, C6, 51.
A maths P1, 57/80.
A maths P2, 44/100.
Overall A maths grade and score, C5, 56.1.
POA P1, 35.5/40.
POA P2, 53/60.
Overall POA grade and score, A1, 89, don't know why its not 85.5.

So heres my L1R2B2 and L1R5.
L1R2B2, 5+1+1+5+5, 17, what the hell.
L1R5, 5+7+5+6+1+1, 25, ZZZ.
None of them meet my target.

I'm going to stop working on Science and POA.
Science, I give up.
POA, I've done well enough.
Lets chiong the rest, gogogo.
Chow.

I'm so dying soon, its been 2 weeks. D;

...

D;

Today was English O level orals.
Passage, I think they used American English.
I wasn't used to the English usage and therefore I stumbled A LOT.
The picture, I was talking about the boy on the right and she cut in and asked about the teacher.
... I wanted to shout at her, "wait la, you can't see that I'm not done here?!"
I held back and thought, shes the oral examiner, I can't do that.
So, I smiled and moved on.
Conversation, 5 questions in a total.
1.What is your favourite subject?
2.Is there a particular subject that is more important than others?
3.Do you like using your hands?
I seriously stoned and this question.
I thought,'' If I don't use my hands, then I use my feet meh?" -.-
4.Has your school prepared you for life?
5.Are you going to a JC?
The last question was last minute, non of my other classmates had that.

No distinctions in my class for Humans.

Okay whatever.
My results !
Physics, D7.
Chemistry, no freaking idea, but I know its a fail.
Science total : D7 -.-
A maths paper 1, A2 :D, so satisfied with this.
A maths paper 2, D7 ._____.
A maths total : C5.
I seem to have a lot of D7s. -.-
Anyway, the POA top is from my class.
Yekai said that Ms Chithra said that the POA top is from 4/8, with a score of 94%.
They said its a rather low score, but who cares, I want it!
So, I shall be praying for a 94% tomorrow.
Yay me ;D
Please please don't give it do Diana, she has already so many tops.
I want to come back next year for Speech Day la. D;
I'll be posting the rest of the results tomorrow.
Chow.

Tomorrow's the English 'O' level orals.
Shit.
I want a 35/40.
Will I get it?
I'm going to speak fluent English from now on.
I MUST GET 35/40 LA.
I aim A2 for my English Os.
I can make it, right? (;

Yea, found my SS and Physics teachers already.
Any other people can help me?
If I reach my aim for the subject, I'll treat you to a meal? :D
If not, I'll still thank you profusely.
Yay.
Yay us. .____.

Tomorrow is the start of results releasing.
I was thinking like that.
Tomorrow first period, Chemistry.
First period and I'll be blasted with a FAIL.
Okay, then I'll go do survery and slack plus cheer up.
Next, I'll come back for A maths,
You know what I want to say.
I'll be blasted with one more FAIL.
Next, recess.
I can cheer myself up, eat and run about.
Then when I come back, humans.
FAIL .__________.
After that, she will give us break to rest and stuff.
After humans, PHYSICS.
FAIL AGAIN.
At the end of the day, I'll still be sobbing away.
Heh, tomorrow is really a bad day.
I hope at least 2 subjects stay put, don't release yet.

Singapore lost.
She has temper problems la.
Angry then anyhow use force.
.____.
Nevermind, JIAYOU the next olympics.

Today I found so many songs. :D

I know when you lie.
Stop treating me as though I'm dumb can?
If you still want to lie, you must as well not talk to me at all.
Because I don't like people who lie.
No one does.
And I feel so ... when I find that you lied.

Yup, thats me, taking a photo in courts.

Today was Chinese Prelims.
Okay la, it was rather easy.
I say I can get a B3.
The only question I don't know how to do is the last one.
CHIMOLOGY. O_O"
On my way to school today, Fengshan and Shenghao smsed me at the same time.
WEIRD.
Fengshan said, good luck, I can see you.
Shenghao said, never say goodmorning to me. -.-
LOL, anyway, I didn't write the usual question 5 for paper 1.
I wrote about an experience of being bullied.
I think I flunked compo.
Hehh.

Anyway, after prelims, took bus home.
Saw disgusting people.
Eew, don't seduce me.
i'm straight and I will never fall for that disgusting FHM pose.
FOR HER MAGAZINE.
YUCK LA.

