Hey people, I'm back after one long week.
It has been a boring week.
I have recieved back all my common test results.
Here goes.
English Summary : 17/25
Grammar Test : 18/20
English total : 74
E. Math total : 100
A. Math total : 76
Social Studies : 12/25
History : 14/25
Humans total : 52
POA total : 95
Physics : 17/40
Chemistry : 23/40
Science total : 50
Chinese total : 41.9
I'm really not pround of my chinese results.
But, its my first A for english in secondary school, so, cheers!
What Gavin said was true!
Alright, those numbers may have made you doze off, but read on!

I still have a lot of homework to do.
I have the Chemistry TYS, Chemistry Workbook, Physics TYS, 6 A.Math worksheets, 3 E.Math worksheets, POA file and Physics file.
Come on, sympathise me.

I still remember the past when my whole batch had the same rank.
Everything was distrubuted fairly, the jobs, the duties, everything!
We were best of friends.
We thought we had the closest bonds among all the batches.
But now, I doubt so.
We have a huge range of ranks.
From Coporal all the way to Cadet Leader.
I don't mean anything from this part of this post.
If its any offence to you, take it that I'm saying it in your face, not backstabbing.
Because, I hate people who backstab.
And, i'm sorry if I offend you.
Now, we often quarrel over how significant we are in St.John.
Sometimes, we will find that things are not fair.
Its not fair for me too.
I was deprived and still is deprived of many things in St.John.
Hey people, let me just request this.
Again I say, I'm not shooting anyone.
Stop using ours ranks to demand anything from each other.
We are after all, ONE BATCH.
I know, no matter how much I say this, there would of course be some of these happening.
After all, there are power hungry people in this world.

I don't get what are friends for.
Everytime I talk to them, I'll just get ignored.
Urgh, whatever.

Anyway, for the competition teams.
Good luck for your competiton!
You can succeed!
And, for NC, please try your very hardest.
I'm going to start helping Patricia in the trainings.
I WANT TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE.
So, I'm just hoping you will cooperate.
It's after all, for you own good.
Cooperate and I can confirm you will bring a throphy home.

I have to Audition with Jeanette, bye!

This shall be my last post till Friday.
A very high chance that I won't be posting till then, 90% I'd say.

I haven't marched for a long time.
And, suddenly I have an urge to march.
Can someone accompany me march someday?
I really miss marching A LOT.
I sort of regret not joining competition.
Well, at least they have reached an amazing standard that I can never go, WELL DONE!
Yea, so please march with me.
You shout command, I'll do the timing. =D

Last of all, I'll be going to Yunnan on 13th March.
Thats exactly 18 days later.
I'll be there for NINE days, which makes SEVEN days "un-bathe-able".
Thinking of departing makes me miss everyone, seriously.
Its nine days ok, its not a short period of time.
Haha, I hope I don't cry, which I haven't for 3 months!
Congratulate me people!
And, those who want me to buy souvenirs there, leave a tag on my tagboard.
Just like that :"I want souvenir!"
And, I'll take your name down for souvenir hunting there.

I'm going to fix my boots tommorow.
I hope someone accompanies me there.

I just completed my POA revision.
Well, I found it rather easy.
I hope I can get full marks tommorow! =D

I wanted to change my blogskin.
But I can't find anything that suits me.
Its all feminine.
Its all too ugly.
Haha, I just expect too much out of a blogskin.
I'll just stick to my current one!
Haha, sometimes I think I'm typing crap in my posts.
But, as long as my readers and I are satisfied, then its enough for me.
So, thank you for the continuous support of this blog!
I sound like some person running for the elections. -.-"
LAME!

I don't know why but everyone seems so sad now.
Yea, problems and more problems?
Well, they are just minor obstacles in life.
Just take it as a barrier and jump over it!
Ya, you can still succeed even though you can't make it across.
Yes, that's not a typo, you CAN.
People, believe.
If you hate someone for something, think of the person as shit, and imagine yourself laughing at that pile of shit.
Ah, then you will feel much better.
Well, thats crap too. .___________.
But, hope it works! =X

I feel so stressed.
I have to complete 9 A.math worksheets by tuesday, and also the file.
Someone please tell me how.
I'll go start.
Take care and bye!

Good news, Fizzy has finally updated his blog, after a century. ._.
So you guys can go look at his blog!

Hey, excuse me.
Don't treat someone like that.
Because you are hurting that person.
Don't be such a cold blooded animal.
It makes you just hate you even more.

