Oh my god!
I'm so pissed off with what happened just now!
I know i shouldn't be playing Audition, but i did.
I tried my license just now.
Level 18 license : 16 perfects, 380000 score.
I always failed by the perfects.
I was so damn irritated.
I really felt like asking people to help me with the license.
However, I've finally passed, after 9 tough times of accepting failure.
I sure am lousy at it, ain't I?
I'm trying to get over that trauma, which reminds me!
I have loads of homework to do!
Mr. Radha gave 9 Additional Maths worksheets.
Everyone went crazy, haha!
He told us that 4/4 had already done them all.
4/4 must be some genius class.
Oh right, they are a genius class. ._.

I've updated my friendster.
So go add me at materny92@hotmail.com!

Tommorow is Thursday.
One of the most boring days in school.
I used to love Physics, but I don't anymore.
It's getting more boring by the minute!
The teacher goes zoom and I can't catch a word.
I really thought that she was good.
Now, I don't have confidence that I'll pass the 'O' levels, not even the common test!
Alright, its getting late.
I have to complete those math worksheets!
I shall stop here, bye!

Alright, heres a post about QiuLe, demanded by QiuLe.
My life is on the line here.
Alright, QiuLe is a girl who loves to smack people.
She pulls my hair all the time.
Although she tries to torture me all of the time, she is still cute at times.
Perhaps her hobby is torturing her sister-in-law?
Okay, she has her good points too.
She's small, small, small, and small.
Oh, what else can I think of?
She's a very mysterious person who can hardly be understood.
I don't really understand her too.
When I say mysterious, I mean it in a positive way.
The next thing I know would be her running after me in school with a dagger.
"ZHHHHHHHHHHHH!"
Oh my god, imagine it dudes.

I don't really have much to blog about today.
Anyway, I haven't updated my picture section for a long time.
So, I'll be taking snap shots these few days to add it in my blog and friendster.
So, stay clear! Inform the traffic police! Bridezilla is going to stomp the streets!
Haha, i quoted that from 27 dresses.
That was so funny! x.x

I've been really irritated by something recently.
I don't know why it didn't bother me in the past, but here goes.
Today I went to the canteen after PE to book a table.
Then, I went to buy food.
When I came back, I saw 3 people sitting at my table.
You should know who the hell you are.
I mean, this is how I feel about it.
What the heck!
I booked the table and you just sit down without even asking me.
Hello, my friends sit there too you know.
So you want me to sit with some freaking stranger whom I don't even know at all.
You sit there doing your homework.
So where do my friends sit to eat, on the floor?
Seriously, if you're not eating, fuck off the table.
The worst part is, when i sat down and began eating, the bloody bitch beside me showed me that bloody face which I really felt like smacking much.

Okay, so here's whats happening recently.
Meyer and Sebastian are getting married.
Congratulations to that lovely couple.
I really hope you would invite me to that lovely wedding of yours. X-X
Here's a brief introduction.
Meyer : Funny, gets angry when people don't get her fries less than a minute. Likes to disturb others. Obeys what everyone tells her to do.
Sebastian : I have no idea why, but i find him cute. Hes cute, blur, innocent looking and "emo". I know those words don't go together, but, hes that.
I'll put up their pictures on my blog soon.
You shall know how they look like.
All the best in your wedding license!

Next, congatulations to Jeffrey and -censored- for getting married too.
I don't know her name so i said "censored"
I don't think you need a brief introduction about them.
You know him too well. =.=

Oh my god!
Chinese new year is approaching!
But yet, I'm losing money.
I must buy all sorts of Ten Year Series!
There is English, Principles Of accounts, Socail Studies, History.
Oh gosh, I'm going to turn bankkrupt soon.
I'm trying desperately to save up.
But, I couldn't resist the aroma of the food. =.="
So, I went to buy.
Since I've decided to type appropriate and proper english in my blog, I'm beginning to find it weird.
But, who cares!

Anyway, I have good news to share!
My daughter, is officially married!
Okay, shes a cactus and I still don't know her name.
Gosh, Jean is going to slaughter me.
Dorothy, QiuJu, QiuLe, remember to get your brother-in-law a boquet of flowers.
"LG! You can't even remember your own daughter's name!"
Can you imagine? Scary huh? =x

Anyway, two more news.
Haiza's birthday is in 4 days.
I seriously don't know what to get her.
Anyone has any suggestions?
Last of all, to my LP, Jean.
I decided to buy the spiky ponytail not because Jace told me to do so.
Its because I didn't want you to marry Juubei or worse of all, CHANG HONG.
No offence to Chang Hong.
I will train my character up till he becomes a back up, and maybe even a Pro!
Trust me, i would.
Okay, i would get going. See you!

Everything seemed so fake.
Looks like its all over.
I'll never believe a word you say anymore.
All those you said to me were just lies.
You told me to do this, do that.
But did you?
Ask yourself before you come complaining to me.
I'm always in the wrong.
I don't want to care about this anymore, it really tires me out.
Treat people how you want to be treated.
You treat me that way, I'll smack it back into your face.
You never took my words seriously, and why should I?
I have no reason to do so.
You always think for yourself.
You never thought how others felt, or in particular, me.
Its all about you.
You don't want to get hurt by me.
You want me to do buy food up your house.
You want me to print stuff for you.
I hardly ask you for anything, not food, nothing!
And I don't say such things like :"I don't want you to hurt me anymore"
Who do you think you are, saying words like this.
Do you think you're boss?
The answer is no, you're not.
Stop thinking to highly of yourself.
I really see nothing in you now.
I don't ever want to speak to you again.
Maybe I'm just plain evil, trying to seek the revenge that i had no courage of completing.
I did not want to hurt you, but since you have already done so to me, why can't I?
If you know I'm speaking of you, then good for you.
I'm a person of nothing but revenge.
Haha, you better not offend me.

Today, I went for the Nanyang Polytechnic open house.
It was so damn tiring.
But the school was interesting, really interesting.
I think I'm starting to have that feeling that I have for you in the past.
Note : The above you and the above above you are different. -.-"

I'm feeling so complicated now.
I'm so confused.
I feel so sick and tired.
I'll just go to sleep and everything would be alright tommorow, I hope.
How naive of me to think that way.
I so have no right to say those three words.
I have no right, no right at all.
Maybe I'll just leave everything as it is.
Things always change.
Nothing stays the same always.
Its almost impossible for some things to stay the same forever.
I just can't do it.
Its too cruel.
I really cant do it.
Doing that is no different from murder.
I don't like hurting others and "killing" others.
Its just not me.
I'm not myself. ><