Okay, after that went home.
OK, I KNOW THIS IS THE WRONG THING TO DO AT THE WRONG TIME.
Then went to watch 钱不够用2, with Houjie, Tianxin, Kelly, Emoguy and Melvin.
I WONT WATCH ANOTHER MOVIE TILL MY BIRTHDAY OR AFTER Os.
Melvin anti social -.-, hes so scared of the rest of us.
I don't know his name so I call him emoguy, ps.
Houjie, no comments.
Kelly, bigbig bully.
Aiya, funny and fun people.
Tianxin was screaming in the arcade, because the monsters were attacking her .__.
Then they were singing out loud.
Houjie went to buy Hot Chocolate and we were throwing the reciepts inside.
He still drank it .____.
ZOMG.

Anyway, movie review.
NOT FUNNY AT ALL.
Okay la, maybe just a little funny.
Only when the mother was irritating the son, it was funny.
And then, it was sad la.
The mother needed a blood transfer because she has internal bleeding.
And then the daughter of the son had an accident.
They had to choose one to save.
But the mother didn't want them to fight over the blood, so she killed herself.
SAD LA.
And then, I wanted to scold vulgarities during the movie.
Because the mother brought them up, sacrificing herself.
In the end, the children make her sleep beside the toilet.
They all didn't want to take care of her.
They even sent her to the old folks home, lying to her that its not.
They even wanted her dead because the hospital bills were expensive and they didn't want to pay.
BAD children.
I will never do that.

Everything that you've done has made me so paranoid now.
I'll NEVER forgive what you've done.
I'll make you regret DEEPLY.
Bastard.
If I ever become mentally unstable one day, its thanks to you.
You give me horrific flashbacks.
JIBEE.

Ok, bai.

CCB.
Who do you think you are?
Am I someone to play with, and when you're done you throw me away?
If it is, go to hell.
I can't be bothered with a loser like you.
Sometimes you should mean what you say.
Stop being so hell fickle minded and contradicting yourself.
Make up your mind.
Stop lying to me, because I'm not a fool and I can tell.

Something tells me I'll be mentally unstable in the future.
.__________.''
Password password.
Sor ta pia. -.-
Everything is troubling me.
And I can do nothing right.
ZZZ.
Pissed off la.
I know I'm hopeless.
It doesn't give you any right to look down on me.
Shitbag.

Tomorrow is Chinese Prelims.
I aim for a B3.
Whatever.
Its just an aim.
I seriously have given up on Chinese.
Flunk that stupid subject la.
English orals on Monday.
I scored 29/40 for my prelim orals.
They said that Ms Hesley is very strict and I'm the top in her group, so I'm rather contented.

Mr Wong should not be hated so much by people.
Because hes very nice.
Hes a nice person to chat with la.
Seriously.
And hes very observant.
He knows when we changed our shoes or shoelace colour, every single one of us.
And I doubt I topped POA.
Hopeless already, he kept talking to Diana today, happily.
I think she topped la.
Argh, 4 people failed.

Sylvia you better not do it.

Ehhh, thank you.
Thank you Jessie for $5.
Thank you dominic for $4.
Thank you darryl for $2, even though you had $3.60 left for this week, you still donated, haha, thanks.
Thank you Chee Keong for $2.
All my primary school friends.
And also, thank you Nadirah, Seng Eng, Jiarong, Benjamin TOH, Jason, Keezi, Nandhini, Shaun, Ken and Zihao for $2 donations.
Lastly, thank you Houjie, Sengeng, Glendon, Nasrullah, Yongsiang, Syafiq, Jeremy, Indran, Shirlmin, Jiawen, Maisurah and 姑姑 for $1!
Heh. Thats all who donated for me.

Walkaton completed.

Went to library with Houjie, NOT MY DATE.
Studied.
A bit.
And slacked all the way.
LOL.

Aiya, I go watch the 9pm show, bai.

Can I at least be thanked in someway or another?

If I die, will every single person that I care for even give a damn?

No.
No matter how much I care, I'm like nothing compared to others.
Whatever.

I'm tired.
I don't want to care anymore.

);

Can someone please tutor me on these subjects?
Chinese, Humanities, A maths, Physics, Chemistry.
I don't want them the rest to get a big fat C5 or F9.
Please?