For those who could not fufill their dreams.
Well, don't give up so soon.
You have other chances.
There are always many chances in life.
Specifically speaking, I'm talking about Tiffany, Sheng Hao, Feng Shan and Cui Ping.
Yes, and many many more!
I know it really doesn't feel good to be inferior.
In fact, it feels very bad.
But, bear with it.
You'll gain your chance or your dream will be fufilled eventually! =D

I went down for competiton training today.
Everyone looked so gloomy!
And yea, we had to cheer them up.
So, we did an indian lady case.
Well, I was the indian lady, with a caucasion husband, Fizzy.
Yes, you can imagine, it was pretty funny.
I was a lady with child birth.
I gave birth to a baby girl called Lam Yee Xuan. [Thahira]
Though I was a lady, my name is Wong Sheng Hao.
And, my husband's name is Benjamin Soh.
Ah yes, the chef of the restaurant is Mrs. Lim Wei Hao [Cui Ping]
Ahha, it was really funny.
And, it sure cheers AA up. =D
Haha.
And for the last of this paragraph, Benjamin Soh is a pervert!
BEWARE.
He saw something that he was not supposed to see and he kept commenting on it.
Such a pervert.

Alright, I have to go.
Byebye.

Please note that different paragraphs are totally different things.

Alright, Fizzy shall come first before I complain about life once again.
As requested by Fizzy, I shall blog about him.
Fizzy is a nice guy.
Everyone is his best friend and he doesn't two time! [personal joke]
Am I right Fizzy?
Haha.
Fizzy never fails to cheer someone up.
He's the funniest and the cutest one I've ever seen.
I remeber the home nursing case, where he was the HIV patient.
He was also a pervert.
Yes, you can now imagine how the case was like.
It was so damn funny.
Yea, and last but not the least, Fizzy is LOVED. =D

Stop being so childish.
If you don't want something anymore, throw if alway!
STOP BEING A CHILDISH AND IMMATURE BASTARD GIVING PEOPLE YOUR WASTE.
WHAT IS YOU PROBLEM?!
SERIOUSLY, YOU DON'T WANT SOMETHING, THROW IT AWAY, DON'T DUMP IT TO ME BECAUSE I'M NOT YOUR WASTE PAPER BASKET!
AND YES, you know I'm talking about you.
I really find you a nuisance.
And, I don't give a damn whether it hurts or not.
You disgust me.

It really really really really hurts, inside there.
It really feels bad, I don't like this feeling, not at all.
I can't forgot anything.
The more I force myself, I would think of it more.
I hate this, really! T_T

There was welcome party today.
I felt so extra, somehow.
Argh. nevermind, not many would understand how I feel.
Many people just think for themselves.
You can say that you would help me no matter what.
But, in the end, you would still do things that would betray me.
You would still do things that would benefit yourself.
You would not think about me anymore.
Only one in a million would.
What a selfish world.

As I wanted. I got full marks for maths, yay.
I don't feel as happy as i expected.
I got higher than Diana and i don't feel good about it.
She looked so sad the whole day
I feel so guilty.
Anyway tommorow is A.maths.
I'm going to screw up.
Tommorow is also welcome party.
I hope I would still have the mood to "high".
I must make sure no one quits this year.

Stupid Eye Polluter.
Eye Polluter is a code I came up with Fizzy, Patricia and Ye Kai.
Only they know what does Eye Polluter stand for.
I hate Eye Polluter.
I really hate you, brain washer
You pollute my eyes.
You give my eyes sores.
I don't want to see you..

And, I won't blame you.
Its not your fault after all.
I'm sure you don't even know what's happening.
And, I hate wave length.
I really hate you..

I have to go read up on A. maths.

I know you guys hate me, damn it.
Just because of that brainwasher.
What do you want me to do?!
WHAT THE....
KNNBCCB.

Oh gosh, I have hope of getting full marks for my E.Math again!
The question that I got "wrong" is actually an error!
Well, its not that i got it wrong, it was the teacher who got it wrong! =X
I look forward to getting my E.Maths paper soon.
Yea, I know many of you will hate me for this.

Tommorow's chemistry. wish me all de best!
A still have a question in doubt.
Please come assist me, whoever can do so.
Which of the following does not react with dilute sulphuric acid?
a) Magnesium Hydroxide
b) Magnesium metal
c) Magnesium Nitrate
d) Magnesium oxide
The answer is c, but why?
I found this question in the Ten Year Series, I'm not sure its even still in our syllabus or not. -.-"

Anyway, Sheng Hao says that he is old.
Then what am I?
You still young, don't worry.
By the way, I screwed up Physics today.
HAHAHAHAHA.
All the best to me tommorow.
All the best to the readers of my blog too!
May your subjects all be A1s!

