Life seems very hard dese days..
Exams r cmin..
i dun hav a dream..
i dun hav a goal..
wat m i gona do?
I somehw hate myself..
Ain't able to do de things i wana do..
I jz dun hav de guts..
Goin 2 sch dese few days r nt as happy as usual..
i dun lik 2 c de ppl i hate..
I feel very lonely in class.
cos i'm always left out..
ppl hav deir own grps of frenz..
Y bother bout me rite?
Chinese class i sat alone..
nobody wanted 2 join me..
I feel so xtra..
It feels great 2 escape aft class..
so i cn c my real frenz..
At least dey make me happy n smile..
den at least it gets rid of some agony in my heart..

I hate ppl who show off 2 mch..
dey jz suck man..
Too mch ego le..
jz get off man..
2dae eng oral..
the pic very hard..
Got 1 guy kissing a lady n another woman oso kissin same lady..
Weird ._.
Aiya.. den dam la..
I din sae tt her bdae may b same as nat day..
WAAAA..
Hope she doesn't fail me..
Anw.. fell tt i gettin fatter n fatter le..
dese few days keep eatin..
den nv reli exercise.. jz walk hme oni ._.
Holiday wan go out exercise.. wheee =x
1. Jog/Run
2. i duno wat le -.-
anw.. dese few days been tinkin a lot le..
N i feel a bit uncomfy dese few days..
i duno y..
Aiya.. EOY cmin le..
gd luk 2 evry1.. = ="

Woo..
I mus b brave..
cannot cry anymre..
Small little things you do can make me happy..
but wats my service upon you? o.o
I'm a bit upset wif myself recently..
Cos i jz cnt do de rite thing
exam cme le i stil cn doze off in class..
I cant think properly
I'm jz disappointed in myself..
I mus tink! Tink b4 i do smth..
I hope tt gets in my brain by de end of 2dae..
Exams cmin le..
A bit stressed..
Cos i dun understand A math and Chem at al..
haiz..
Idiots has always tasted extra ugly.. =P
ok.. gtg le..
i mus think..
tink.. tink.. tink..
tink.. tink.. tink..

aww.. shucks..
y did it rain jz nw?
haiz..
Actually a little disappointed.. ><
cos reli reli gt nthin 2 do at hme..
I dun watch tv..
My new phone oni has 6.2 megabytes ._.
wat cn i do wif it..
Hope cn go somewhre far away b4 de exams..
Ltr cal jeff ply game..
Nw a bit tired..
I shal go rest 1st ba..

pray tt tmr weather turns out fine..
reli wana go out..
hse always so borin..
hmm..
god pls dun rain
pls dun shine so hard..
Thank You ^^

ltr goin out..
Hope gona hav fun..
Gt 100 2 spend..
But i pity my mum..
hav such a son who wastes money..
I broke her stuff ytd summore..
rather sian nw..
bleahs =x
tmr oso goin out..
tink tmr gona b so dam fun =D
look forward 2 tmr..
Anw.. My common test compo topic is..
"work experience should be made compulsory for secodary school students"
I wrote it as work..
So dead..
AHHHHHH~ =x
My points were.. Gain moral values.. Mre disciplined.. Poly admission..
But aft tt tot de poly 1 was crap..
so din write le..
taaaa.. i go le ^^

Help

Today jeffrey ask me help me wif his blog..
den i help him chng de template..
But nw its a wreck..
Feel so guilty..
Go his blog c..
cn any1 pls help me fix tt prob?
Tmr goin out..
Today gt eng exam..
Wrote an argumentative..
Dam.. bad choice..
Been tinkin..
wuld de frenz we hav nw abandon us in de future?
wat truly are frenz..
If u abandon some1..
URE NT A TRUE FREN.
It actually sucks man..
Haiz..
Hope tt we wil get over the broken survivor soon..
APA alredy has been broken..
nw dis..

Hmm..
Tmr is my bdae..
Hope it'll b a gd 1..
Hope everyone smiles to me tmr..
xD
Cya ppl tmr =P

Today took the koto..
Jeff gav me a surprise..
I tot he nt goin dn i saw him at MRT station..
o.o.. shocked..
He sae he took over pat who was sick..
He so concerned bout pat..
Pat sick la.. den yep.. pat.. take care wor..
Get wel soon ^^
Den we went HQ..
Koto wan rather easy..
Happy =D
A lot ppl sae its hard.. a bit worried thou..
Dun worry la ppl.. U wil pass ^^
Den aft Koto..
Me, Jeff, Cendawan, Kachang and Kentang went to library to do hmwk..
Den kentang half way sae mus go hme le..
LOL.. so de rest go folo cendawan go buy chicken..
Buy finish chicken den dey went hme..
Btw.. Cendawan = Shahidah, Kachang = Sarina.. and Kentang.. U shld noe.. Aisyah..
left me n jeff.. we walk walk..
HAHA..
din expect tt de pasar malam sel monopoly $10 and metro sel for $72
Its exactly de same..
Jz nw metro buy de wil feel colder ._.
Jeff sae metro cheat $..
haha..
Den Aft tt jeff v sian lik tt..
tink hes tired ba.. so he went hme le..
Jeffrey ah.. Smile wor =)