Quiz by Weihao and Fengshan.
Who should I do it for?
Ee ni my ni me ni mo.
Weihao lo.
It doesn't have question 1, so lets start from 2 .__.
Q1 to Q17 is all about Weihao.

2.My relationship with him/her:
Friend, friend, friend.

3. 5 impressions of him/her:
Smart, clever, bright, genius, act cute. LOL.

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
Make me seem very cute, haha, joking.

5. The most memorable thing he/she said to you:
"Lets act cute."

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
Castrate him, LOL, just joking.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, the thing he/she has to improve on will be:
Told you he wouldn't.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will :
I don't know. .__.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
Fighting for no.1 position of cutest guy.

10. The most desired thing that you want to do for him/her now is:
Rob him. -.-

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
Genius.

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Wait, I thought Q1 to Q17 is all about Weihao? Whats with this?

13. The characters that I love of myself are:
Cute, cute, cool, cute and very cute.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:
Everything else.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
Ho Zheng Hui, the cutest guy on the planet.

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
Thank you.

17. Pass this Quiz to 10 people.

1. Patricia
2. Fizzy
3. Yekai
4. Shenghao
5. Benjamin
6. Aisyah
7. Houjie
8. Meyer PAPA
9. Tiffany
10. Atsuke Animareh Kamaneh, does this sound Japanese?

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
Aisyah, Mr A.?
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
Tiffany, Female.
20. If no.7 and 8 are together, will it be a good thing?
Duh no, Meyer PAPA is not gay, Houjie isn't too, and Meyer PAPA will be faithful to MAMA forever.
22. What is no.2 studying about?
Fizzy, BIO and how cute I am.
23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Yekai, Just yesterday.
24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Meyer PAPA, Porno and Horny music, no, you're not innocent.
25. Does no.1 have any siblings?
Patricia, yar.
26. Will you woo no.3?
Yekai, No, first, not gay and second, he has -coughs- and -erhemm-
27. How about no.7?
Houjie, Not gay, and hes like so tall, damn it.
28. Is no.4 single?
Shenghao, What should I say? He has no. 5.
29. What is the surname of no.5?
Benjamin, SOH, soh what?
30. What's the hobby of no.4?
Shenghao, BHB-ing.
31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
Benjamin and Tiffany. Yar, duh, if you ever read history.
32. Where is no.2 studying at?
Fizzy, Hip hop street map.
33. Talk something casually about no.1:
Patricia. Super horny, undescribable.
34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
Meyer PAPA doesn't want me, she wants mummy.
35. Where does no.9 live at?
Tiffany where you stay?
36. What colour does no.4 like?
Shenghao, RED.
37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Patricia and Benjamin, the only links, white and CPBS.
38. Does no.7 like no.2?
Fizzy and Houjie. Not for now but maybe if they meet, because Fizzy... Haa, nothing.
39. How do you get to know no.2?
Fizzy, SJAB.
40. Does no.1 have any pets?
Patricia, a white dog, named baby.
41. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
Houjie, no hes not, I am.
And Weihao realised, there's nothing about no. 10, so Weihao added one myself.
42. Is no.10 tall?
Atsuke Animareh Kamaneh, I don't even know who the hell is that.

LET ME MAKE THIS CLEAR, I HAVE NO INTENTION OF SHOOTING ANYONE.
My dreams came true.
C5.
BIG FAT DISGUSTING SMELLY C5.

If it means using me, I'll say no.
I'm not your tool.
NOT YOUR TOY.
I know it feels bad.
Feel good at my expense.
You sick sick person.

Damn it.
I've found out I'm the lousiest in this batch in Chinese.
THANKS LOTS.
My class, everyone I asked made it through.
Alex, A2.
Sherman, A2.
Kasheng, A2.
Keezi, B3.
What the fuck.
I know I'm lousy in this bloody subject.
You don't have to give me a bloody C5 to let me know I'm the worst.
Especially when you give others As and Bs.
BULLSHIT.

Looks like I'm going to be sitting alone in that stupid class.
Thanks for making me feel smart, and then stab me in the back, saying I'm stupid.
NABEI.
I've always done better.
I hate losing.

Stop probing.
I know you don't care.
And you won't have to.
I don't care too.

Congratulations on all your As and Bs.
And, Happy birthday Ferris korkor.

Alright, going to school to collect results soon.

WISH ME ALL THE BEST (:

I don't need it anymore.