I agreed with Feng Shan to post about how poor thing fizzy is.
Unfortunately, he has this aura which attracts men.
Men like Yee Xuan, Sheng Hao and Benjamin.
Yes, I feel sad for him.
Those guys come hugging him all the time.
Fizzy, I love you.
Fizzy, FAMILY! (Fizzy All Mighty, I Love You)
Fizzy, you waiting me? How romantic.
The only one I love is Fizzy.
Haha.
I feel sympathetic for him, yea.
Well, at least he is being loved.
Haha.

I'm such a coward.

Argh, I can no longer get full marks for E.Maths.
Damn it!
I think the most I can get is 21/25. T_T
I made stupid careless mistakes!
Argh, so unhappy.

Is this what friends are all about?
You treat me like an invisible object.
What am I, a piece of glass?
I feel so unwanted.
I talk you don't listen, nevermind.
I say byebye you don't even give me a damn, WTF.
You try being treated like that.
Ah, damn it.

I really feel like scolding vulgarities now.
But, I'm reminded not to.
And, I'm not to talk bad about anyone in my post.
But, for those who ignored me, I hope you know who you are.
Ah, damn it, I'm so angry.

Back from Jabezz's.
I feel so damn tired.
I practically just ate and ate and ate more! ._.
SO FULL X.X

This is a post about seafood.
Seafood is delicious!
Now, how do you cook seafood?
You can barbeque, deep fry, fry, steam, bake, boil and even raw!
Now, what exactly is seafood?
Well, you must be really retarded if you don't know.
And for those retards out there, seafood is food that you get from the sea!
Haha.
Here are some examples.
Seafood includes fish, crab, lobsters, prawns, clams, oysters and even octopus!
I'm starting to find this really lame, haha.
People, seafood rocks!
Eat more seafood, good for you!
It has many nutrients and it is good.
Ah haha, I don't know how to describe further.

I'm going to Jabezz's house later.
For your info, hes my cousin, a very arrogant one. =X
Hey, chill, I'm just joking dude.
I'll go pack my stuff.
Bye!

Sheng Hao is a french fries thief!
Gosh, he sure stole loads of fries from us today.
Argh, who cares?
Only Carebears care!
That is a stupid joke made up my brother.
It is so insulting to the Carebears.
Imagine those ''cute'' bears getting insulted by my devilish brother. -.-"

I acted "emo" today.
Which means, I'm not really "emo", I just didn't feel like speaking.
So, don't worry about me, though I know not many would.
Angie said that Fizzy had an aura which attracts men.
Its weird, isn't it?
Sheng Hao, Benjamin, Yee Xuan and Seng Eng all love to the touch places that are not supposed to be touched.
I mean, hes cute, but not until you go press and touch those areas.
And well, I have an aura which only attracts Seng Eng.
He go pet me just now, and I meant at one of the non-touchable places.
He attacked me from behind and all my hair stood up.
WTF, such a pervert.

I had a dream yesterday.
And yes, I know many of you are going to say :"WTF?! Another lame dream?"
Well, I didn't find it lame.
People all have dreams, don't they?
And, I can never control what I'm going to dream about tonight.
I could remember my dream more clearly this time, so, here goes.
I dreamt that I went causeway with that girl.
Then, we went walking together.
I think we went somewhere like Mini Toons.
We saw many cute stuff.
I saw this cute cushion.
Then I asked her :" You want?"
Then, she held my hand.
I don't know why but it felt nice and I loved it, even though I wasn't really holding on to her hand, as in, it was just a dream.
Haha, and yes, I know I sound really pathetic.
Its just a dream, I think too much.
That can never happen. =(

I went down to be NA's casualty today.
Actually, it was everyone's casualty.
Angie, Fizzy and I planned 3 cases for the teams.
Not all 3 cases was done and I thought that the second one was really tough.
When I saw NA doing that case, I was laughing, because Zhi Xian was so automatic!
Yea, you know what I mean.
If you don't it meant that she was struck down my the serial killer and she was treating herself. ._.
But, I think they did quite well.
I told Yee Xuan that I don't think that they could have managed much better because it was going to be Benjamin who was going to be struck down.
Haha, no offense.
Yee xuan told me that they could because their previous number 4 handled 3 casulties before in national competition.
If you don't know, he meant ME!
Haha, I was ''so touched".
Yee Xuan is a nice guy, really.
All the best to AA, NA and NC for your competition!
Patricia is very worried about NC.
So, NC, you better buck up, you have the potential within you.
Alright, I'll stop here.
I have much more to blog about but I'm afraid that people will say I'm very noisy.
So, bye!

