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LOL.
Today activity.
Yay. i'm de nxt duty NCO.
xD so excited -.-
Aiyo. nwadays jeff so moody.
Duno wat 2 do.
Pat lost 22 dollar 2dae. so we contributed
N covered up her 22 dollar.
I tot she wil 2 excited den scream
But she din -.-
Anyways. Sylvia keep diaoin ppl.
Dig her eyes out den she noe.
Blah Blah Blah.
2dae b4 went hme saw swee teng.
Den i sae bb. den she reply bb o.o
I tot she very cool de
2dae SJAB day.
I pull de flag 2 slow. den tio scld by de mrs sng.
Aiyo. We no experience ma.
dun nid scld de wat
Den i withdraw frm de Entrepreneurship course le.
WHHEEE xD

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If u read dis post.
U might tink i hav serious attitude probs.
But i'm jz sayin wats in my heart.
If u cnt do smth. Dun ask others to do it.
U dun hav wat it takes. Den dun ask others 2 cover up for u
I've kinda had it.
I've been holdin it inside al dis while
U giv us stares all the time.
What are we?
Ure maids?! Or ure dolls?
U sae we did smth wrong. But tink bout it.
HAV U DONE DE SAME THING?
Fine. I agree tt i m stupid n mch low class than u.
Wat u gona do bout tt?
show me ure dam attitude?! Or wat?
I reli had it.
U ureself is foolin around.
N u ask us to stop it.
U sit down near de parade square when de juniors r standin.
U giv us irritating stares all the time.
Haiz. den our batch leh.
U al always scld scld scld.
Hav u al spared a tot for de jrs?
If deres nthin 2 scld, den dont!
Aiya. Wat i m feelin nw. Oni 1 word cn describe.
INFERIOR.
I'm jz i CPL. i noe tt.
But i oso m a senior wat.
I deserve de rite 2 scld as wel. =x
But i wasnt given a chance.
I oso duno y.
Aiya. Enuff of dis for 1 dae.
Hope tmr gets better.
Today wh ask us to bring boots.
In de end. he himself nv bring.
wadda hell.

LOL

Yay. Me n my mum ok le.
whheee.
Jz heard my dad's money gt stolen. Poor thing.
Anyways. Met up wif jeff 2dae.
Den saw annie n patricia at cosway
jeff cme my hse do art.
Draw Draw Draw.
Den i lock de door rm.
Den my maid wan cme in take thing.
Den hor. She took my bro phone.
He was recordin smth
He recordin wat me n jeff were doin.
WTF. whre my bro learn 2 do al dese de?!
Summre jeff found out he did tt lo.
Wat would jeff tink?!
I nv did tt 2 his frenz when dey cme my hse man.
Mus teach him a lesson
So. i screamed at him infront of jeff. Den he scld me fck. -.-
Wadda hel. He reli xue huai le.
Ask him go eat sh1t la.
My mum stil sae he gt fear of us. As is real fear. Proved by psychologist
Wa. he shout at me lik mad dog lik tt.
Den i jz scream til he cried -.-
STUPID RUDE BRAT.
Anyways. i tink pat angry at me.
Sori pat ):
Aye. My family full of weird ppl. [includin me]
Haiz. Tmr gt comp trainin. Better go pack stuff.
COS GAVIN IS COMING.

xD

A lot of hmwk nt done yet. But..
Finally smilin.
Thx 2 Pat.
She cheered me up lots.
N i found my ez link card! along wif jeff's.
LOL. Go c her blog. she oso chng blogskin le.
mine cute rite? Dun b jealous. I noe u r -.-
wooo~ tmr jeff n yk bac le.
Today rite. We went 2 foodcourt 2 study.
I do finish chinese compre den go eat le
We went 2 jeff's hse 1st. To take drawin paper.
we noe jeff cnt finish in de last 2 days.
MUST HELP LE.
de journey very gao xiao la.
OK. aft tt we go 883 buy instant noodles for lunch. YUM!
Pat sae i bully her. make her take de instant noodles.
I tot it was hot so i dun dare take.
Den pat also step on dog shit.
WHOOOO~
Aft tt went 2 pat hse.
Woah. her dog keep barkin at me.
It dun lik me seh.
Anyways. At her hse. help her bro license. I failed. by 1 perf.
Den i try again. den my score 510k. wadda hel -.-
OK. den went bac 2 jeff hse.
2 submit de pathetic drawings.
Gt 1 rite! DUNO WHO DRAW DE HOR.
its a pic of a fan. So dam weird.
Jeff's bro sae it dun look lik a fan.
HAHA!
Anyways. Sorry jeff. Sat n sun gt comp trainin.
I cnt do art wif u. If u dun mind. aft comp trainin i do?
reli sori. Totally forgot ):
Haiz. better go chiong hmwk le.