I had this horrible nightmare last night.
I went to school.
Ms Sim gave out the results for Chinese 'O' levels.
Everyone in class managed to drop chinese, except me.
I got a big fat C5.
Results coming out tomorrow, I hope I don't get that kind of bullshit score.

别装作你知道。
因为你一点都不了解。
为什么我需要那么白费力气？
我不会再相信这些废话了。
什么什么为我好。
什么什么你理解。
一大堆谎言。
Forget it, I can't express myself in Chinese.
I'm just trying to act cool.

After today, I've realised that we can't clique.
Argh, whatever.

Ps, didn't update yesterday.
Went to vivo to buy school shoes.
The new shoes are cool.
I hope it can last me a long long time.
Anyway, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE. (;

There was this meeting with the cast of 12 Lotus.
I want to watch 12 Lotus, coming out on 14th August.
Its also about getai like 881, and I liked 881, so I should watch this.
And I took some snaps with my lousy camera la.


Thats QiYuWu and Small Papaya.



Two random people.

Also not popular one, don't know who.

There she comes.

Ok, obviously this isn't my camera.
The quality is way better than mine.
Anyway, when this photo was taken, someone shouted "PUI EH!", for her to turn to their direction.
I was like, what the hell.
Go and fuck your mum la, you don't need to critisize someones' size in the public man.
What more an old uncle, no maturity at all.
If I was her, I would already have went over and gave him a tight slap.
GO AND DIE la, stupid Ahpek.

Took photo in MRT, with Houjie, he wasn't supposed to be part of this.
Ok, bai.

How nice.

Urgh.
The gastric pain is killing me -.-

Anyway, happy olympic day.
08.08.08. O_O.

I shall begin with a rant.
I know its bad to start with a rant.
Too bad, I find this matter very ... .____.

If you can't do better at stuff, you shouldn't complain so much.
You think you do very well?
Let me tell you this, your standard is BULLSHIT.
You try being the parade commander or the emcee?
I BET you'll be the laughing stock.
Shut YOUR crap and get over it.
Don't get too arrogant and cocky.
You'll find out you're the most insignificant asshole on this planet.
You don't like to be here?
Then why are you still here?
GET LOST.
Stop being so contradicting and a bloody hypocrite and acting as though you're really important here.
Because you're not.
You're the most undeserving of your self given INSTRUCTOR.
Mind my language, thank you.
P.S. I'm not revolver-ing anyone in SJAB, if you think you're in the CCA.

Lets get over it.
Today's parade, bravobravo.
The concert was great too.
Especially with crazy people singing around you.

There was supposed to be a primary school gathering.
I wanted to ask Weihao and Yekai along.
But then, Yekai didn't want.
Then the details were not confirmed.
So, I guess its cancelled?
Aiya, next time, I'll organise a Secondary school gathering.

Bai.

We'll watch this together.

Erh.
School ended pretty fast today.
1 hour paper and its, bye school.
Amazing.
The physics was stupidly easy.
There were questions like, if a car travels at 50km/h, how much has it covered in 45minutes.
Even a Secondary 1 could answer that .___.

The 'O' level release of results is next tuesday.
Damn.
The grades are going to be posted outside Mr Raja's office.
Then the whole world would see them.
ZZZ, the worst thing that could happen is that I get a F9, and then whoever knows me is going to talk about it.
It will be the hot topic for around 1 month or so?
Pray pray pray I get a B3.
After I read the above sentence, I think I'm crazy.
B3, sounds like virtual reality to me -.-

Tomorrow National Day celebrations.
Good luck.

Crazy crazy.

CONGRATULATIONS TO MAMA!
She got a promotion + a salary rise.
Hoho.
However, my dad + my mum's salary combined cannot be compared to Patricia's dad's salary ALONE.
40k .___.

No school today.
But I woke up at 0600 .__.
Thanks to my dear sister, who had such a loud alarm.
She left her phone in my room -.-
WALAO, my sleep.
After that, sianed till 1.
At 1, went to buy lunch.
Then, came back, to find out that the lunch sucked.
After that, mopped the floor, bathed and slept.
When I woke up, my cousin came over, so we played.
Blah blah, and we ordered Pizza just 2 hours before dinner. .____.
Just came back from dinner, I'm going to go kaboom.
BURP -.-
Actually, I can't burp, I don't know how to, I can only hiccup.
LOL, I seriously have ADD.