I was planning to ask people out for a movie tonight.
But, I don't think I want to do so anymore.
But I really want to see a movie.
Not alone, but with people who I feel close towards.
That sounds so wrong.
I find it wrong. -.-"
Everyone is busy.
Tommorow they have competition training and I don't want to tire them out.
I'm going down for casualty, NA's casulty.

I went really emo after english lesson.
I started thinking really negative.
I was thinking that the whole world was a bunch of hypocrites and no one means anything they say.
I guess it only refers to a few assholes out there.
I guess I'm still not feeling better now.
I'm really weird aren't I?
I went Popular alone just now and I saw Tania with dyed hair.
The colour was really weird.
I can't identify what it was.

Anyway, I think I'm going to screw my common test up.
I already did to the first 3 subjects by not finishing all 3 papers.
Alright, I aim to get full marks for Monday's E.maths.
Study zh, STUDY!
I must do it!
At least then, I would have something to bo proud of.
I suddenly have that "I want to study" feeling.
I mean, I'm starting to worry for my 'O' levels.
I should really start working hard.

I'm a weird person that no one would ever understand unless I understand that you understand me.

No, that post can't be my last post!
I need to let off some steam.
Just now, Miss Ong said I'm weak.
I feel so angry now.
I believe I'm stronger than some of them there.
Its not as though I've never carried a stretcher before.
Just now, I was panting like mad when carrying the stretcher.
You want to know why?
I ran from the third floor to the first, then from the first to the seventh and back to the first and then to the second, just to look for the casualty.
And I wasn't thanked at all.
Instead, I was commented for being weak.
And, yes, I know I'm just a coporal.
I'm not of much importance or significance in St. John.
I know it alright, right and clear!
I feel so discriminated.
I feel like I'm just the standard of Chin Hee, nothing else.
Wait, of perhaps I'm way more useless than him.
Sorry dude.
Its just feels so ******.
Sorry I had to use a censored vulgarity.
I've been feeling that inferior for so long.
I thought it was over, but here it comes again.
I just want to give St. John up, not bothering anymore.

Anyway, thank you Sheng Hao and Benjamin for waiting for me just now.
I keep saying thank you because no one ever waited till so late just for me.
I know i was very irritating in persuading you to wait for me.
Yea, so thank you, thank you and thank you LOTS.

"Er heh hem."
I'm coughing like some mad animal now.
I think I'm getting sick again.
I don't feel happy now.
In other words, I feel "emo-ish" now.
Haha, I'm starting to find myself irritating.
I don't even know what I want now.
I sure hope someone would hit me right in the face and I would wake up.
Just a punch, slap or even a pinch?
This doesn't apply to Fizzy.
He already slaps me everyday.
It hurts, haha.
I want to know that little goal of mine.

Anyway, this would be my last post for this weekday.
Its common test week.
I want to do well, seriously.
I hope to see more tags when i come back, its so inactive now.
Awww, I just want to "emo", haha!

I haven't mixed with the St. John Secondary 3s for a long time.
Haha, suddenly, I feel like askin them out to orchard again.
Same gang, same people.
Like I said, I just feel like it.
I always have no guts to do so.
I really had fun then, joking, laughing and of course, laming around.
Alright, I should get going, have a maths file to work on.
Mr Radha is so going to kill me, haha.

I went out just now.
I went to Charissa's house to celebrate chinese new year.
I think that sounds right.
I went there with Meyer and Sebastian!
Charissa told me that they were steading, I didn't believe her.
Haha, it was true, well, at least half true.
Sebastian is wooing meyer.
Haha, yes, I find it funny.
Its just because, Sebastian is so blur and I mean really blur.
I hope he doesn't come with a chopper when he sees this.
Meyer said she thinks I hate her.
No, I don't. I'm not that evil alright.
I won't hate you.
After the whole thing, Meyer and Sebastian went to watch movie ALONE.
They didn't ask me.
I too, don't want to be that shiny "lightbulb"!
Charissa and I promised to help Sebastian to help woo Meyer.
We combined money to buy a small bear, and 2 rings.
Charissa wanted it as a gift for them.
Hey, it wasn't cheap alright!
We delivered it for Sebastian to the cinema.
Till now, I'm still waiting for Sebastian's reply.
If he dares not reply me by 11, he is so dead.
I'm waiting, Sebastian!
I have learnt from this that I feel really happy seeing them together.
I saw Meyer playing with Sebastian's hair.
Haha, I was laughing and laughing.
I'm not a sadist after all, I'm a "happist", haha.
I shall help people matchmake from now on, hoping some day would be my turn to be the one helped.
That day won't come soon, I know it.