T_T number 3

Haiz.
Mum jz called me.
Den she jz sclded at me.
Den i very angry. I was alredy in a bad mood.
Den i screamed bac at her.
She reli dun understand me.
y iz tt so? cn u pls tel me?
She called me idiot.
U noe hw mch tt reli means 2 me?
U called me an idiot on the phone.
So loud tt i tink ure collegues cn hear.
Al my confidence gone alredy.
Fine. I'm an idiot.
And wat cn i do bout it? SINCE I'M ALREDY AN IDIOT.
Cn u understand hw i feel?
NO. obviously nt.
She sae i scream at her. Den i told her u tot me dis.
U cme hme screamin evrydae.
U noe we cn do nthin but jz fear u?
Are mums supposed 2 b feared?
I suppose not.
Mums giv their children courage n inspiration.
I told my mum. if she wanted respect. she shld oso giv us de respect we nid
Wat does my mum do?
She doesnt giv me al those.
She gives me fear. I no longer feel de luv, wat i hav felt when is was ~7
Once she steps into de hse. She screams. [maybe a lil exaggerating]
My dad? OK.
Maybe no better
He cmes hme. quiet quiet al de tim.
As though smthin bad had happened.
Evrydae same kinda face.
Black black 1. as though we commited a mistake
My dad dun take de initiative 2 tok 2 us.
We tok 2 him. he jz answer once n kinda leaves de conversation.
Feel as though i'm very irritating.
Rmb once in sec 1 or sec 2.
My dad cme hme n saw me plyin comp
I told him i asked mum alredy.
Den he jz came over n grabbed my shirt.
He also threathened 2 punch me.
Do parents do tt 2 their children?
VIOLENCE?!
Aft he went away. I cld jz lay on my bed n cry.
I reli cn do nthin nw. i'm weak n vulnerable.
I dun hav any close frenz 2 rely on.
Cnt my parents b lik other parents?
I dun wan u 2 buy me anythin.
Tts nt wat al 3 of us want.
I wan u to be...
Easy to talk to.
Listen 2 ours probs.
Stop screamin at us as though we hav no life.
givin us respect.
Understand us more.
Haiz.. Feel reli lousy nw.
I wan some1 2 tok 2.
Jeff! Quickly cme bac ):
Ltr goin out wif pat. Hope she cheers me up.
Haiz. T_____T
Mus ren. cannot cry again.

T_T [2]

T____T
I havent found my EZ link card.
I reli rmb de last tim i saw it was at pizza hut!
I din take it bac frm de lady.
Did jeff help me take not?
Haiz.
Since jeff n pat were gone, So lonely.
No 1 reli 2 tok 2 bout my probs n stuff.
Mus keep it al inside n nt let it out.
Nw pat is bac.
But, guess shes tired. Dun wana disturb her le.
Haiz.
Stil waitin 4 jef 2 cal.
Duno he wil or nt?
But i reli wish my EZ link card was bac beside me.
WHRE R U?! T_T
N jeffrey would cme bac soon.
Tmr is another lonely day.
All alone.
Stuffed at hme.
if any1 wana meet me outside, i wont mind.
Jz gimme a cal n cn meet u tmr.
Aye. I jz wan sme1 2 spil my heart out 2.
N to gimme advice or reassurance.
Ppl lik jeff n pat n maybe angie?
Aye. I dun reli tel others bout my private stufs oso.
O ya. Lam Bei Bei oso. N sylvia. [who jz listen]
Aye. i'm reli lucky 2 hav such gt frenz.
But i'm reli very lonely nw.
I dun even hav an EZ link card to look at.
T____________T
My parents dun understand me
Dey duno wat i wan. wat i nid.
I feel so xtra lo.
I told dem b4.
compare my mum wif jeff's mum.
Shes talks a lot wif jeff.
But my mum dun tok 2 me at al.
SHE SCOLDS N SCREAMS.
jeff's mum understands him.
Does my mum even put in de effort 2 do so?
I feel so dam it xtra.
I talked 2 her b4 bout dis.
She stil dun get it.
I hav no mood 2 tel it 2 her again
I cn oni tel my probs 2 my frenz.
Haiz
Gona cry again.
Mus ren! x(