I want to stay with you forever and EVER.
I love you. (;

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Ah yes, took this survey just now.

Aww, shit.
If Fizzy sees this, he'll scold me.
Emotional, 71%. WTH.
Yup, I'm concerned about myself, but I care about others too, this is so not true.
Wth, I'm not impetous.
I'm neat and tidy okay. -.-
ZZZ, this survey is so not true.
Ah, see, I'm only 38% sexual.
And people call me sex icon. WTH. ._______.
Pessimistic, yup.
Humble 10%?!
So so so so not true.
They should give me a 100% humble D;

A maths and Chemistry.
I don't wish to mention much about academics now.
A maths, FLUNKED!
I calculated my marks, the most I can get is a D7. .___.
D7 + B3 for paper 1, C5?
Paper 2 was a killer, but Mr Tan Ye Kai says that he can do every question -.-
Smart people.
Chemistry, do-able.
But, still, FLUNKED!

At least I don't have to go to school tomorrow.
Heres the thing.
6 - no school.
7 - end at 9.15
8 - half day, don't know till what time.
9 - no school.
10 - no school.
11 - no school.
12 - no school.
13- no school.
WOW, don't be jealous.

Gossiped LOTS today.
Like crazy.
I'm in GOSSIPERS ma. (:

And I found out that Wanyu didn't top for Common Test POA.
It was HangWee.
I hope the results of CT1 wouldn't be included in the total.
If not, I think I won't get top.
I didn't score full marks because I forgot my dates and forgot matching concept.
Therefore a 38/40.
Now I'm scared of HangWee, whatever -.-
I WANT TOP!

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Picture time.




Crazy Cam-whores.
LOL.
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卧癌腻.

I feel weak.
I am weak.
Get over it.

POA.
The paper was damn easy.
I think I can get full marks.
But, when I think about it, full marks for POA paper 2?
No one has done it before, what makes me so special?
I don't feel happy at all after the paper.
Even though many people in my class say they can't balance, I seriously don't feel happy at all.
So what if I do well?
No matter how hard I try, I know I won't get top.
I'm satisfied enough if I get 90+.
I don't want to top anymore.
People say I'm just giving myself false hope, want to top, wait long long.
Forget top, I can never make it.
Haiz. );
I feel so pessimistic now.
Seriously, if you think you're cool spoiling my mood, you're not.
If you think thats the way to start a conversation, sorry, I'm not that type of person.

Tomorrow's A maths and Chemistry.
I've given up.
I never passed chemistry before.
A maths, just do my best lo.

OKAY, STOP THE CRAP.
I should get over it.
Ohya, I'm going to sleep till 3pm on wednesday.
LOL, don't be jealous.

3rd post.
Okay, I shall stay calm and plan what to study, and not memorise the whole textbook.
Okay, perhaps I've already memorised all the 'required' stated by the TYS.
I think its useless.

There should be 4 compulsory questions tomorrow, and 2 questions where you'll have to choose 1.
The topics that may be coming out for the 4 compulsory are...
Amalgamation.
Partnership. (If theres partnership, there wouldn't be Amalgamation)
Sole trader. (TYS says that there'll confirmed be a question of this in 'O' level, but I don't know about prelims.)
Incomplete records.
PERHAPS Accruals and Prepayments.
WALAO, all the long long ones.
I'm afraid I can't finish in time.

The 2 chooseable questions should test on stuff like...
Depreciation.
Provision for doubtful debts/bad debts/doubtful debts.
Interpretation and Analysis.

I think there would be a question asking the difference between a control A/c and a ledger.
Because I ask Mr wong whether they would ask such a question, and he didn't reply.
I hope there wouldn't be stupid things like goods destroyed in fire and claim insurance and blah.
CONFIRM there'll be a question on concepts, must memorise.
Possible concepts...
Accural.
Matching.
Prudence.
Monetary.
Accounting Entity.
Going concern.
Accounting period.
The rest aren't as important.

Actually, I see no purpose of writing this.
LOL!
What more it being my 3rd post for the day.
I feel like staying till like 3am today to mug till I'm a walking POA textbook.

I'm studying so hard now.
But what if I didn't top?
What if I won Wanyu but lost to Yuming.
I don't know how strong he is.
What if I blank out tomorrow?
I can't absorb much now.
I'm aiming for full marks again.
But what if I can't?
If I don't top, I can imagine how saddddd I'll get D;.
ROAR.