Oh gosh, I just found out I was twitting in the past.
I browzed through my MSN and saw the column under family.
It was titled "fAmIlY".
Haha, I'm going to change it.
I don't like people who twit, seriously.
That doesn't mean I hate them.

I was hoping that I'd have that dream yesterday.
If you don't know what the dream was, look at my previous post.
I think I thought too much.
I didn't have part of the dream at all.
In fact, I hardly slept.
I tossed and turn in bed like nobody else's business.

There's something else bothering me.
I told Feng Shan about it last night on MSN.
I don't feel like going to St. John activity.
That is when I'm wearing Full-uniform.
I don't want to show my rank to the new juniors.
Its so embarrasing!
They are all seargeants and I'm just a mere Corporal.
Feng Shan told me that I'm their senior after all, and they would respect me, even though I'm of a smaller rank.
I hope thats true.
I don't think everyone is like her, so kind and respectful, haha.
There would of course still be some devils out there, critisizing me.
"Ayer, lousy la. That bloody senior, so small rank still throwing his weight around."
"Haha, your rank smaller than mine."
I know that sounds really childish, but I've heard it before.
Not exactly the same thing, but something like that.
Haha, I feel like telling them to grow up, not that I'm that mature.
I still have a childish side after all. =P

Anyway, I can't believe QiuLe said I was mature.
At least, I think what she meant was mature and happy.
Haha, I think too much.
Look at my face and see a baby, but you will never know how mature I am.
Fizzy : As if!
Ouch, that hurts. -.-"
Alrite, I'll stop here.
i still can't forget that dream.
I must be crazy. x.x
Ok, bye.

Dreams are mystical illusions.
A dream is built up on something that happened earlier on.
Well, I know it sounds pathetic, but I think its that.
I had a very weird dream last night.
This is going to sound so stupid, but it has bugged me for the whole day and I can't forget it.
The dream features this person.
I spent time with this person doing loads of stuff.
We just did lots of things.
We laughed, we joked and we laughed more. ._."
Thus, I had a crush on this person.
Sounds lame, doesn't it?
Oh my god! That person is just so cute!
I'm thinking, how did I have a crush that easily?
Just because of a mere dream?
But I've liked this person before.
I have no idea why I dreamt of this person.
For some reasons I can't be together with this person in the real world.
So, I can just hope to dream of this person at night spending time together.
Its bugging me, because I don't want to just spend time with this person in my dreams.
I want to be with this person in real life.
But, I just can't!
I really hope that I'll dream of this person again tonight.
I'm feeling really down today.
I have no mood to play cards, no mood to eat, no mood to do anything at all.
Just because of that dream.
I know many of you will say, "Its just a dream, forget it".
Its easy to say, but really hard to forget.
Ah, lets no talk about this anymore.
It makes me feel worse.

Anyway, I know its late, but, happy chinese new year!
I wore new clothes today.
I think they look great!
I'll wear them the next time I go out with my friends.
Ok, I don't feel like blogging anymore.
I'll just stop here. Bye =/

Some people don't get theirs facts right before they trash things out.
I suggest you go find out what's going on before you come barking after me.
Some things that you aren't supposed to interfere, you better not interfere.
Let me tell you something, I'm not someone who is easy to bully anymore.
Who do you think I am, a 4 year old kid?
I used to be that useless and feeble Zheng Hui in the past.
You try offending me now.
Haha, I also don't know what changed me. X.X

Anyway, there are so many people having fever now.
Hey people, take care!
Don't fall sick, don't take your your health for granted.
Drink more water!
The period that I was sick, I realised that I should really drink more water and take good care of myself.
So, you people should so the same.
Alright, I'll stop here.
Remember, get your bloody facts right before you start spamming crap on my tagboard.
If you're unhappy, just fark off, only babies spam.
Thank you! =D