haiz.. it hurts man

nw mus study for KOTO tmr..
I noe i gona fail..
rather pointles 2 study..
I nvr pass sjab tests de..
No confidence..
tmr goin 2 help jeff wif maths..
anw.. gt 1 qn..
When 2 ppl are very close..
shld i interrupt dem ask for them to be closer 2 me?
I mus tink..
N de obvious answer is no.
Duno y nwadays i jz feel very emo..
Maybe its cos EOY cmin ba..
very stressed..
Mus jian qiang..
JIAYOU! ><
Cadet Code Of Chivalry
1. To serve God
2. To be loyal to the Queen and my Officers.
3. To observe to mottoes of the Order which are:
4. `Pro Fide' - For the Faith;
5. `Pro Utilitate Hominum' - for the Service of Mankind
6. To be thorough in work and play
7. To be truthful and just in all things
8. To be cheerful and prompt in all I do
9. To help the suffering and needy
10. To be kind to all animals

4 years..
History gona repeat itself man..
AGAIN..
ytd gt earthquake..
Hope evry1 is ok..
Take care ppl..

Haiz.. 2dae tio buly by joel agn..
Glendon go take my table..
Den i sae is my table..
Den Joel sae no leh.. den i bu shuang ma..
Den i jz shout at him..
Den he go slam de table den push me..
Walao..
Aiya.. 2dae jeff n pat made my dae happier..
De karaoke..
Dey gao xiao la..
Den Shahidah and aisyah oso la..
Aiya.. we cal shahidah mushroom head in malay..
HAHA..
Lame la..
Den 2dae slept durin english/math class..
Den my eyes got sucked in.. den i was blind for a moment..
hey.. I was REALLY BLIND OK!
no joke..
haha.. den 2dae i got 1 new xiao di leh!
Den i alrdy gt 1 brudder..
Brudder Jeff and Brudder pat..
HAHA.. we lame la..
anw.. pat wish me happy b'dae le ._.

dyin..

All of a sudden i feel very weak..
I jz dun feel lik movin around anywhre..
Ltr stil gt st john..
haiz..
Mum jz called..
den i tok 2 her..
Mum : y u sound so sian?
Me : duno..
Mum : drink more water k? Dun fall sick.. Ltr go sch bring some water..
Me : Orh..
Mum : Cooked some green bean soup.. Drink it hor..
Me : Orh..
My mum showed concern 4 me..
She rawkz..
lol.. I reli duno tt i sounded sian..
Hope ltr i feel better..
Haha.. my frenz~ take care of me ><
Ltr mus do public duty for SHORT and PLUMP ppl?
mus carry stretcher.. 2 man lift..
Sian.. I hope i dun collapse..
Reli dun hav de strength nw..
Jeffrey~ All is up 2 u le.. =P
OK.. dun blog le..
Go prepare my stuff le..
haiz.. bubbye =/

Ahhh.. So sian nw at hme..
Alone..
Listenin 2 music..
Holidays feel lik goin out..
Findin ppl 2 go out wif..
I feel lik goin PC bunk.. but no $..
Oso feel lik goin watch movies..
Feel lik watchin horror or ratatoolee?
Anw.. jz nw do chi practice..
Saw this phrase..
Wat meanin ah?
Pls help me out..
百年树人..
I'm guessin aft 100 yrs.. Human wil turn into trees =="
I'm lame..
HAHA.. bleahs..
EOY cmin soon.. I hope i dun do badly..
Haiz..
Stress is causin pimples =="
I'm so dead.. So ugly le..
bleahs..
I was alredy ugly in de 1st place..
Jus nw do POA..
Den realise no book keepin paper..
Ahhh.. who gt boro me 1 or 2 cn? =x
Ahhh... i go le.. bathe..
hehe.. buaix =P

erm

Today is the AGI..
At 1st we went 2 pat hse 2 ply audi..
Den i ply until very mad..
den gt slight headache..
Soon.. we gt chnged n went 2 sch le..

Sat wif jeff on de bus..
Den headache gt worse..
Reli felt lik pukin..
At the stadium, headache gt better.. PHEW!
Den waited for AGI 2 start..
Waa.. I was so touched lo..
I was sick den so many ppl concerned bout me.. =x
esp jeff n pat.. who sat beside me.. bleahs..

Durin de parade..
Almos fainted..
Closed my eyes for awile n almost fel bac..
Who body ache lik mad..
Durin de march pass, We march pass sum big pool of mud..
SO DAM EWWWW!!
My whole boots is mud le..
Wa.. nxt tim sure polish lik mad de..
So many ppl kena..
Bleahs..

Den durin dinner tim..
Ate Sambal chicken rice..
De chix is chix wing..
Den i din reli enjoy it..
But.. It was nice la..
And reli spicy =P

Then went 2 arcade..
Den went buy bubble t wif jeff den go hme le =D

This brings bac sweet memories =D