PARANOIA KILLS.

I'm going to top POA tomorrow and no one is going to stop me.
Okay, I know I've never been the top before.
But hey, I've always been top few in class.
I wonder how I would feel after I found out that I've topped.
Actually, I don't really have confidence.
Haiz.

If you don't study POA, don't bother reading the rest of the paragraph, because you most probably won't understand.
I just did the last year 'O' level POA paper 2.
It was quite okay la.
The 1st question was trial balance.
I balanced, but I had the error of original entry, which wouldn't be revealed by the trial balance.
Pissed, it was this stupid calculation error.
SO CARELESS, ZZZ.
And the accounting concept associated with the trial balance is the accounting period concept.
2nd question, all correct.
3rd one as well.
4th one, the hardest one, final accounts.
There was this additional information, which writes, goods lost in fire, insurance company agreed to pay, but not yet paid. This amount had not been calculated in the closing stock.
I was like zzz, how to do?
I did deducted it from the trading account, to find COGS.
Okay, that was what I did correctly.
The rest, ALL WRONG.
In the profit and loss A/c, I wrote loss of goods in fire, which I wasn't supposed to.
And I thought that was supposed to be included in debtors, because they owe you money?
But it was wrong, its accrued income.
So, my provision for doubtful debts became, debtors - insurance x 4%.
WRONG WRONG.
My net profit wrong already.
Then my debtors amount still remained the same, inclusive of insurance.
My net profit was $5411.80.
Its usually in whole numbers, now I got cents .______.
However, I still balanced o___o"
Last question, Interpretation and Analysis.
All went well till the theory part, my theory is weak.
What caused the decrease in rate of stockturn?
I wrote, lazy to buy goods, buy too much at 1 time.
Read it, you know its already wrong. LAZY?!
The correct answer is. COGS decreased, Average stock increased.
I didn't expect it to be so straight forward .____.
What are the things to consider when determining goodwill?
I thought it was something hard again.
Didn't know the answer could be found on the 1st page of Goodwill.
Special branding of products/services, Excellent management, Good customer relations, Talent and morale of employees, High quality products and services, Favourable location and Excellent networking with suppliers.
Okay, I know this is boring, lets stop.
Till here.

Why do I want to top POA?
Because I want to come back next year.
Because I want to prove to the people who think I'm useless, that I can do something right.
Because I love this subject.
Aiya, whatever, who cares anyway?

Back to mugging POA.

I have time now, so I shall blog earlier.

I think I'm really lousy at doing anything.
Don't wish to mention much.

Today went to RP to study.
Studied for 1 hour and burnt out.
Because I couldn't balance that stupid easy balance sheet.
It was like, 1 of the easiest questions in the book.
And I couldn't do it.
How am I going to do well for paper 2?
I feel so demoralised.
What more ...

I feel less and less motivated to study for the subjects I suck at.
Chinese, Humanities and Science.
Haiz...
Whatever.

I feel that I have ADD.
I seem to get off topic easily.
I have backspace-ed more than 10 times in this post.
And I don't mean because of typos.

Ok, bye.

I see why people make private blogs already.
A real purpose of a blog is to express your feelings to a "something".
Its not to let others understand you better.
And whatever is blogged out may not be 100% true.
I feel like deleting this blog.
So few people are tagging.
So few people are reading.
So why am I putting on the position of a Fascism emperor?
Its stupid.

E maths and POA today.
E maths was okay la, I didn't know how to prove question 3.
It was hard.
But anyway, the rest of the questions were fairly easy.
Then, during E maths, I was seriously distracted.
I kept thinkin, whats coming out for POA?
I was so scared, I was afraid that some weird topic would come out.
In the end, everything turned out fine (;
I was able to do all the questions properly and I double-checked, no errors.
I think I can get full marks.
I just hope I don't make any stupid blunders, like forgetting to fill up the date.
The least marks I expect is a 38/40, I can do this.
Paper 2 is going to be long, I hope it doesn't kill.

After school, went to Woodlands Centre to alter Fizzy's pants.
Saw many cool stripped tees.
I want to buy, but the stuff there is of low quality.
Argh, forget it.

And, I found it (;

Why must you be so self centered?
Does it kill to care about others before you care about yourself?
I know I'm not important.
I understand, I just want you to change -.-