My tots r runnin wild..
I wana b some1 special..
But i'm jz a typical nerd ._.
I'm nt meant 2 b special..
Stil, no 1 would tink i m special..
I'm tryin my best 2 chng 4 de better but it doesnt work..
A chance cmes hard 4 a commoner..
But a special person has al he wans..
He gets opportunities n chances..
He cn also choose whether he wans tt task or not..
But for me.. wat i'm given..
I cnt hav any complaints..
I jz hav 2 take it or leave it..
A chance cmes rarely..
Tts y i wana b special..
but bein myself izznt..
cos i'm 2 typical out dere..
I aint gona b special jz lik tt..
Sian Diao....... =/

Theres no such thing as everlastin happiness..
Fairy Tales r al fake..
Another Cinderalla Story? CRAP.
I nv believe in dose dumb stuf eva agn..
I dun believe in myself..
Wat cn i do..
I'm dis way n no 1 likes it..
Hav 2 face de same 4 walls of problems evryday..
feel v sick..
bye.........

haiz..
My Parents cn nvr nvr giv me wat i wan..
dey dun understand me at al
wtf.. my mum even critisized my friends..
I jz reli feel lik runnin out of de hse nw..
My mum..
Always nt happy wif wateva i do..
pls.. jz appreciate me cn?
I dun hav 2 do things 4 de sake of doin it..
I'm doin u a favour..
At least say a thank you?
My dad?
Evrydae act cool..
cnt he show jz some love..
Even thou he buys me wat i wan..
But does he ever listen 2 me speak?
Does he consider hw i feel at times?
I look at other parents n i jz tink..
Y m i stuck here?
its nt tt i'm bein greedy or watsoeva..
Its just tt ure plain unreasonable..
I dont understand u..
n i dun tink u understand me..
I used 2 love you..
But i hav no idea y i dun feel anytin nw..
I jz dont wana c u al at al..
Seriously.. i dun wish 2 carry on..

Sortin out my tots nw..
Wish tt i sould stop doin stupid things..
EOY results comin..
Hope i do wel..
I wana continue tinkin agn..
mus tink..
dun wana do STUPID things agn..
sometimes hate myself cos of tt
cya..