T_T

Arhh~
Jeff go camp 1 dae oni.
den i tinkin bout him le -.-
Aiya.
I lost my EZ link card.
Whre did i place it?
Any1 saw not? i gona peng alredy.
I recal ytd go pizza hut.
Den i giv my ez link.
Den i dun rmb c in it le.
I miss u ez link card ):
N i mis jeff 2 ):
Jz nw he called me.
He sae his phone surrender le.
Den he use some1 else de phone.
Dots. Hear his voice, feel so little again -.-
Wat tokin me. Aiya. Stupid SO.
Take his hp for wat.
Den i spam sms him 2dae. Tot he wld reply.
Den hmm. din expect.
Haiz, i reli wanted 2 lik tok 2 him evrydae.
But de stupid hp thingy.
Den too bad lo.
Gt so many probs faced 2dae.
Haiz feel soooooo sad. n frensick o.o
Mus control. Mus jian qiang. cannot cry.
T_______________T
CRY LE. -Sobs-
MY EZ LINK CARD! T_T
Whre r u? T_T

so sad

Aye. No 1 wana tel me which 1 to go for.
So far, fizzy ask me go advance.
But jeff ask me go Aus.
Which shld i choose leh?
Sobs. I'm at wits end nw. Gona break down le -.-
Anyways.
Jeffrey leavin for S.O. le.
So is ye kai.
I wil miss them. A LOT. Boo Hoo. ):
2dae jeff had de last meal wif me
sound lik smth gona happen 2 him lik tt. choi.
Den we went 2 pizza hart.
We order student meal.
Den jeff dun dare drink de soup.
He ask me drink. Dots.
Den, he couldnt finish up his lunchie.
Den he ask me eat up. He so full meh?
Aft de meal, we sat dere. i dun wan ask for bill.
Den he ask me 2 ask. We jz sit dere n wait for wach other 2 ask
In de end. He asked for me. Haha (:
Den aft tt we went 2 my hse.
At my hse. we watch my bro n sis ply audi. tts al. BORING.
aye. den. urm. aft tt went cosway again.
Jeff bought me sme stuff.
N den we saw dis stall. sellin Naturland Tummy flat thingy.
Den jeff go make fun of me.
SOBS. Den ya. aft tt i fake angry den walk away. den he cal me. den gup my phone.
Den i run al de way bac n chase him.
O ya. den ya. tts de end. We went bac hme le.
N ply audi.
AUDI RAWKZ.
Btw dis is a nice pic of me n jeff.
Taken on de sjab outin. xD
So Big -.- Lazy edit la

S.O.S.

arhh.
U gt 2 help me man.
Pls tag me 2 tel me ure reply.
I've been tinkin.
Shld i go for australlia or de advance course?
Advance Course means a lot 2 me.
A LOT.
I dont wana stay 2 CPL for 2 yrs.
Maybe when u read dis. u might tink i'm stupid.
I feel very inferior when i'm lik. a CPL for so long.
I duno wat makes me feel tt way.
I jz feel very sad.
If i choose dis, i cnt go aus wif my family.
Or i wil burden dem, thus makin dem nt go as wel.
I dont wana do tt
Or shld i choose australlia?
If i go aus, i'm gona hav lots of fun.
But when i cme bac, i would face 1 mre yr of inferior-reality
I dont wan it again
HELP ME. WHAT SHLD I CHOOSE?
Jeffrey told me 2dae tt i mus learn 2 accept others, critsizin me.
N i noe i shld.
Oni 2 ppl hav reli gav me tt kinda advice, wantin me 2 chng.
Jeffrey n angie.
Others tel me stuf 2 cheer me up.
Which i reli appreciate a lot.
But i would lik 2 noe de real truth bout me.
Not some fake lies 2 make me happy.
At first i tot angie was rather unreasonable.
But nw tt i tot of it. I reli wana thank her a lot.
2dae jeffrey sclded me over de phone.
Cos i was nt reli myself 2dae.
I woke up on de wrong side of bed.
Well, he kinda pushed me 2 de rite side?
he sclded me -.-
Den i quite pek cek. den scld him bac.
I very rude hor?
Well, dis is de end of my post.
Hope 2 get a reply on de Advance course/Australlia thingy
De most replies, i would go for it (:
Thanks ppl (:

(:

Cheers!
Today, gt rather lots of things 2 blog bout.
U cn read them in parts.
Or u cn read dem all.
I shall number them (:
[1] HILLARY CHALLENGE
Aiyo! 2dae de hillary challenge
So pek cek. Run til i gona die.
Den mr kok said i was playin a fool =="
I'm weak ok. not playin a fool.
I'm nt a man. Dun hav de requirements -.-
I lao ya la.
Its my prob.
Aft hillary i went hme.
My maid said i stank.
Den i gt cramps al over.
SICKENING.
[2] Outing
Today outin i tot it was gona b a failure.
Cos i was stubborn n in a bad mood, cos of de hillary thing.
I hai jeff cnt get into hillary.
VERY GUILTY.
Aiya. Outing. travelled al over SG.
dots.
At 1st went 2 bukit batok but bowlin centre closed 2 de public.
Den i very pissed off.
Den i kept frowning.
Dampenin evry1 mood. Sorry ):
Aft tt jeff wan go K box.
Again i spoil de thing. I told jeff my dad dun lik tt kinda places.
Haiz. i let de outin b a failure. I oso failure -.-
in de end went to BP.
Den walk walk.
Den go bac cosway watch Fantastic 4! xD
[3] Movie
Wheee. Fantastic 4!
the show rawkz. Din tink silver surfer wil turn out 2 b a gd guy.
wa. he so cool man! -.-
Durin movie. Stuffed myself wif popcorn. Almost died cn.
Aft movie. We went 2 take neoPrint.
[4] NeoPrint
At neo print we took photos.
Cute photos.
I put a heart on fizzy face.
HAHA xD
[5] Paiseh things which happened 2dae! [HIGHLIGHT]
okok. Listen. dis 1 interestin.
1) During the outing, at the LRT. jeff a bit slow. den he nv exit. den sarina tap her card. den sarina din get to go out. Dots. den we cal jeff ah pei.
2) In the lift. The lift go kiap me. Den sylvia ask, hw cme de lift wil close when i alredy press open? Den we look. She was pressin close button. SO PAISEH!
3) When takin photo wif Fizzy, Pat n jeff. I almost drp pat hp. Den FIZZY GO SCREAM! evry1 look at us. den i laugh til i stomach pain.
4) Jeffrey keep walkin wrong direction
5) Waited for shahidah for lik. 4 hrs. dots.

omg.

OMG.
Tmr is de selection for hillary.
Aiya.
Very scary.
I scared i freak half way.
Anyways.
I not reli interested in hillary.
But jeff keep sayin he gona die.
Lik very sad lik tt.
I dun lik 2 c others die.
So i'm gona hav a strong will 2 win jeff tmr.
I dun wan him run mch tmr.
den he wont enjoy bowlin at al.
so i mus chiong!
sori jeff. I hav no choice. sori.
wa. go mr kok treat breakfast. whheee xD
arhh. I mus win tmr.
But i ran wif jeff b4. hes faster than me.
run wif him wil die de.
But. my 2.4 timin is faster o.o
Luck ba. smth tels me he wil win
But de strong wil of nt lettin him 'die' wil make me win
Even though i wil die by gastric pains durin hillary.
LOL.
-recalls anual camp-
wa. gastric de whole while. no fun at al de.
Most of de tim wif medical welfare.
so poor thing rite? -.-
ANyways. 2dae went 2 jeff hse.
Den he told his dad i look lik QiuRen. [Children]
Qu si Ba!
-piak- xD
Anyways. F.Y.I.
Tmr bowlin is at 11am meet outside bread tok.
Location shld b bukit batok.
Wait! Guess this xD
St john rawkz. Alpha rawkz xD

o.o

o yea man.
Finally cn blog again.
Busy wif stuffs nwadays.
Yup. dun reli gt time 2 blog.
Btw. i goin for hillary challenge de 'audition'
Sure out de. dun nid try -.-
o ya.
Main thing i wana blog bout 2dae is ya. bout my god bro n sises.
1st Jeffrey.
So long le.
Reli treasure de friendship dere.
Ppl may tink we r gay or smth.
we r actually not. ty
Actually i find it rather insulting.
But, frenz 4eva. (:
EVEN THOUGH WE ALWAYS FIGHT.
Dots.
Next Sylvia.
At 1st i dun reli lik her.
But nw i'm ok wif her.
Not so.. ya.. anymre.
SO i ask her b my gan mei.
I duno she ask me or i ask her.
Either ways. Yay!
OK. END LE.
If ure name is not here.
Fret not.
I'll always rmb u. i wont forget u.
jz tt i dun feel lik bloggin or i cnt blog bout u (:
I gt wonderful close frenz
Not according to any order:
1. Wei Hao
2. Yekai
3. Angie
4. Zhi Xian
5. Patricia
6. Priiscilla
7. Aisyah
8. Sarina
9. Shahidah
10. Jeannette.
11. QiuJu
12. FIZZEH!
13. Haiza
14. Nandhini
15. LYX.

If ure name nt here.
I lazy la -.-